TWO DAYS LATER

PATIO AT JAG HQ

 

Mac was seated alone finishing up her lunch when Harm walked up.

 

“Hey stranger.” He sat.  “Missed you the past couple of days.”

 

“Really.” Was all she said.

 

He noted her reserve.  “There a problem?”

 

“What makes you think there is a problem?” She replied as she began cleaning up the evidence of lunch.

 

“Well take your attitude now.”

 

She paused.  “Did you come over here for a reason?”

 

“Yes! I miss you. I miss us. What is going on?” he pressed.

 

“This is not the time and place for this.” She stood.

 

He stood as well. “Now EXACTLY the time and the place. We don’t see each other but for work and even then it’s strained.”

 

She glanced around to see if any one was observing them.  “I have told you more than once that I was not happy with what we had evolved into.  You never wanted to hear me out on the topic. In a nut shell you were happy I was not.”

 

“It’s him isn’t it?” He accused.

 

She sighed and sat, he mirrored her action. “Harm I need more than what we had become.  We had degenerated into sex only.   I wanted more. You did not. It was unfair to both of us.”

 

“Then it is him.” He realized.  “Why didn’t you say something?”

 

“I gave up trying.”

 

“Mac …” He hesitated as he began to realize the damage done. “I… I love you.”  She stared at him in shock.  “I DO!” He emphasized.  “I don’t want to loose you. I suspect that I may have already but I must believe that it is not too late to do the right thing.”

 

“I don’t know what to say.” She was flabbergasted.

 

“Say you’ll marry me.”

 

“Excuse me?” The shocks were coming in fast and furious.

 

“Marry me.” He repeated.

 

“But…” she was lost for words.

 

“I know the Doctor.  Look think about it and while you do hold on to this.”  He opened a small box and showed her an exquisite engagement ring. “It belonged to my father’s grandmother and has been passed down to you.”

 

“I can’t take this!”

 

He scoffed “Of course you can. I trust you not to pawn it.” He grinned and stood.  “Just remember I love you and given a chance I’ll do right by you.”

 

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Luckily Mac had no court appearances, as she was unable to function. 

 

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2030 LOCAL

MAC’S APARTMENT

 

“Mac.” Anton called for the umpteenth time.

 

“Mmmm sorry you were saying?” She replied.

 

“Forget what I was saying you are not here with me. What is wrong!” he asked.

 

She was about to say nothing but decided to tell him.  “Harm asked me to marry him today.”

 

He tensed.  “And?”

 

“And I don’t know!” She stood and walked to the window.

 

“It seems to me Mac that you do.” He told her.

 

“How can you say that?”

 

“Look at this objectively.” He chuckled at the use of words. “You are dating one man and you ex proposes.  You didn’t say no to him. Did you?”

 

She shook her head.  She didn’t trust herself to speak.

 

“You didn’t say no.  That tells me I should bow out.” He rationalized.

 

“NO!” She said.

 

“Yes!” He insisted.

 

“Can you walk away from me that easily?” she accused.

 

“No.” he assured her “But I love you and as such my priority is you.”

 

“What ever happened to alls fair in love and war?” she was crying.

 

“War lost out to love.” He stood walked across the room and kissed her on her cheek.  “I love you Sarah Mackenzie. Be happy and if you need me just call.”

 

With that Dr. Anton Shiva walked out of the apartment and Mac’s life.

 

Mac fell on the sofa and cried.

 

+        +        +

 

Seated in his jaguar Anton cried.  He didn’t usually cry but this time he did.  He finally sobered up but the car in gear and headed for the Airport. The Hotel could forward his belongings later.

 

+        +        +

 

The cell phone rang. “RABB!”

 

“Come to me.” Mac said.

 

FINIS

 

 

Title: Torn

Author: Rising Sun

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Rated: R
Summary: Mac meets a man worthy of her love; but what of Harm?

Classification: JAG Story

Disclaimer: JAG characters portrayed her belong to others. No copyright infringement intended.  All other characters depicted are purely fictional and any similarities to actual people are purely coincidental.

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Story written May 7 – 12, 2002

 

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