summary: Draco's POV- rebirth is only feeling again the wonderful vagueness of childhood... as for
the title: inspired, of course, by Nirvana's song (note: not by its text- I mean by its atmosphere). As
for Draco's lover: anybody, from Harry (to me, it feels like Harry) to Ginny or Hermione.

personal note (you can ignore): my goodness. About time I bought Nevermind. Even if Nirvana aren't
Pumpkins. I once had a friend who looked exactly like Dave Grohl, and wanted to become a drummer
too. I suppose telling you he idolized Kurt is quite redundant...

archiving: Hildegardian's [http://www.geocities.com/hildegard_snape]; anywhere else: ask.

disclaimer: I don't own them. JKR does. I just like to play with them...

dedication: for F. [and when I'd lie next to you-- you're gone.]

ComeAs You Are

by Catriona Snape
 
 
 

Evil is just a phrase-

What does it mean I'm born evil? Nobody truly is, at birth, but a point of undetermined, unfocused
dispositions she or he will dispose of, in the future. Neutrum in a way never to happen again- yet so
softly, languidly at ease. So different is the feeling of vagueness coming later, growing up, when you
have to find your own place in the society- evil or saint you choose to be, you appear to be into
their mind.

And when I lie down next to you- shivering like a snake in its skin before transformation- yes, I feel
like a baby bearing again its prospective in its being's core. And there aren't world, life, hell or death,
just the skin of your arms and the gossamer arc of you mouth, and the mellow closeness we try to
reach and sometimes catch for the space of a breath, and velvet-like darkness beating into the other's
heart, into the liquid-clean acceptance of fusing mouths into our kisses.

You're intimacy, my tender, desperate one.

-and the spleen, and the noise of two souls dissolving together...