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it on a license plate. :)
Well, the final
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it was really writing itself.
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For Earth is Hollow and I Have Touched the Sky
by
Pata
Chapter
13
Kiss
This strange
and very unexpected revelation brought nothing but an awed silence over
the entire
courtroom.
Lucius’ anger seemed to have evaporated almost entirely, and he sat staring
vapidly
at his wife.
After a few seconds of being scrutinized, he got to his feet and took his
seat next to
Narcissa,
who threaded an arm around him.
The head judge
broke the silence quite abruptly by clearing his throat in a curt and rude
manner.
"Well then,
thank you for sharing, Lucius." His cold eyes shifted from my broken father
to Hermione,
but when he
spoke he addressed me. "We shall now see the truth of the treasonous murder
you
committed,
shan’t we, Draco?"
I responded with disdain, "We shall, Justice."
No doubt he
caught the underhanded sarcasm, but he paid no heed, as I felt him shifting
through
memories and
considering each in due respect.
*
Morning found
Hermione alone on the couch. Hurriedly, she got dressed and scanned the
room for
signs of her
absent lover. Her eyes fell on the clock.
5:27. AM.
What?
Early. Too early.
Something’s wrong.
The emotions
flashed across the inside of her mind like pictures on a projector. She
bit her lip and
cocked her
head slightly as half-hallucinated voices wafted from the upper dormitories.
"So I guess
accusing you of kissing her was kind of an understatement, eh?" Ron’s voice.
Hermione
placed a foot
on the bottom step.
"It won the award for Understatement of the Year."
She climbed a stair.
"You’re such a bloody liar! I refuse to believe she’d ever sleep with you, you nasty po-faced pig."
Climbed another. Speeding up now.
"You don’t have to believe me. All that matters is that I know it."
"Filthy dirty bloody liar."
"And you know what else, Weasley? I deflowered her. I was her first!"
"Shut up!"
Faster, faster, afraid for what might become of two of her best friends –
"Shutupshutupshutupshutup--"
--she burst
through the door, wand in hand, to see Ron and I facing each other like
rival alpha
wolves. Ron
turned, seafoam eyes staring in confusion and betrayal, at the beautiful
face so
contorted
by fear.
"What do you want?" I demanded.
This hit Hermione exactly as if she’d been stuck in the face.
"Sorry, sorry,"
I slurred, pacing, slicking back my hair with a clammy hand. "It’s just
your jealous
friend here
is threatening to kill me and all…"
"Damn right I’ll kill you," snarled Ron in the background.
"No he won’t!"
Hermione yelled, placing herself between Ron and I. "No one will be killing
anyone!" She
put her wand in her robes to illustrate her pacifism.
"Step aside. It’d be a pity if you died too." Ron pointed his wand at me behind her.
She stayed exactly as she was.
"No?" he cocked
his head it mock-sadness. It was clear that he was deranged. "Well, it’s
a waste,
but I suppose
you’ll just have to die too."
But Hermione
had already made up her mind about who was going to do the dying here and
she
whipped out
her wand faster than Ron’s eyes could follow and she had already shouted
the words:
"Avada
Kedavra!"
We held our
breath but exhaled when Ron started to laugh. Laugh and laugh like it was
the funniest
thing in the
world.
"Avada Kedavra?
Surely you jest! You don’t think that I’ve drank every potion, performed
every
spell, to
prevent that very charm from working? Malfoy wouldn’t know the spell I
was going to use."
"Well," said
Hermione, wringing her hands, "that’s the thing, you know, it’s kind of
funny really--"
weak laughter
--"you see, I kind of, well, I kind of ttold Draco about your Death Charm."
"That’s not funny," Ron said dryly.
She laughed
pathetically and forced a very weak smile, then stopped entirely and hung
her head in
submission.
"Really," said
Ron, "it’s not." And with a flash of his wand and a murmur of quick words
from his
mouth Hermione
was on the floor, eyes glossed over and lips parted in a silent scream.
I sprang forth
to get my hands around his throat for killing her when he seemed to read
my mind
and said,
"Relax. She’s not dead. Just Petrified. Remember the basilisk? The Chamber
of Secrets?
Well, I found
a spell in
Moste Potente Potions for the exact same effect."
I was not pacified
and I was on him in seconds choking and shaking and he was coughing and
trying to
get his wand up to perform the spell but I wouldn’t let him. I was yelling
things and even
now I don’t
remember what they were, maybe nothing, maybe just yelling and screaming
and then
there was
a flash of light and I was thrown back against the wall.
It looked even
more painful as a memory than it had been, the crack of bones and the scream
and the laughter.
I’d let my guard down and in my screaming he’d managed to get a spell in,
and
I was writhing
in pain on the floor and trying desperately to get up.
I’d thought
they were asleep but by now I realized that all the others in the dormitory
were Petrified
too. Like
the dead, they lay in silent rows and dreamt hazily on, while Ron smiled
and I got to my
feet and put
my wand over my head and started to whisper the four words necessary to
send death
into him when
I stopped.
It was dumb.
That thought crept in.
It was dumb
as all hell that we were going to kill each other for this. Over practically
nothing. A love
affair. It
was absurd.
But I’d gone
this far and I was too proud and Ron was already preparing himself to kill
me, and I had
no choice,
his lips were moving, I could feel my chest compacting—
I shouted something,
nothing yet something, something that sounded like a very dark spell and
he
stopped and
stared at me and waited for something to happen and that was all I needed.
"Nisyl da edt soma!"
Both our voices
sounded at once and for a moment we both stood, panting like wolves on
the hunt,
staring spitefully
at one another, waiting for the other to drop dead.
Nothing happened.
Not for several seconds.
And then Ron
got tired of waiting and figured that the spells must have canceled each
other out and
he was preparing
to say it again when, desperate and unable to think of a spell, I picked
up a vase
and hurled
it at him.
He ducked and
it hit the wall behind him and shattered, sending kiln-hardened clay in
all directions,
and a piece
of it struck him the small of the back.
It was cowardly
of me, in retrospect. But I took the blood and the scream in all at once
and I cried
again,
"Nisyl da edt soma!"
He stood and
looked at me, not a hateful glare, just a look. The look a rabbit must
give a fox when
its knows
it been caught. A dignified surrender. And then he smiled and opened his
mouth and just
like that
he was dead.
Dead and gone,
like a doornail. Like a tree, standing one moment and fallen the next.
Like something
lost and beautiful
like the Titanic must have been. And I couldn’t take it anymore so I revived
Hermione
and took her
hand and we ran.
We left him there silent.
Somehow he
did not die then and he still does not die in my mind. He just lies there
in Limbo and
smiles and
tries to talk but is always silent.
*
I stared at
my shoes while the judges conferred, if only for a moment. They turned
to look at my
father, and
at Hermione, and at the Weasleys. All seven pairs of eyes came to rest
on me.
"Well," said
the head justice, "you have supported a very strong case, Mr. Malfoy. And
while your
motives are
somewhat justified--"
A hopeful intake of breath—
"—the fact
remains that a life was taken. The court finds you guilty. And you will
be given the
Dementor’s
Kiss."
A muffled sob
from Hermione broke the ice first, and then pandemonium. All of the yelling
stopped
at once, however,
when a cold wind like the hand of winter encircled the room and a black,
robed
figure enveloped
me in its embrace.
"Wait."
My father was getting to his feet.
"Wait. He’s my son. And I want to say something to him."
"Very well, Lucius, but be brief," said the judge exasperatedly.
He walked up
to me, just as composed as ever, and said simply. "I love you. I loved
you when you
tugged my
robes when you were little and I love you now. And I just want to say…that…I’m
sorry."
He turned away
from me quickly and I knew he was crying but I didn’t say anything except,
"I love
you too."
Hermione was
sobbing outright. I loved her more than anyone and I longed for the chance
to run over
there and
tell her but I knew it was impossible.
Don’t cry for me, Hermione, for Earth is hollow and I…
I have touched the sky.
And I cried
a single, pearl tear and lifted my chin for the Kiss.
~ f i n
i ~
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