Dedication:
I started writing this as a birthday present to my Harry Potter-obsessive
friend, who’s
birthday is
on June 25. Lauren, have a wonderful birthday and I hope you get all the
presents you wanted!
Notes:
Citrus-flavored. Meaning lemon/lime. If you don’t know what either of those
terms mean, I
suggest you
leave. I don’t want to be held responsible for tainting your innocent mind.
No slash, meaning
only heterosexual
couples. I’m not against slash; I suppose you could get Harry x
Ron, but I just don’t
see it that
way. Anyway, happy reading!
For Earth is Hollow and I Have Touched the Sky
by
Pata
Prologue
I never knew Bertie Bott…but I do like her jellybeans.
Funny how a
single package of Bertie Bott’s Every Flavor Beans could have lead to this
whole mess.
All this crap
I’m elbow-deep in now.
So I made a
few mistakes. I’m only human. The problem is, I’m not allowed to be "only
human." Not
with my prestigious
family name, abusive parents, violent and barbaric upbringing. The weight
of all the
hopes and
dreams of my parents, and their parents, fall on my shoulders.
I guess I never
knew any way other than the way I was raised. And that was to get what
I wanted,
when I wanted
it. I have a short temper and access to a whole hell of a lot of weapons.
Dangerous
weapons, at
that.
The boy should have known better than to provoke me. Surely some of the blame falls on him!
I would be tried as a minor…except that I’m eighteen.
I could pass
for seventeen, or even sixteen. I’m not particularly tall or masculine.
Kind of scrawny, if
it comes to
that. Pale, gaunt. I don’t look eighteen. But I was eighteen before I could
even count that
high. My parents
made sure of that.
Stayed a year
ahead in schooling, always pushed to my limits, made to be more mature
than any child
should have
been.
If I ever was a child, I have forgotten it now.
No. I was never
a child. I had no childhood. It was robbed from me by two people with the
nerve to
call themselves
my parents.
When I was
nine, I shoplifted a bag of Bertie Bott’s Every Flavor Beans. Only one.
I’d been forbidden
to try them
– "Too colorful," my father had said – but they always looked so good.
So tantalizingly
prohibited.
So I stole
just one bag. I sat on the corner of the street and ripped it open greedily,
stuffing the round,
multi-colored
beans down my throat at a tremendous rate.
They were every
bit as good as I hoped. They were so satanically delicious, just the taste
of their
sweet prohibition,
that I even ate and overlooked flavors such as sardine and blood. And when
I was
about halfway
through the bag, my father caught me. And Lucius Malfoy takes no crap from
anyone –
not even his
son.
"Draco!" he
screamed at me. "Didn’t I tell you never to eat those beans? They’re too
happy! Too…
kiddy. You’re
too mature to eat a package of God damned rainbow colored candy jellybeans!"
He was furious.
He yelled and screamed. He hit me. He took my sweet jellybeans away from
me.
I followed
them with my small, sad blue eyes from my father’s tight grip to their
resting place in the
wastebasket.
My Bertie Bott’s Every Flavor Beans. My prize. My sweet candies.
I was lectured
for hours by my mother and father and even my house elf. I was only nine
and had only
eaten a stolen
package of jellybeans, but they treated me as though I had committed murder.
I heard
their words
of derisive hatred, but I paid no attention.
For I had tasted
my first sample of defiance. I had broken my first family rule. And there
is nothing
more addictive
than disobedience.
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