Rahtri's Past
I was born to two wolves named Naimnia and Koyan. I had been the biggest of their litter. Koyan noticed I was also the strongest. When I had been a couple months I grew a dark attitude, and when I began to know hate and anger, Koyan immediately decided to kick me out and get rid of me. Naimnia knew the same. So they did. Koyan didn't kill me, but he left me alone by the rapids to fend for myself. It was then I knew I hated my parents. As I got older, a year now, I ventured to a pack called the Chisulo pack. The alpha there was light, in fact the whole pack was light. "Who are you?" asked the leader Niobe. I bowed my head but mischief shined in my golden eyes. "My name is Rahtri, and I have came here to humbly join your pack." answered I, looking up with an intensive glare in my eyes. I saw the same glare reflect in the leaders eyes as she looked over me. The pack sat in silence for a moment or two, but I knew what they were thinking. Exile her, reject her, forget her....she is not one of us..... Niobe snarled and lowered her head...baring her ivory fangs at me. She knew I was not one of them, I would never be. "Leave this place, dark sider, and never return." Niobe snarled at me with coldness in her voice. I stepped back, glaring, and turned, running back to where I came. But as I got out of the leader's territories I stopped. I could not run to the same place I had started. So I kept walking, to find one place that would accept me. On my travels I met a male named Javelu. He was about my age...with a strong figure. He had pure black fur and gleaming blue eyes......as my mother had. My eyes widened. "Who are you?" the male asked me, blue eyes shining with charm. I shook my head and looked back at him. "My name is Rahtri....and you?" I looked over him...white tints around his neck and eyes. "Javelu." he answered. I froze, and I knew it had been true. This was my brother I was staring at, my brother Javelu. He obviously didn't remember me, but I didn't expect him too. He was only a pup when Koyan and Naimnia got rid of me. "It's been a while Javelu. I am not surprised you don't remember me." I said softly. Javelu looked confused. "What do you mean?" he said, sitting before me. His black fur ruffled as the wind blew. "I am your sister Javelu, I was abandoned by our parents. You don't remember me because you were very young at the time." I said. Javelu smiled and he nuzzled me brother like. I looked at the ground and I knew what I had to do. He was light and I was dark. I looked up and smiled also. After a while me and Javelu got information from one another, he told me where my parents were. One night, though, Javelu went hunting. I stalked him from the bushes. He was coming up on a small deer....when I leapt out of the bushes and tackled him. I grabbed his neck and he tried to fight me off, but I slashed and pushed and did my best to keep him to the ground so that I could get the best grip. I did get his neck and I ripped the jugular vein. That was when I felt his powerful body become limp under me, his paws dropped..his eyes closed...his heart stopped. His heart made of gold. I backed up..and I looked at him.. It was then I sat before my brother's dead body and mourned. I growled. Why should I be mourning? He was just a useless peasant light sider that happened to be my brother. I wiped those tears away and slashed my brother's dead body in hatred. Then, I left. I went in search for my parents. I killed Javelu, that was fine by me. I had to kill my parents now. I had traveled for months, I was two now. I found my parents alright. They were together in a field. I snarled....knowing I had to get both of them alone. So I waited. Koyan left Naimnia to find food. I had my chance. I turned and followed Naimnia into the den. When Naimnia was distracted I leapt, growling and snarling loudly. Naimnia's yelps and loud whimpers of pain echoed throughout the den. When she died, I overlooked the slashes over her eyes and legs in cruel satisfaction. I ran out of the den sensing Koyan returning. When he saw Naimnia, he howled in terror and pain. I smirked. "Sorry daddy." I said softly..yet menacingly..walking from the woods in front of him. Koyan glared at me with the most angry look I had ever seen before. "RAHTRI!" Koyan snarled at me, baring his long fangs that were much more sharp than mine. But he was weary...older than I. But more experienced. I smirked again, glaring back at him with the long ago hatred I held. Koyan tackled me quickly...sending his claws into my side....pushing me to the ground with his weight. I slashed his eye blinding him with his very own blood. I saw my chance..pushing him off with my hind legs and slamming him down in a powerful pin. He thrashed, but I locked my jaws on his neck and held....held until his heart slowed. He couldn't breathe. "Rahtri....Rahtri...." Koyan's voice got lower...and his eyes closed. His heart stopped....I had killed my parents and my brother. I didn't care where my other siblings were. They were gone now. I would find them later when I am older. I left the spot where I had killed my parents and went to find a pack that would accept me. That is when I found the Mountain Star Valley Pack...and I hope to stay for a long time. Murder can last...death comes fast....my heart had turned black...from my very own
