by
Incitata
Chapter
3
Strange
Allies
"We’re strange
allies,
with warring
hearts"
The Space
Between
Dave Matthews
Band
Sometimes
it is necessary to take refuge, sometimes it takes
a glimpse
of another world before we appreciate our own.
Hermione sat
at the side of her bed with her arms wrapped tight around the pillow in
her lap. She
flopped back
and dropped the pillow over her face but it couldn’t block out her thoughts.
She was
alone in the
sixth year girls dormitory. There were only five other people in the Gryffindor
tower,
Harry, Ron,
Ginny and two first year girls who Ginny appeared to have adopted.
It didn’t feel like Christmas.
Having dismissed
the idea of staying in bed until next term Hermione rolled off the edge
of the bed.
The wooden
floor was cold against her bare feet though a fire burned in the grate
filling the room with
a pleasant
crackle and smell of oaky smoke which disguised some of the winter chill.
She quickly
exchanged
night-clothes for a pair of faded Levis and a loose white shirt. She didn’t
tuck in the hem.
With a sigh
Hermione dumped her patterned winceyette pyjamas in a heap by the head
of the bed.
She glared
at them.
That’s me
isn’t it? Comfy cotton. Not taking her eyes off the offending garments.
Nothing
daring
there.
Not the sort of person to risk everything on a whim. So why, clever clogs,
are you doing
just that?
Hermione distracted
herself from that question by bending down to pull on her boots. She eyed
the
stack of presents
at the end of her bed wanting to scoop them up in her arms and carry them
through
to the boys
dorm. Much more fun to open them with friends, but Ron wasn’t speaking
to her.
"Ron. Ron, please wait." She’d had to run to catch up with him.
"Need someone
to yell at?" his scowled. His eyes seemed to be studying something far
above
her head.
"Ron., I’m sorry. It was a lovely thing you did. I just …"
"I know,
you just want to sort out your own problems. Be my guest Hermione, sort
away!" he
scratched
his freckled nose as he continued. "I don’t know what’s got into you recently.
You’re
a nice
girl Hermione and a good friend but I don’t know what to say to you any
more. I want
to help
but I can’t until you want me to. I…"
"No. I want to …"
"Sorry Hermione.
Not until you’ve sorted yourself out … I don’t want to destroy what little
we have
left."
"… apologise."
"It’s not enough."
"So it’s
all my problem?" Hermione said softly. She felt flint strike flint within
her. That spark
took hold,
kindled by confusion. "Take a look at yourself Ron before you lay all the
blame on me.
You haven’t
got a clue what you want so how the hell could you possibly help me? I
came here
to apologise
Ron, to thank you for your help but you’ve just reminded me what a pig
headed,
self obsessed,
parrot faced wassack you are! I don’t want your help, now or ever. I don’t
need
it. I don’t
need YOU!"
Tears streaming
down her face, Hermione pushed past Ron and through the small crowd of
vultures
in human form that had gathered, attracted by her shrieks. She ran left,
right, until
she came
to the deserted Divination corridor. Finally she paused for breath slumped
against
the wall.
Still shaking with rage and indignation she bit hard on her knuckles to
stop herself
from crying
all over again.
What on
earth would he think if he knew what had really happened?
It was all
Hermione remembered of the last day of term.
~0~
THRUMP. Hermione looked round. "Crookshanks, is that you?"
THRUMP. There it was again. It sounded like someone kicking … the door.
"Come in." Called Hermione.
"Can you open the door for me?"
"Two secs."
Hermione pulled on her other boot and clumped over to the door. She twisted
the
smooth round
knob and the door swung open to reveal Harry cradling three brightly wrapped
parcels
in his arms.
He shuffled in leaving the door ajar and dropped the lot on the bed. He
sat down beside
the heap.
"You’ll break your neck on that!" Harry was pointing at the floor.
"What?" Hermione looked down at her feet. "Oh, the lace! Thanks Harry." She bent down to tie the it.
"This ones
from me." He the blue one. "That’s from the Weasleys and the other one’s
from Ron. He
told me not
to give it to you but I think deep down he’d like you to have it."
"I’m not sure
I want it." She rummaged in her trunk and extracted two packages, one small
and
square, the
other long and flat. "For you and Ron. Tell him he can burn it if he wants
to." She handed
them to Harry
and sat cross legged on the rug. "Pass me a pressie then!"
Hermione began to peel away the shiney blue wrapping.
"Just rip it
off," Harry suggested. He was already examining the apple sized crystal
ball Hermione had
given to him.
"Very … erm … practical … thanks." he muttered.
"Spoils the
surprise." Hermione slowed down a little just to emphasise her point. "Wow,
a Moke skin
money bag.
Thanks Harry. And I’m sure this huge book of revision questions will come
in very handy!"
she added
without a hint of sarcasm.
Fudge from
Mrs Weasley, a portable wireless tuned to the World Wizarding Network from
the
parents. There
was only one that Hermione hadn’t opened; a small squashy green one.
"You should take this back Harry." She held it out.
He shook his
head. "If you don’t want it you’ll have to give it back yourself. I’m not
taking sides.
Open it and
come down to breakfast."
Hermione laid
the parcel aside. "I’ll have breakfast up here," she said as Crookshanks
slipped in
through the
open door padding softly across the floor. He muzzled his way into her
lap. "You go
with Ron.
There’s no point in us all falling out."
"C’mon Hermione, it’s Christmas. Can’t you two just forget it?"
Sadly, she
shook her head and looked down at Crookshanks. There was some comfort in
the low
Rrrrrrrr Rrrrrrrr
of the large ginger cat. "It’s not that easy Harry," she explained, "I
wish it was but we
both said
some things … I don’t think we should see each other for a while, until
we’ve both calmed
down. If he
ever calms down."
"Don’t be daft.
He’ll come round." Harry slipped off the bed and knelt down beside Hermione.
She
felt a strong
arm around her shoulders. "Give it a few days we’ll all be back to normal,
hey?"
You wouldn’t say that if you knew what I’d done.
"Thanks Harry."
Hermione squeezed out a weak smile. "Cho’s lucky to have you. I’ve got
a lot of
work to do
this holiday anyway. You keep Ron out of trouble … and come up and see
me when
you get the
time."
As Harry closed
the door behind him Hermione tore open Ron’s green present and threw the
paper
to the floor.
It was a scarf. A scarf that shimmered in the winter sunlight and slipped
through her fingers
like water.
Silk
and Demiguise the tiny label announced. How long had he saved for this?
"Oh, Ron."
A tear flupped
down and sank, deep into Crookshanks soft fur.
~0~
Hermione heard
the boys before she saw them. She threw open the diamond paned window and
looked down
into the courtyard. Big kids chucking handfuls of snow at one another.
Ginny’s squeal
as Ron dumped
a pile of snow onto her head. She wanted to join them but if she broke
this exile
and went down
there Ron would storm off. Better to take the time to work out a plan of
action. At
least she
wouldn’t be disturbed by …
"Hermione."
Oh no.
"I thought
you’d gone home for Christmas." Hermione said, a feeling of apprehension
building. She
did not turn
round.
"Change of plan." Draco shrugged. "Shit happens."
"What do you want?"
Draco rested
his shoulder against the window frame and stared at Hermione, she could
see him
lurking like
a spectre on the edge of her vision. He continued to stare until she looked
at him. "Not
down there
with your friends?" His left eyebrow arched. "Come to think of it you weren’t
at
Christmas
lunch … not feeling sick are you?"
"Do you want
to get to the point?" she regarded him with scorn. Draco Malfoy was, thought
Hermione the
only person their age she knew who wore robes out of term time but not
school robes.
These were
a thick, rich black that swirled and clung on command . They seemed to
be a rebellious
statement
to the other students in Hogwarts who jumped into Muggle clothes the minute
the train
carried their
fellows away for the hoilidays. To Hermione they spat; I am nothing
like you! The
sentiment
was echoed in the studied drawl of their owner:
"Ah yes, you
have some very important staring out of the window to do. Don’t let me
disturb you. It
just occurred
to me that you’ve missed almost every meal for the last few days. Not pining
for someone..."
"Funny, you
look different without your goons." Hermione wanted to hurt him for all
the trouble he’d
caused. At
that moment she would happily have pushed him out of the window and listened
gladly as
he landed
far below with a satisfying crunch. Somehow she didn’t think she would
get very far with that
plan so she
resorted to his own weapon of choice. Words. "Looks like they couldn’t
wait to get away
from you.
Now, I thought you all dropped dead if you were apart for more than ten
minutes…"
"Ts, ts, ts!.
Well you should know that isn’t true," his words mocked but
Hermione noticed a fleeting
tightness
around his eyes, something she had never seen before. "Besides, it doesn’t
work that way
Hermione,"
it was the first time she’d looked quite so closely. "When did
you
stay here just ‘cause
Potter did?"
"I’m here now."
"And the previous five years?"
"You’ve got
a short memory Malfoy," she’d stayed in the second year when Harry and
Ron had
sneaked into
the Slytherin common room ‘disguised’ as Crabbe and Goyle. Hermione would
have
been with
them but for an accident that confined her to the infirmary. The memory
of those unfortunate
weeks partially
transformed into Millicent Bulstrode's cat still made Hermione want to
twitch her tail in
irritation.
She supposed that Draco remained utterly ignorant of the polyjuice incident
and saw no need
to enlighten
him now. Hermione drew in a breath and attempted to be pleasant; "Why are
you staying?"
Draco turned
away. He folded his arms on the window sill and kicked the wall with one
foot. His
attention
seemed to be somehwere deep in the grey winter sky. Hermione could not
see his eyes, only
the movement
of his jaw as he spoke. "My parents decided to go to the Urals … without
me."
"Don’t you
usually have Christmas at home?" Hermione imagined a rather Victorian Christmas.
The gilded
façade of a well mannered ‘model’ family warmed by a blazing fire.
There was a huge
Christmas
tree, family friends coming to call…
"Sometimes at home, sometimes elsewhere … usually they tell me. But not this year…"
… the image
of a cluster of his parents Death Eater friends robed and masked, knocking
on a huge
door ready
to come a-wassailing popped into Hermione's mind. She snorted loudly at
the absurd image.
"What?" Draco’s
eyes narrowed. His enjoyment of laughing at misfortune appeared not to
extend to
his own.
"Nothing,"
Hermione fought down a chuckle. "Why are they going to the Urals? Vampire
country isn’t
it? Not exactly
hospitable at this time of year, or ever."
"I didn’t ask." He replied pointedly turning his full glare upon her.
"I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to pry. I just thought …"
"You still
have to know everything don’t you?" he cut her short. "Always another question.
Well
here’s one
for you Granger, if you’re so bloody clever." Low steady voice, almost
melodic. "Why
do those people
down there, the ones that you’ve lived the last five years with. Why do
they not
understand
you? Why do they not tell you what they truly feel?" His eyes flashed the
hue of honed
steel only
twelve times sharper. "How can you continue to call them your friends when
they are
content to
leave you here alone?"
"I didn’t come
here to debate philosophy." The questions were unfair but they were the
same
questions
Hermione had been asking herself all morning. She did not want them asked
by Draco
Malfoy. Hermione
bit her lip before responding to her smooth tongued interrogator. "If all
you’re
going to do
is taunt me Malfoy, give up. It won’t work."
Hermione watched
as he turned away from the window. He leaned back against the bare stone
wall and folded
his arms, still speaking in the same even tone. "Have you ever been truly
alone
Hermione Granger?
No-one to rely on but yourself? No Potter, no Weasley to run to your rescue?"
"I’m an only
child Malfoy, if that’s what you mean!" she bristled. "At home there’s
only me and
my parents,
I’m quite happy with my own company."
"Then we have
something in common. Now why don’t you stop being an ass." He swung himself
round and
placed one hand at either side of the narrow window frame. Trapped, Hermione
looked
up at him.
"You’re not exactly my first choice of person to spend the Christmas holidays
with and
I suspect
I’m not yours but it looks like neither of us have much choice and I’m
damned if I’m going
to spend the
next week with a bunch of first year girls." Draco’s tone slipped seamlessly
from
mocking to
commanding with practised ease.
"Well you really
know
how to make a girl feel wanted." Hermione guessed that he wasn’t used to
argument but
if he thought that she was going to roll over he’d better think again.
She shifted suddenly
and knocked
his left arm out of the way. He keeled forward but recovered quickly his
balance.
"Apparently
I do," Draco carefully placed his hand back against the wall as if in anticipation
of a
second assault.
"You might be surprised."
~0~
It has long
been assumed that the Astronomy tower is the favoured meeting place for
illicit assignations
among the
more adventurous element of the student body. Yet at Hogwarts School of
Witchcraft and
Wizardry,
those young adventurers who actually want to keep their liaison a secret,
who do not relish
the idea of
the caretaker Mr Filch or his nosy cat Mrs Norris invading on their most
intimate moments
choose a less
symbolic location …
"What is this
place?" asked Hermione as the door clicked shut. She dropped her bag beside
the door
and slid the
bolt home. Desks were stacked haphazardly against one wall, three wobbly
piles of chairs
against another.
The floor was carpeted only with a thin layer of dust and a wide empty
fireplace grinned
vacantly from
the far end of the room. There was little evidence to suggest that anyone
living had been
here recently.
"An old classroom,"
replied Draco, "I found it a few years back." He strode across the room
disturbing
the dust which
filled his wake with spirals that curled slowly up toward the beamed ceiling.
Draco scraped
a chair along
the floor and stood on it while he opened the high windows just a gap.
A brilliant blade of
light cut
through the dusty air but without this aid the winter sun could barely
fight its way through the filthy
panes.
Draco hopped
down from the chair. "There used to be an old mirror in here, right where
you’re standing.
Strangest
thing. I think it showed the future. Would you believe I saw my own wedding
day? Extraordinary
thing really.
I mentioned it to my father, he told me not to go skulking around the school
at night …"
"Really?" Hermione
muttered. She suspected that she had heard of that same mirror. Harry had
encountered
it back in his first year… was that really Draco’s hearts deepest desire?
She resisted the
temptation
to ask him the identity of his bride.
"Yes, miserable old sod, as if he didn’t when he …
Hermione sighed
and retrieved up her bag. She walked toward the fireplace. One thing that
was
becoming apparent
about Draco was that he had a fondness for lecturing. As she took her wand
from her bag
she wondered where he had picked up that habit. She squatted by the grate
and in
a few seconds
Hermione had a small fire burning. "That’s better." She straightened and
tossed her
bag into the
corner. "Did you bring a rug?"
"… he told me that in his third year he … What?"
"A rug! I don’t really want to sit on a cold stone floor."
"Hmmm. No.
I did go to the kitchens and order the house elves to bring food, should
be here any
minute."
"Well, I’ll sit on a plate of sandwiches shall I?"
"Honestly Hermione,
I don’t think that sarcastic tone suits you." Draco removed the robes from
around his
shoulders and spread them on the floor. Beneath them he wore black. It
was a sharp
contrast with
his colouring. She watched as he sat down, the bluish flames made his skin
glow.
"Come, sit."
"If you promise not to tell me what suits me and what doesn’t."
"Promise!"
Hermione sat
as bidden right leg curled beneath the left. She pointed her wand at the
dancing
flames. They
grew and a spread a little further. "There’s an awful chill in this room."
She remarked.
"Hmmmmm." Draco
reclined fully, leaning his weight on his elbows. His legs stretched out,
feet
very near
the flames raised a few inches on the hearth. "Why do you suppose they
call it Boxing
Day? My father
has often asked me this quesiton but so far I havn’t managed a satisfactory
answer.
Do you …"
Hermione interrupted
unaware of the glare he gave her for interrupting his speculation. "Because
traditionally
boxing matches and other sporting events, horse racing, football matches
things like
that were
held the day after Christmas. It’s just a name that we’ve picked up from
Muggles."
"Boxing matches? What’s that?" he enquired though his tone was disinterested.
"Two men wear
padded gloves and they beat the hell out of one another in a series of
rounds.
Barbaric really."
"And Muggles
call that sport? Damned uncivilised if you ask me. Is it any wonder
that …" he did
not complete
the sentence, instead a tense silence settled with the dust.
"That what?"
Hermione was curious as to what he was reluctant to say about to say about
Muggles
and their
pastimes.
"Nothing. Where’s that ruddy little elf with the food?"
"Probably terrified
to come near you, Draco," Hermione was about to say something more but
stopped herself.
They’d agreed not to let their prejudices get in the way but there was
one thing
that Hermione
was curious about. "Can I ask you something?"
"Go ahead." He continued to focus on the dark ceiling.
How to phrase
it? Maybe he would just laugh at her and refuse to comment. "Why are you
here
Draco, with
me? Your family has certain associations and I don’t think they’d like
it."
"There’s no-one else around to talk to," he continued staring into the darkness. "Consider it an honour."
Arrogant swine. "I’m so grateful!"
Was he joking? Hermione wasn’t sure.
"Ts, ts, ts!
Sarcasm again!" he said, honey sweet but with a growing undertone of warning.
"I know
what you want
to ask; Is my father a Death Eater. Am I a Death Eater?" A soft
low chuckle emerged
from Draco’s
throat. "Well, as if I’d tell you!" He swung his left arm out so
that it landed heavily in
Hermione's
lap. "Take a look. It will answer part of your question."
Hermione hesitated.
His directness unnerved her. It made her question her own assumptions.
This tactic
worked on Hermione where more subtle attempts at manipulation would have
failed.
She wondered,
was he always this candid or was it something he had designed specially
for her.
Slowly she
rolled the sleeve of soft black stuff up his arm, the muscle flinched at
her touch. Draco
did not resist
as she tuned is arm so that it lay palm up. Hermione bit her lower lip
as she slid his
sleeve up
a little further, all the way up past the elbow. She realsised that she
had been holding
her breath
only when a ragged gasp spilled from her chest, a diver emergng from the
water. His
skin was unblemished.
"I told you
that you couldn’t be right about everything!" Still he did not look at
her but Hermione
saw that he
was smiling. It wasn’t a warm smile. He drew back his arm and carefully
rolled down
the sleeve
and placed it behind his head.
"Have you ever
studied the basic techniques behind the organisation of terrorist groups?
I’m sure
you must have,
I believe it’s a common way for Muggles to press their cause when they
are in
disagreement
with the majority. Take one cause and one charismatic leader. Trusted followers
are recruited,
only the leader knows who they are. Many families will be unaware that
a member
of the group
lives in their midst. Loyalty and ability must be proven. In other cases
the entire
community
knows who is involved but there is no evidence so there is nothing that
the authorities
can do to
them …" Hermione realised that Draco was no longer talking and that he
was staring
at her, she
focussed on his lips as he spoke. "Don’t look so shocked Hermione. I’m
a realist, not
a romantic.
If you don’t want to hear the answer, don’t ask the question."
Glare met glare
…… In the next few seconds several things happenned. A House Elf, younger
than any Hermione
had ever seen (and clearly too curious for it’s own good) popped into view
bearing a
try four times its own width. A low table appeared and the creature set
the tray down.
It grinned
awkwardly from beneath a large hat carefully folded from an old copy of
the daily prophet.
Draco raised
himself and aimed a sharp blow at the elf and Hermione lunged forward to
knock
him away.
They landed in a tangle of limbs and his hand met with empty air. The creature
was gone.
"What did you do that for?" Hermione screeched pulling away from Draco as quickly as she could.
"Badly trained
thing like that wouldn’t last a minute in our house, sloppy little
…" he looked at her
as though
she’d just exclaimed; "Hogwarts; A History? Never heard of it!"..
"They’re not meant
to be seen.
Oh come on Hermione!" his voice cracked like lightening through the charged
air.
"Where do
you think you’re going?"
Hermione ignored
the question. She was already on her feet. "You obviously think you can
abuse
anyone or
anything. I don’t want to be part of that."
"Sit down and listen to me," he commanded.
Hermione remained
standing. She watced him unfold himself, flip lightly to his feet. His
eyes burned
like magnesium,
bright against the dim light. He stood away from her regarding her critically.
"Do
you want me
to lie to you Hermione? Do you want me to make you believe that I am what
I am not? …"
"Of course I don’t …"
He talked straight
over her pacing about the room with his hands clasped loosely behind his
back.
"… I could
do that, but I thought you valued honesty and honesty means seeing
all the less pleasant
aspects of
a person does it not? I’d hate you to have any illusions about me. Why
don’t you just
accept that
I know things that you do not such as the fact that there is only one way
to train a damned
House Elf?
There’s a lot you could learn from me."
"Maybe in your twisted little mind, Malfoy."
"You’re here
because I’m different, because I’m not a nice guy, because I’m so different
to your
dear friends.
You’re intrigued, by my world and you’ve been given a chance to look into
it and you’re
taking it.
Maybe it makes you feel good to get one over on Weasley."
"I think I should go." Said Hermione.
"As you wish,"
Malfoy grinned then sat down and began to help himself to sandwhich. He
waved a
dismissive
hand in her direction. "Do close the door on your way out."
Hermione was
tempted to give him a good smack, hard, right on the side of his overinflated
head.
What had she
expected, him begging her to stay?
"Fine!" Hermione
snatched up her bag and stormed toward the door. He appeared not to notice
her. She paused
in the doorway and turned, pointing her wand at the fireplace. A wide jet
of water
shot out extinguishing
the flame with a hiss. She let it widen into a spray and adjusted very
slightly
the trajectory.
Draco yelped as the freezing rain covered him. Hermione smiled and slammed
the
door behind
her.
With great
amusement Draco sought her out the next day and took her down to the kitchens.
There,
with apparent
sincerity he had apologisd to the House Elf and Hermione had agreed that
they might
continue to
share lunch in the empty classroom.
Hermione thought
that the drenching had done him some good.
Authors
Notes: There’s a little extract from my all time favourite insult,
we it when I was about
ten --- You
great idle, spawny eyed, parrot faced wassack --- What’s a wassack?
I have
absolutely
no idea!
Someone asked
if they had gone further than making out. Well, I’m leaving that to your
imagination.
I happen to
be terrible at writing sex scenes, also I want to leave it open though
there is a very strong
implication.
In Part
Four: Vengeance, Quote – Nos amis, les ennemis
Our friends, the enemy
‘L’opinion de ces demoiselles’ in Chansons de De Beranger (1832).
Pierre-Jean de Beranger.
Disclaimer:
Harry Potter and related characters are and remain the property of J K
Rowling, Bloomsbury or Scholastic Books. Harry Potter characters, names
and related indicia are trademarks of Warner Brothers © 2000/2001.
No infringement of copyright is intended by this fic.
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