Summary:
Harry goes from bad to worse. Again, he needs to trust Malfoy with his
life. This chapter explains why my
Malfoy is
unlike all the other goody-two-shoes Malfoys that run rampant around the
HP fandom./P>
Disclaimer:
This story is based on characters and situations created and owned by JK
Rowling, various publishers
including
but not limited to Bloomsbury Books, Scholastic Books and Raincoast Books,
and Warner Bros., Inc. No
money is being
made and no copyright or trademark infringement is intended.
Author's
Note & Dedications:
All, Right,
I guess a HUGE explanations is in order. I very stupidly assumed that you've
all read 'HP and the
Unforgivable
Curses', only because that is the better fic. If you had, you'd know that
the main reason I write is to refine
my English
and my writing style. (As a non-native English speaker). Getting good reviews
gives a wonderful feeling, but
I am here
for the judicious flames. If I don't get them, than there's really no point
for me to keep on writing. Well, since
I'm such a
considerate person (ha!) I'll give one more chance.
Krum Do I Love?
by
yael
Chapter
5
When
Darkness Lurks
The black walls
towered high above the chamber, their darkness so deep that it threatened
to swallow all the light
coming from
the silver fireplace. The evil green flames fought forcefully and were
victorious over a small area of the
room.
Someone tall
and pale stood in the pool of green light, his presence so murky that the
light seemed to pass around him,
disobeying
the laws of physics just to avoid this so-called man. The tall wizard stared
into the green fire. In the flames,
he could see
a large room with four long tables and a fifth table smaller separated
from the rest. His eyes focused on
one of the
tables, and the image zoomed in to follow his stare. Finally, the image
fixed on one dark-haired boy. The boy
looked around
as if he felt the eyes resting on him. A lightening-shaped scar was clearly
visible on his forehead as he
turned about.
A small, crooked
man entered the lit circle, the green flames giving his skin a sallow complexion.
His voice screeched
when he asked,
"Why don’t you call him, Master?"
Without taking
his eyes off the fire, his master grabbed the hunched man’s left arm. He
held it fiercely, causing his
minion to
twist with pain, but still no muscle moved in the master’s serpentine face.
"Observe," he hissed.
The Dark Lord
stripped the minion’s forearm. The Dark Mark was clear as blood on his
bare skin. Voldemort’s
long white
finger pressed on his own trademark on the other wizard’s hand. The mark
turned black under his touch,
sending new
waves of pain through its bearer’s body. Voldemort took his finger away,
and repeated the single word,
"observe."
They both watched
the boy’s reflection inside the flames. He looked frantically around him,
absentmindedly scratching
his left arm.
He finally leaned back in his chair, sending one hand to his forehead,
as if suffering from an annoying
headache.
The yellow-slit
eyes finally tore away from the green fire. Immediately, the image of the
room and the boy in it had
dispersed.
The flames regained their almost normal yellow-red colour. "You see, my
dear Wormtail, why I cannot
call the boy?"
The hissing voice turned extremely vicious. "The boy’s will is too strong
to even let him feel my claim.
No, we need
to break his spirit first."
Wormtail grimaced as he started catching on. "And his fighting spirit will be broken once he kills one of his friends?"
"Exactly." The softness of this hiss was more terrifying than a thousand thunderstorms.
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"Harry? Is everything all right?"
"Yes, Hermione. What are you doing here? I thought you were having breakfast with your Slytherin friends."
Hermione ignored
the hinted insult. "I’ve had. I’ve been standing here for five minutes,
waiting for you, but you just
clasped at
your scar and looked right through me."
"I’m sorry,"
Harry mumbled. "I was just day-dreaming." He got up, determined to ignore
the surging pain in his head
and the scrutinising
looks of his friends. "Lets go."
Both Ron and Hermione eyes him suspiciously, but followed him out of the Great Hall.
"Where is your boyfriend? I thought he’d escort you to class."
"He stayed
behind to give Cho Chang some last-minute advice for tomorrow’s game. I
really think he likes her." She
said the last
sentence with less emotion than she had when she talked about her homework.
"Doesn’t that
bother you?" asked Ron, clearly more excited than she. He wasn’t sure if
what he felt was anger at
Krum, who
dared even the implication of hurting Hermione, or glad that Hermione didn’t
really seem to care.
"Why should it?" Hermione said naively. "I like you, and it doesn’t bother him."
Ron’s ears
burned bright red. Of course, he knew she liked him. After all, he was
one of her best friends, but hearing
her say that
was a completely different game. He mumbled something unclear even to himself,
and rushed forward in
an attempt
to hide his flushed face from scrutinising eyes.
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A very happy
chatter could be heard over the Gryffindor end of the class when it turned
out that Snape was not back
from Christmas
vacation. In his place, as usual, was Madam Pomfrey.
"Hello class,"
Madam Pomfrey greeted them with all the energy gathered in the two-week
vacation. "Preserving the
holiday spirit
a while longer, we will prepare an all-poison antidote made of Allheal."
"Allheal?" Harry whispered a question, knowing that Hermione will have the answer.
"A highly magical healing plant," Hermione whispered back the answer. "You might know it as Mistletoe."
[A/N: If you
want to read more about the Allheal/Mistletoe Celtic myths, go to
http://www.tartans.com/articles/mistletoe.html]
Harry spent most of double Potions watching Malfoy and being very amused.
"Look how pathetic
that Malfoy is," he shared his thoughts with Ron and Hermione. "He keeps
pretending that he
doesn’t want
to kiss Pansy Parkinson, and yet he keeps kissing her. Why does he do that?"
"He doesn’t have much choice," said Hermione knowledgeably. "She keeps holding the mistletoe over their heads."
"What?" laughed
Harry. "Just because she does this?" he held the squashed residue of his
mistletoe high, obscurely
shading him
and Hermione.
Hermione paled instantly. She tried to answer Harry, but all she managed was a gape.
"Harry!" said Ron with a shocked voice.
"What?!" retorted Harry, as he started taking his hand down.
"No!" called
Ron. He grabbed Harry’s hand halfway down with strength Harry didn’t know
he possessed, and then
pulled it
back up, forcing it over Harry and Hermione’s heads.
"What did you
do that for?" Harry asked angrily. Ron managed to grab his arm exactly
over the painful mark. He
wrestled to
release it.
"Stop squirming!
You’re going to get one of you killed!" Harry was so astonished by Ron’s
statement that he actually
forgot about
his raised hand. "Don’t you know about the mistletoe curse?"
"What curse?"
"Unless you
kiss Hermione, one or both of you will end up killing each other. I hope
we weren’t too late. You didn’t
really take
your hand down, did you?"
Harry shook
his head with uncertain slowness. He wasn’t sure he believed Ron’s story,
but Ron had a terrible grave
expression.
"I’ve never heard of this curse. How long does it take to take effect?
How come muggles don’t suffer
from it?"
Hermione finally
found her voice. "The more magic you posses, the stronger the effect is.
This is why muggles only end
up killing
each other years and years after they’ve made the mistake of ignoring the
mistletoe. For wizards and witches,
it’s much
faster. Anything between a day and a couple of years."
Harry turned
white to match Hermione’s colour. He suddenly became very aware of Ron’s
hand holding his. He looked
at it numbly.
"You’ve got to kiss her," Ron said, tightening his grip on Harry’s arm.
There was nothing
in the world except Hermione’s frightened and yet expectant eyes. The pain
Ron’s hold was causing
him was just
something to be ignored. Very slowly, Harry tilted his head, and laid a
small, short, obligatory peck on
Hermione’s
lips. He drew back almost before touching her.
The brief touch
burned his lips like a serpent’s bite. Hermione’s rich brown eyes blinked
slowly, as if trying to erase the
memory. She
was still very white and she was slightly trembling. Harry reached with
his right hand and pushed away a
strand of
hair from her eyes. There was something in the air between them that simply
wouldn’t let him look away.
Hermione had
too much experience with captivating kisses in the last few days. With
great effort, she tore her eyes
away from
Harry, and forced them to look at her potion. Breaking the eye contact
helped Harry to his senses as well.
He realised
that Ron was no longer holding him, and let his hand drop beside him.
"I’m sorry," he mumbled almost to himself, as he glared at Seamus and Dean who where chuckling irrepressibly.
"That’s -" Hermione wanted to say that it was ok, but her voice trailed off.
"Harry?" Madam
Pomfrey’s voice shook him out of his daydream. He looked up at her. "Are
you having problems
with your
arm?" Harry only now noticed that he was rubbing his forearm, where Ron
held it, and where he had his
horrible mark.
"Er, no. My arm is fine. Just a bruise from yesterday’s practice," he said hurriedly, not wanting her to see the mark.
"Let me look
at it," said Madam Pomfrey. "I can probably fix it for you with a simple
spell." She touched Harry’s
arm, ready
to pull down his sleeve.
"No!" called
Harry and immediately regretted it. He didn’t want to sound too feverish
about it. "It’s just a simple
bruise, really,"
he said in a calmer voice. "If I can’t handle this one on my own, I won’t
be able to take any Bludgers
in a real
game."
"So," said Madam Pomfrey with an amused tone, "this is a boys’ toughening thing?" she smiled at Harry.
Harry accepted the offered escape with open arms. He nodded his head enthusiastically.
"Well, if you
change your mind, my wand is always ready." Madam Pomfrey smiled again,
and when Harry said
nothing, she
left. In the very short time that was left, Harry was careful not to even
touch the mistletoe and not to
rub his sore
arm.
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Draco was forced
to kiss Pansy Parkinson two more times before the end of Potions class.
Eventually, he thought
that there
was no point in trying to stop the curse, because he was going to kill
her anyway. He was all too aware of
Hermione deliberately
not looking at him. Draco watched with wild jealousy as Potter held the
mistletoe over their
heads, and
then felt bitter amusement as he saw the git miss his chance to kiss her
properly. Good. There was still
an opening
to Hermione’s heart.
Draco realised
that this situation could not last. He couldn’t spend the rest of the school
year fuming over a Mudblood.
This had to
stop. As he saw it, it was very likely he could make her his own. Her reaction
to his kisses was undeniable.
There was
passion in the way she returned his courting. There was a lustrous spark
between them. The question was,
did he really
want her?
Sure, he was
in love with her. He wanted to spend every possible moment with her. He
pretended to be interested in
that self-righteous
Krum just to keep close to her. But was she really meant for him? Who’d
ever heard of a Malfoy
and a Mudblood?
Maybe he should
just forget about her. But how could he forget about her? Every
time he closed his eyes, there she
was, looking
at him lovingly with her large honey-shaded eyes, her shiny hair like polished
copper, flourishing in a
gentle wind,
lashing at his face. Every time he closed his eyes he could smell her,
feel her and hear her voice. And it
was chiming
like a Veela song. This most definitely had to stop.
Draco knew
what he must do. He had a few minutes to spare before he had to be in the
History of Magic class. He
ran up to
the owlery and called upon his personal eagle owl. He scratched a few words
on a piece of parchment, his
natural tidiness
making it look like a real letter, and tied the note to the owl’s leg.
The owl left through the window the
moment he
was done. That would fix it. His father would be here, probably as soon
as the next weekend. He had
asked for
his advice.
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Seamus and
Dean kept laughing all the way to charms, their chuckles only worsening
the closer they got to the class.
Harry tried
to get out of their line of fire, but they wouldn’t let him out of their
sight. Extremely annoyed, he chose a
seat at the
back of the class, far away from Hermione, hoping that this would end their
excitement, but it didn’t help.
Harry concentrated
on performing the anti-levitation charm Professor Flitwick showed them.
Gradually, the boys’
chuckles became
choked, and then completely vanished. To Harry’s great discomfort, he discovered
they were
watching him
with their mouths hanging open.
By the time
the lesson ended, Harry was quite capable of causing all the balloons floating
in his vicinity to sink like
stones to
the ground. Enthusiastically, Harry started bombing the entire class with
the spell, sending all floating balloons
to the ground.
Several of the fallen balloons were over-impacted by the spell, and cracked
the floor pavements where
they hit them.
After the third
flagstone cracked with the crashing sound, something extremely odd had
happened. Harry’s wand had
turned into
a limb rubber rat. Harry gaped at it, not knowing how to react to the odd
phenomenon. He showed Ron
the transformed
wand, which aroused an even stranger reaction. Ron started laughing ebulliently.
He relaxed a little
when he saw
the irritated look on Harry’s face, and exclaimed, "Someone switched your
wand to a fake one. Who
touched your
wand in the last few minutes?"
Harry kept scowling at Ron until Ron finally stopped laughing. "No one," he said, after giving it a serious consideration.
"You must have,"
Ron insisted. "This is definitely one of the fake wands from the workshop
of Fred and George. I
recognise
their work."
"Well, I didn’t
let my wand out of my sight since -" Harry strained his brain to remember
when was the last time he
didn’t have
his wand. Then he remembered, and blushed all over. The last time he let
go of his wand was when he
kissed Hermione.
"Since potions," he mumbled.
"Can’t be! You can’t do magic with a fake wand!"
"Well this must be a faulty fake wand then!"
"You just can’t remember when you let it down!"
Dean shook
himself out of his shock. He and Seamus had watched with growing astonishment
as Harry used the
fake wand
they slipped him when he was too busy kissing Hermione to notice. They
started believing that the wand
they gave
him was a real one, when it suddenly turned into the rubber rat it was
supposed to transform to after three
of four spells.
Dean rushed to break the fight that was beginning to take form between
Harry and Ron. He grabbed
Harry by the
arm, and dragged him out of the class in front of the astonished eyes of
professor Flitwick and the rest
of the students.
Seamus and Ron rushed after them, closely followed by Hermione.
"What’s wrong with you?" Harry shook Dean off him while still holding on to the limp grey rubber figure.
"I’m the one who switched your wand," said Dean, wanting to get Harry’s attention.
"What did you do that for?"
"I’m sorry,
but just forget about it for now,’ he watched Seamus as he stood beside
him. "What’s important is that we
did it in
the middle of Potions."
"So?" said
Harry, not understanding why this was supposed to make him forgive Dean
for the trick. He got no answer,
and looked
around him at the four stunned faces. Hermione’s wore an extremely shocked
expression.
"Don’t you realise what this means?" Seamus finally managed to blurt.
"That you tried to play a trick on me, and now I’m gonna find a way to get back at you?" said Harry mockingly.
Seamus shook
his head with desperate eagerness. Hermione grabbed Harry’s arm and turned
him to face her. "Harry,
a fake wand
is not designed to channel as much magic as you used during the last hour
and a half."
"Well, go to Fred and George with that complaint. I’m not to blame that your trick didn’t work properly."
"You don’t
get it, do you?" Hermione’s eyes were so wide that they reflected the few
sunrays that managed to
penetrate
the dim castle’s corridor. "This wand couldn’t have been the problem. You
simply weren’t using it to
channel any
magic."
"But I have! I actually managed to master this charm. For once, I did what I was supposed to do in class."
"I have a crazy idea," began Hermione. "Try to use the fake wand to do the charm again."
For the first
time, Harry took a good look at the grey rubbery thing in his hand. "Use
this?" he sneered. "What do you
want me to
do with it? Hit the balloon silly?"
"Just do it," sighed Hermione.
"Whatever you
say," agreed Harry to the strange experiment. He pointed what could have
been considered the tip of
the rubber
rat to an escaped balloon, and said, "gravis". The balloon kept
drifting away undisturbed.
"Do it again," urged Hermione.
Harry eyes her suspiciously, but tried it again anyway. The balloon ignored him completely.
"You’re not concentrating!"
"Concentrating
on what?! This is a rubber duck!" Harry waved the limp grey thing in front
of Hermione’s face. "You
want to get
magic out of it, you do it!"
Hermione sighed
again, and moved both her hands through her hair, gloomily lowering her
head. She was too busy
staring at
her shoes to notice that Charms was over and almost got run-down by the
Gryffindors exiting the class.
"Are you coming to supper?" Harry asked her, determined to ignore the events of the last few minutes.
"Sure."
"Er - Dean?"
"Yes, Harry?"
"Can I have my wand back now?"
"I’m sorry. Here."
Harry took his wand, and this time he made sure that it was the real McCoy.
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The morning
of the Quidditch match, Harry led his team into the Great Hall for breakfast
to the sound of cheers from
all the Gryffindors.
He urged his players to eat, and found that he too was able to have a reasonable
breakfast. By
now, he was
willing to admit that it was mainly because Krum was busy giving Cho Chang
some last minute advice,
and Hermione
sat to eat beside him at her appropriate place.
"I wish you
were on the Quidditch team with us," Harry whispered to Ron, not wanting
to upset the other team
players. "I
know you would have been the best player on the team."
"There are
enough Weasleys playing Quidditch," retorted Ron. He and Harry had had
this conversation dozens of
times before.
They both knew it would lead to absolutely nothing. They finished their
breakfast and headed to the field
together,
departing paths only when they reached the stands where Ron was left alone
to watch the game.
Harry stepped
into the dressing room. He struggled to keep his head in the match. If
he, the team captain, couldn’t do
it, then who
would? Disturbingly, his mind kept drifting towards the horrible thing
on his forearm. He was afraid that in
the heat of
the game, his sleeve might be pulled up, exposing his terrible secret.
Usually, for
the actual games, the players only wore their Quidditch robes and shorts
underneath, just in case. This
time, harry
wore a long sleeved undershirt, and felt extremely warm. He knew that as
the game proceeded, he would
get even warmer,
and would probably look ridiculous. But then again, being ridiculous was
a whole lot better than
being a Death
Eater.
"This is our
first game as a team," he began his well- anticipated captain’s speech.
"We had plenty of practice, and I
truly believe
we have a great team." He made his best effort to sound reassuring. Every
time he was in these situations,
he wondered
what Wood would have said. Oliver Wood tended to refer to each of the players
in his speeches. All
right, then.
"Lizy, Andrea,
Seamus," Harry said, referring to the three teams Chasers. "You make sure
we score at least three
goals more
than the Ravenclaws. We need to win this game by at least 180 points to
have a good go at the cup."
"Dennis," Dennis
Creevey jumped to attention. Harry tried hard not to laugh. "You’re a great
Keeper. Just make sure
you keep your
eyes on the Quaffle."
He turned his
gaze to the Beaters, who where busy with last minute bat polishing. "Mathew,
Dean, you know your job.
Just be careful
not to make any fouls. We don’t want to give Ravenclaw any free throws."
Harry searched
his brain for anything else he could say, but "and I’ll do my best not
to kill you," didn’t seem
appropriate.
"And you’ll catch the Snitch, like you always do," piped up Dennis, looking
at Harry with adoring eyes.
"You have
the only Firebolt on the field." The others nodded their heads approvingly.
As they stepped
onto the field, it turned out that Harry didn’t have the only Firebolt
after all. They went out of the
dressing room
just in time to watch Krum ceremonially hand his broom to Cho Chang. They
both flashed triumphant
smiles at
the scowling Gryffindor team, looking as if this unpleasant surprise had
already won the game for Ravenclaw.
The game began
with the fourteen players and Madam Hooch kicking off the ground. Harry
and Cho opened a large
gap from the
others, ushering their Firebolts high above the rest of the game.
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"What made
you give Chang your Broom?" Hermione asked annoyed. After all, she was
still a Gryffindor, and wanted
her house
to win.
Viktor was
so engrossed in a heated argument with Mandy Brocklehurst who was acting
as the Ravenclaw Quidditch
team manager
that he hardly even noticed Hermione speaking.
"I’m telling you, she should wait to get the Snitch only after we are thirty points ahead."
"And I’m telling you – if she has a chance, she should get it. She’s not dat good."
"She has your Firebolt!"
"And Harry has his."
"Yours is better."
"Not that much better. Listen –"
At that point,
Hermione decided to retire to a more secluded point and read the book she’d
brought with her. She
knew Quidditch
matches could last a very long time, and that Viktor would be interested
in the game. How much so
she never
imagined, but in any case a book was something she brought to all Quidditch
matches.
Hermione was
already immersed in reading about how Herlistiny the magnificent led the
first mission ever to capture
a live dragon
when she heard shuffled steps beside her. Who would come to this side of
the stands? The game was
almost completely
hidden from this area. This was why Hermione chose this specific remote
point. She looked up
and felt relieved.
Who was she afraid it would be anyway?
"Hi Ginny."
"Oh, hi Hermione.
What are you doing here?" Ginny looked a bit surprised to find someone
at this unfriendly section
of the stands.
Hermione lifted
her book for Ginny to see. "Oh, you’re reading ‘Witches who changed the
world.’ That’s a nice one.
My mum used
to read it for me when I was a child."
"Well, we didn’t
have this kind of book at home when I was a child," Hermione laughed, embarrassed.
This obviously
was
a children’s book. "What are you doing here by yourself? This is the first
I’ve seen you without Lee since the trip
to Hogsmeade."
Ginny looked
away in a feeble attempt to hide her slight blush. "McGonagall asked Lee
to act as commentator for the
game. You
know, for old time’s sake. I can see Harry from here, and truthfully, I
don’t much care about the rest of the
game. I got
an especially long letter from my mum this morning, and I think I’ll use
this opportunity to read it."
"Not to waste
any time with Lee?" Hermione teased her, and got her reward in the form
of a very thick letter which
struck her
shoulder. "Old time’s sake, huh? He was the commentator for every single
game until the end of last year.
Not very old
those ‘old times’." Despite her taunting, Hermione exerted her ears to
hear Lee. Until now, she paid no
heed to anything
that concerned the game, and didn’t notice who was the commentator.
"And Hatton scores! It’s now 20-10 to Gryffindor!"
"Jordan, I’m impressed," Came McGonagall’s disembodied voice. "You’re actually impartial."
Hermione smiled
encouragingly at Ginny and turned her attention back to her book. Herlistiny’s
adventures were far
more interesting.
Both girls
were immersed in their reading, when Ginny suddenly released a deep sigh
as she rolled down the scroll of
her mom’s
letter.
"What is it, Gin?" Hermione asked, resting the book on her knees.
"Nothing new,"
groaned Ginny. "Dad turned down another offer for promotion." She looked
at Hermione, and
suddenly,
everything she held inside just burst out in a series of whines and harsh
complaints. Hermione had a hard
time following
her, considering that she was not really the target of the blurt, but she
did manage to catch "can’t let
go of stupid
muggle artefacts", "never enough money", and "Percy already holds a higher
position" in the reek of
words.
After pouring
out everything she had, Ginny leaned back, looking far more relaxed than
ever. Her face slowly began
to lose the
flush it took when she spoke passionately, and her heart rate slowly got
back to normal. She looked at
Hermione,
thankful for her attentive-interested look. There was no jeer in her somewhat
shocked expression, which
made Ginny
extra-grateful.
"Hermione?"
"Er. Yes Ginny?"
"What is this thing you’re wearing?"
Now it was
Hermione’s turn to blush. She looked down on her colourful thick cloak.
The large brown and tan
patterns stared
back at her. "This was a gift from Viktor. I thought I should wear it at
least once. Be nice to him."
"This is extremely nice of you. You look like you wrapped an extremely cheerful Persian rug around yourself."
Hermione’s
face took on an extremely vivid shade of crimson. "So you never wear the
things Harry gives you just to
make him happy?"
"No. Never had to make that choice, actually. I guess he’s just not the type to buy me clothes."
"And jewellery?"
Hermione remembered with a tremor the emoplifier Viktor had given her.
Her refusal to put it on
was the main
reason she consented to wearing this ridiculous cloak. At least this cloak
didn’t fill her with rampant
emotions.
"No. He’s not the type for that either. He’s more of a flowers and candy kind of guy."
"That’s boring," stated Hermione with surprise.
"The last thing
you could call Harry is boring. He’s just not that good with romantic gifts."
Ginny sank into pondering.
"I think that
romantic gifts have to come from deep inside your heart. If you can’t reach
deep enough, than you will
never find
the right thing to give."
"What are you talking about? Harry adores you!"
"I honestly
think that’s not true. Oh, don’t look so sad. I’m not sure about how I
feel about him either. I think I may
have rushed
into our relationship with somewhat childish enthusiasm. Maybe it’s time
to grow up."
"Lee Jordan wouldn’t have anything to do with it, would he?"
Ginny managed
to keep an almost normal colour, except for her ears, which flushed with
embarrassment. She decided
to shift the
conversation away from her. "What about you and K- Viktor? You seem so
inseparable these last three
weeks. What
will you do when he goes back to Bulgaria?"
"I don’t know
if that would be such a bad thing," Hermione sighed from the bottom of
her heart. "I know he loves me,
even though
he did spend more time with Cho than with me this last week." She sighed
again, and told Ginny all about
the emoplifier.
"Oh, I’m sorry,"
was Ginny’s response, although she didn’t seem too bothered about it. "At
least you won’t have to
wear these
dreadful robes again."
They were both
jolted out of their laughter by shouts coming from all around the stands.
They listened to Lee’s voice
as it was
carried above their heads.
"They are both plunging towards the Snitch as fast as their Firebolts will take them!"
The crowd screamed with excitement.
"They’d better
know what they’re doing, because they’re getting awfully close to the ground
in a dangerously high
speed - Aaarrgh!"
Lee’s voice
was abruptly cut off by McGonagall’s terrified shout and then her cries
to get Madam Pomfrey
immediately
on the pitch for the crashed Seeker.
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Ron sat amid
the Gryffindor crowd and tried to concentrate on the game. He loved Quidditch,
and it annoyed him
that he couldn’t
follow the game. His mind was on the letter he had got from his mother
that morning. Ron was used
to getting
letters from his mother every week. By now, he figured, he should have
also been used to hearing about his
father rejecting
promotions, but he hadn’t. Maybe the fact that wearisome Percy now held
a higher position in the
ministry than
his father did made this specific rejection extremely annoying.
He started
searching with his eyes for Ginny. Maybe talking with her about it would
make it a little more acceptable.
Finally, he
spotted her in the most remote section of the stands, reading something
that looked a lot like his own letter
from mum.
Good. Than she too would want to talk about it.
It took Ron
a few minutes to plod his way through the crowded Gryffindors and get to
where Ginny was sitting. She
was busy talking
to Hermione, and didn’t notice him coming from the seats above her. He
meant to draw her attention,
but something
Hermione said caught his ear.
"I’m sure I don’t feel about him the same way he does about me -"
Ron simply
had to know whom she was talking about. His heart twisted with fear when
he thought she might be
talking about
him. Gradually, during the last three years, Ron learned that his feelings
for her were much more intense
than he was
willing to admit to anyone but himself, but surely she didn’t mean to say
that she didn’t care for him as a
friend either.
The petrifying
fear made Ron’s legs crumple underneath him, and he sat hard on the stands,
four feet above the two
girls, and
listened. Very quickly he discovered that Hermione was talking about Krum,
and let out the breath he was
holding in.
Still, he found that he couldn’t bring himself to stop listening in on
their conversation. Hermione wasn’t in
love with
Krum. She was still debating about it, but he was absolutely sure. Good.
There was still an opening to
Hermione’s
heart.
An uproar in
the stands caught his attention. He looked at the pitch, and saw Harry
and Cho diving in top speed
towards a
small glint dangerously close to the ground. He looked at them intently,
as Cho, mounted on Krum’s slightly
more advanced
broom, was able to gain a small advantage over Harry. She was only a few
inches ahead of him, but
that would
be enough to win the game.
Harry didn’t
hear the whistle of the wind any more. He didn’t hear the cheers and cries
of the spectators, nor had he
heard Lee’s
frantic comments in the magical megaphone. He didn’t see anything either,
except for the small glitter
near the ground
and Cho who was gaining on him.
Harry leaned
forward. He was virtually upside down, lying on his broom handle with his
head pointing to the ground.
Inch by inch
he managed to close the gap between he and Cho, but she still had the advantage,
and they were now a
very short
distance away from the Snitch, and only a few more feet to the ground.
Harry didn’t
want to get the Snitch now that Gryffindor was only ten points ahead, but
he certainly didn’t want Cho
to get it.
He sent his right hand forward, leaning further down in the hope to use
his longer arms to cover for Cho’s
advantage,
when he suddenly lost control over his left arm - the arm that was still
holding on the broom - the arm
carrying the
Dark Mark.
The mark on
Harry’s forearm turned into a source of agony, and Harry’s arm cramped.
The broom was carried
sharply to
the left, right into Cho’s ribs. Cho was knocked off her broom and crashed
into the ground before Harry
had a chance
to even try to catch her. Her, or rather, Krum’s broom kept its current
course, and sank a foot into the
mud some distance
away from her.
Harry managed
to get control over his broom just as he was about to his the ground as
well. He jumped off his broom
and rushed
to Cho, skidding on his knees the last few feet.
Cho wasn’t
moving. Not even the slightest movement of the chest that meant that she
was breathing. Nothing. Harry
gawked at
her in disbelief. She couldn’t be - dead?
Harry let himself
be dragged away from Cho’s limp body. He was left alone some distance away,
no one daring to
come near
him. Everyone was too worried about Cho to notice what he was doing. Harry
released the Snitch that
somehow got
tangled in the right sleeve of his robes and released it. This was not
how he wanted to get the Snitch.
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"Harry, Dumbledore wishes to see you in his office."
"How’s Cho?"
Professor McGonagall
sat beside him on the empty stands. She looked at him with a blank expression.
"Poppy
doesn’t know
yet. She is alive, for now. Poppy says that if she makes it through the
night, she stands a good chance
to -" Her
voice trailed off, and then she found it again. "Harry - what happened?"
Harry grabbed
his head and leaned it down, his elbows resting on his knees. He moved
his fingers through the hair
above his
nape, and then shook his head with worn-down sluggishness. "I lost control
over my broom."
"I see. Well,
your broom is undergoing an inspection for all known hexes. You should
really talk to Professor
Dumbledore."
Harry got up
to leave, when he felt McGonagall’s hand on his shoulder. "Harry, are you
sure everything is all right?"
Harry wanted
to ask how could things be fine when he had just nearly killed Cho, but
instead he said, "yes" in a small
voice that
wasn’t very convincing.
The old headmasters
and headmistresses of Hogwarts knew Harry from his previous visits to Dumbledore’s
office.
They waved
at him cheerfully, only to be responded with a frail smile.
Harry sat in
front of Dumbledore’s huge desk and tried not to look around. Dumbledore’s
office always uplifted his
spirit with
its unlimited supply of magical objects, the benign former headmasters
and the ancient looking spell books.
Harry didn’t
feel he deserved to be heartened.
Despite himself,
Harry found that he was staring at Fawkes. The magnificent phoenix didn’t
look so majestic right now.
Fawkes looked
a lot like the way he did when Harry first saw him – seemingly half his
feathers were forcefully plucked,
while the
rest suffered from severe moulting. The decrepit-looking bird flew awkwardly
to Harry’s shoulder and stood
there, continuously
shedding feathers. The floor around Harry was soon decorated with red and
gold, and Harry hoped
with all his
heart that Fawkes wouldn’t burst into flames while standing on his shoulder.
Dumbledore
entered the office and fixed Harry with a sombre look. He then turned his
gaze towards Fawkes, and
his face wore
an even less pleased expression. "I’ve been telling him to get a move on
for days. Look at him."
Dumbledore
shook his head with a display of dejection. When he turned his attention
back to Harry, his eyes
twinkled,
but still looked very stern.
"How are you, Harry?"
"Fine," Harry
said. By the look on Dumbledore’s face, Harry knew that this was the wrong
answer. "Worried," he
added questioningly.
"About what?"
"About Cho, of course. She’s in a very serious condition."
"Is that all you’re worried about?"
Harry knew
exactly what Dumbledore had meant. He knew what the correct answer was,
but he couldn’t give it
without risking
being expelled, or even worse, put in Azkaban. Wasn’t that what they did
with Death Eaters like him?
He tried to
tell himself that he was not a Death Eater, but his inner voice was broken
and drowned by a stronger voice
that said:
you nearly killed Cho. And she's not out of danger yet.
"That’s all."
Dumbledore
wasn’t thrilled with the answer, but it didn’t seem he had anything to
add. Harry began feeling very
uncomfortable,
but fortunately for him at that specific moment, Fawkes chose to leave
his shoulder and tried to use
his few remaining
feathers to fly back to his intended place.
Fortunately,
Fawkes was able to hold his burning moment until he was parked back on
his golden perch. Then, just
like he did
four years before, he turned into a ball of flames. Soon after, there was
an ugly-looking chick standing in
a pile of
ashes on the floor. Harry gave it one more look before he left, finding
it hard to believe that this shrivelled
new-born bird
could ever grow the wonderful phoenix red-gold plumage.
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"Thank you for coming, Sirius."
"You sent for me, Headmaster. Of course I came."
"I’m surprised you missed Harry. He just left."
"I didn’t miss
him. He tried to hide in the niche beneath the moving stairs. He didn’t
seem in a talkative mood, so I let
him assume
I didn’t see him."
Dumbledore
smiled at that. Sirius was much more a parent than he would admit. Harry
was very lucky to have him as
his godfather
after years of being completely alone. He looked at Sirius over his large
desk. What he was about to ask
of him could
very easily result in the loss of Harry’s only guardian. The smile was
lost from his lips.
"Sirius, I
have received some very disturbing news." Sirius said nothing. He just
gazed at Dumbledore very attentively.
"Severus was
able to pass word to me that Voldemort has Rita Skeeter under his influence.
It is my belief that he has
her under
the Imperius Curse."
"Is she that important? I don’t care much for her."
"I have to
admit that she is not my favourite person as well, but as for your question,
yes. She is that important. People
eagerly read
every lie she writes, and if Voldemort can get her to write favourable
articles about his ways, this might stir
up chaos of
unparalleled proportions."
"I understand," said Sirius and rose to his feet.
"Sirius, I
would like you to take Arabella and Mundungus with you. It is most unfortunate
that Remus can’t come with
you, but this
cannot wait."
Sirius nodded
his agreement. Moony was going to be extremely annoyed when he finds out
they went off on a mission
without him.
But there was a full moon tonight and tomorrow, and as Dumbledore said,
there was no time to waste.
He walked
resolutely out of the office, secretly regretting his missed opportunity
to talk to Harry before he left.
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Harry’s legs
carried him straight from Dumbledore’s office to the hospital wing. A very
stern-looking Madam Pomfrey
greeted him
as he entered. She was the only person in the room except for Cho who was
lying on a bed as motionless
as she’d been
on the Quidditch field. On closer look, Harry could see Cho’s ribcage trembling
slightly every few
seconds, as
if contemplating whether to draw the next breath or just give in to eternal
rest.
"I don’t think you should be here," said Madam Pomfrey softly.
"I have to be here. I’m the one who got her here. I must make sure that she’s all right."
"Did you intend to harm her?"
"What?!" Harry was appalled by the direct question.
"I didn’t think
so," calmed him Madam Pomfrey. "But other might - know you a little less
than I do. You might have
other ideas.
I think you’d better leave."
"There’s no one here. Please let me stay." Harry summoned all his charisma as he pleaded with her.
"All right," Madam Pomfrey gave in. "But if there’s any trouble, you’re out of here."
Harry agreed
with a nod of his head. He took a seat by Cho’s bed, and slumped in it,
preparing himself for a long
night.
The door to
the infirmary opened to let Krum in. The sallow-skinned young man stopped
short as he saw Harry sitting
by Cho’s bed.
"What are you doing here?" he spat at Harry.
"I wanted to
make sure she’s all right," answered Harry patiently. He could understand
Krum’s reaction, knew what he
must be thinking.
He actually felt and thought very similar things.
"You can go now," said Krum brusquely.
"Look," tried Harry to placate him, "I’m really sorry for what happened. It was an accident, I -"
"It was no
accident," interposed Krum. "I saw you. You steered your broom right into
her and then you caught the
Snitch. I
SAW you release it afterwards, when you realised how badly you had hurt
her." Harry shook his head
frantically,
but Krum just kept fomenting his anger. "You care about nothing but victory.
GET OUT." He pulled out
his wand and
pointed it at Harry.
Harry hesitated.
He wanted to stay by Cho’s side until he was sure she was well, but standing
on the wrong side of a
fully trained
wizard’s wand didn’t seem very appealing. After some contemplation and
a few angry waves of Krum’s
wand, he had
made up his mind.
"I’m not leaving her."
"Wingardium Leviosa!"
The spell took
Harry by complete surprise. He was certain that Krum was just waiving his
wand in vain threat. He
flew back
several feet, and hit the door with his back. It took Harry less time to
recover from the shock than it took
him to fly
the distance to the door. By the time his trajectory was broken, he was
ready to land on his feet, wand
ready in his
hand for a quick defence.
The need for
a defensive action was soon to follow. When Krum realised he had failed
to throw Harry completely out
of the hospital,
he sent another hex in his direction, this time meant to heart him enough
to make him leave. Harry
deflected
the hex easily. He held it on the tip of his wand for several seconds,
considering the best way to rid of it.
He didn’t
want to send it back to its source. Deep inside he knew that Krum was right.
He also didn’t want to take
the chance
that a rampant hex would accidentally hit Cho.
As he held
the radiant globe of sparks and bolts, Harry noticed that the bright scarlet
of it became dimmer the longer
he took to
consider. He watched it some more, curiosity sneaking beneath his guilt
and anger. It took some time,
several minutes
perhaps, but eventually, the hex dissolved to nothingness, leaving Harry’s
wand as clear as it ever
was. Harry
didn’t know spells could be disarmed that way. In class, all they learned
about was how to return the hex
to its sender,
but they never discussed the option that the sender didn’t deserve to be
hexed.
By the look
on Krum’s face, Harry understood that he didn’t know about that option
either. Krum stared at him with
his mouth
hanging open, his eyes moving rapidly from him to the door and back to
him. Harry looked behind him, and
saw Hermione
standing by the open door, staring at him in much the same way Krum did.
"How... how did you do that?" It was hard for Hermione to sound the question, keeping her mouth in an ‘O’ shape.
"I don’t know," said Harry. "I think it did it by itself. I just couldn’t find a safe enough corner do discharge it at."
"So you absorbed it?"
"I don’t think so."
"Then where is it?"
"I have no idea."
"You absorbed
it." This was more than merely stating a fact. Hermione threw this statement
into the room like she
was throwing
in a dungbomb. It also had the same effect on Harry - he ran away as fast
as his trembling legs would
carry him.
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Harry had no
idea why he fled the hospital wing. He also couldn’t understand why his
legs were shaking. To be exact,
his whole
body was. Hermione was a very clever girl. He was afraid that if he stayed
too much around her, she would
discover his
secret. Hermione was the last person in the world he wanted to know about
his mark. Except maybe for
Dumbledore.
Finding new
abilities didn’t strike Harry as a good thing. The last time he found out
he could do something other
wizards couldn’t,
it turned out to be related to dark art. The last thing Harry needed now
was another relation to the
dark arts.
He had enough from that to put him away for life.
Running madly,
Harry found himself standing in front of the fat lady. He wasn’t willing
to face the others in the common
room. Not
yet. He turned to leave, but stopped as he saw Ginny approaching.
Ginny didn’t
see him standing there. There was a good reason she couldn’t see him -
her eyes were red and swollen
and full of
tears.
All of Harry’s
personal worries were forgotten. The fear of being discovered and incarcerated
as a Death Eater, the
concern over
Cho’s serious condition, the terror creeping inside him, whispering that
he may very well be her
murderer.
All was gone. "Why are you crying, Ginny?"
Pure horror
spread on Ginny’s face when she found Harry standing next to her. She looked
at him with a mixture of
terror and
commiseration, her eyes glittering with continuously streaming tears. Her
lower lip trembled, but kept her
mouth closed.
"It’s me, isn’t
it?" said Harry, demonstrating an insight unusual for him. Ginny’s silence
said more than Harry wished to
hear. "I didn’t
do it on purpose. I swear," Harry began. Of all people, his own girlfriend
should recognise the truth, or
at least some
of it.
The horror
took over Ginny’s features. "No!" she called, shaking her head feverishly.
"I didn’t think that! I know you
would never
in a million years -" her sobs drowned her words.
Harry looked
at her completely baffled. She seemed more certain of his integrity than
he was. In that case, "Then what
is it, Gin?"
he asked her in a soft voice, moving to collect her trembling body in his
arms.
Unexpectedly,
Ginny took a step backwards, avoiding Harry’s outstretched arms. Harry
tilted his head and looked at
her, amazed.
Ginny never turned down his embrace, certainly not when she was in tears.
"This isn’t the right time to talk about it," Ginny wept.
"I can’t think
of a more appropriate time than right now," said Harry in a very assertive
voice. "Come on." He took her
hand before
she could draw it back as well, and directed her through the cold corridors
of the castle to the entrance
hall. "Do
you want to talk here, or do you want to go outside?"
Ginny looked
through the windows at the darkening grounds outside the castle. The remaining
snow on the ground
looked grey
and muddy in the dim twilight. The forest looked too near and hostile.
The entrance hall was well lit with
torches held
in decorated brass holders all around it. It was warm and cosy, and imbued
her with tranquillity.
Somehow, the
uninviting ground outside seemed more appropriate.
She opened
the great oak door. Without looking behind her, she knew Harry was there.
The coldness outside made
her shiver
worse than before. Her shivers grew when she felt Harry’s arm around her
shoulder, wrapping her inside his
cloak, but
despite her inside opposition, she accepted it this time.
They walked
along the Quidditch field. Harry was painfully reminded of the events of
only few hours before. Either
because of
that, or because he didn’t want to pressure Ginny, he kept his silent amble.
Almost at the edge of the
forbidden
forest, Ginny finally stopped. She turned to face Harry, her face very
close to his, as they shared a cloak.
Ginny’s sweet
smell of pine and roses roamed his nostrils. Harry considered leaning forward
and kissing her, but
something
told him it might make her run away. Instead, he placed a comforting warm
hand on her upper arm, looked
deep into
her wet, hazed eyes, and waited.
"I’m really sorry for bringing this up at a time like this," Ginny began, her voice much less quaky than expected.
"Whatever bothers you this much, has to be resolved immediately," Harry encouraged her.
"I think we should break up."
The simplicity
of this statement struck Harry like a Bludger in the stomach. He held his
breath, running the words in his
head over
and over again, making sure he understood what they meant.
"You must know
this is the right thing," pleaded Ginny. "You must have realised a long
time a go that you don’t love me.
Not really."
"But I do!" protested Harry. "Maybe it’s your love that falters."
"Do you?" Ginny served him with an incredulous look. "Maybe as a friend -" her voice trailed off.
The notion
behind this talk started sinking into Harry’s consciousness. He had to
admit that there was something in the
idea Ginny
was formulating into words. The recognition was first to himself, but soon
it was visible in his eyes for Ginny
to see as
well.
The look of relief that spread over her face was so vivid that Harry was almost offended. "What do you feel about it?"
"I love you
Harry, but I was stupid. I confused the combination of deep care and admiration
I have for you with real
infatuation."
"Is there any
reason why you realised that right now?" Ginny turned more scarlet than
Harry ever saw her. So it was
true. "Who
is he?" Ginny shook her head, feebly trying to deny what Harry was implying.
"It’s okay, Gin." Harry’s
voice was
soft. "You’re right, I do love you very much, but as a friend. And as such,
I only want your happiness. If
you don’t
want to tell me, it’s okay. I’m just curious."
Ginny gave
him an appraising look, but kept her adamant silence. Then, she reached
for him, rested her head in the
hollow of
his shoulder, and set all her tears free. Harry stood there, one hand on
her back, the other patting her soft
silky hair,
waiting for her sobs to ebb. When she was done, both of them felt as if
large stones had been removed
from their
chests.
They strolled
back towards the castle. Although Ginny wasn’t shaking any more, they were
still sharing Harry’s cloak.
Harry’s arm
was casually slumped across Ginny’s shoulder in a very friendly manner,
just like when he walked with
Hermione.
Come to think of it, he actually never walked with Hermione like this any
more. Not since they last used
his invisibility
cloak together, some years ago. He didn’t think he would feel comfortable
holding Hermione like this
these days.
How did Hermione get here anyway? He was holding Ginny, with whom he just
broke up. She should
certainly
be the one filling his head.
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To Harry’s
great relief, the common room was empty when he and Ginny got there. Everyone
was probably having a
nice supper.
Harry resolved to have some sweets he had stashed away, and go to bed early
before anybody had
returned.
As he slumped on his four-poster, his hand rummaged under the mattress
in a desperate search for the last
parcel he
got from Honeydukes. Harry realised that he still hadn’t changed from his
Quidditch robes, not to mention
that he hadn’t
showered after more than an hour of playing an ebullient Quidditch game.
If he hurried,
he could have a quick wash up and be back while supper was still on. Harry
took clean robes and a
towel, and
galloped down the dormitory steps. He rushed towards the portrait hall,
only to watch it open just before
he touched
it.
Harry’s first
reaction was to withdraw in a ludicrous attempt to disappear in the large
vacant common room. Then,
he realised
how unrealistic that attempt was, and stood tall in front of the opening
portal, ready to face whoever it
brought.
Lee Jordan’s
smiling face poke behind the rotating portrait, and then the rest of him
appeared as well. He smiled
empirically
at Harry. "Harry, how are you?" His voice was full of concern.
"I’m fine," said Harry curtly. He didn’t want to be delayed with his shower and early check in.
Lee moved uncomfortably.
He still blocked the entrance, and Harry tried to wriggle his way out past
him. "I’m here to
see if Ginny
wants to have dinner with me over wallpaper patterns."
Albeit the need to rush, Harry couldn’t help himself. "You really fancy her, don’t you?" he said with an amused mock.
"I wouldn’t
dream of going anywhere near Ginny," Lee exclaimed. "She’s your girlfriend."
He was making a huge effort
to sound sincere.
"No she’s not," announced Harry, his voice as dry as a sunburned lemon.
"What? When? What happened?"
"She just dumped
me." Harry looked at his fingers as he wriggled them. He knew he should
feel bad about it, but for
some reason
he felt just fine.
"I’m so sorry,"
Lee looked down as well, afraid that the joy that spread inside him would
be visible through his eyes.
He kept his
tone consciously calm, like he would at a funeral.
"Don’t be.
I guess it was long expected." Harry stopped to think. "Anyway, she’s very
much available now." He made
his voice
sound cheerful, which, for this topic, was not that difficult. What’s
wrong with me? Harry lashed at himself.
I should
be burying my face in a pillow now.
"Still, I can’t see her and me together. She’s the kid sister of my two best friends. That can’t work out."
"I dated my
best friend’s kid sister for a year. He had no problem with that." Harry
smiled at Lee, noticing that he
already looked
convinced. "On the other hand, look how we turned out." His smile broadened,
and then turned to a
stifled laugh.
Lee couldn’t hold his sympathetic act any longer. He joined Harry’s snickers,
until they both rolled on
the floor,
wrapped in gales of laughter.
Harry didn’t
find this remark all that funny, but he much needed the release. Having
a Quidditch match was usually
enough for
Harry to need to unburden some tension, but the events that followed the
match kept him in desperate need
to unwind.
This little conversation with Lee gave Harry the opportunity he unconsciously
wished.
"Why are you
on the floor?" Ginny’s voice came through the haze in Harry’s head. He
looked up at her, her image
blurred by
the tears of laughter in his eyes. "What’s so funny?" she added, annoyed.
"Lee," answered
Harry. "He’s infatuated with you." He watched as Ginny turned completely
white, and then bright red,
her freckles
no longer distinguishable from the rest of her face.
Harry swallowed
his laughter. Ginny did not look at him any more. Her eyes were fixed on
Lee, who went through the
same colour-changes
as her, only to return to bleach-white. He stared back at Ginny, and looked
as if he was about to
faint.
"Er, Ginny?"
Harry tried to get her attention. She turned her head to him, but her eyes
were out of focus. "Ginny, this -
I mean, you
and Lee - that’s all right with me."
Her reaction
was not what Harry expected. She kneeled down, and hugged him so tight
that he really wanted her to let
go of him
already. "You’re amazing," she whispered in his ear, and then got up to
face Lee.
Harry seized the opportunity and fled the room.
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The way was
long and difficult. The travellers could not apparate within ten miles
of their destiny for the fear of raising
an alarm.
Naturally, they couldn’t use any muggle means of transportation as well.
Sirius slowed
his pace as he felt a missing presence behind him. Before he hinged to
look, he heard a soft, broken
woman’s voice.
"Wait."
Arabella stopped,
panting. She rested against a large black rock, and looked at Sirius with
an agonised expression.
She made a
successful effort to smile. Mundungus came out of the shadows behind her,
and placed a worried hand
on her back.
"Are you all right? Maybe I should take some of your baggage. You’re carrying way too much."
"I’m fine.
I just need a short rest every two-three miles." She kept her smile on,
but it looked as if it was extracted f
rom her through
torture.
Sirius moved
his eyes from her exhausted features to Mundungus, who tried to keep his
proud position, but indeed
looked just
as bad as her. Standing like this, Sirius realised that his legs too, were
about to crumple. Arabella was
right. They’d
been walking in hostile terrain since nightfall, the last two hours a constant
climb through thorns and
ragged rocks.
He looked at the brighter stripe of black over the horizon.
"We don’t have time," he said in the most even tone he could muster. "It’s almost dawn."
Arabella sighed
and pushed herself away from the rock against which she was leaning. She
resumed her walk, taking
after Sirius.
Mundungus lingered a few more seconds, waiting to take his position at
the rear.
The circle
of the sun was visible when the party arrived at its destination. It was
small and white and the rays it sent
were not enough
to melt the snow around the house. The house itself was relatively inconspicuous
compared to the
vast fields
that surrounded it in three directions. On its fourth side, the house stood
at the top of a high cliff, watching
over the waved
of the ocean below.
The two men
and woman lay behind a large rock a short distance from the house and watched
it. The snow was hard
and cold beneath
their bodies, their baggage pressed them hard into the stone-seeded snow,
but they didn’t care. Just
keeping horizontal
felt so good, they didn’t mind the burden pricking at their back.
They could
see a few black silhouettes moving inside the house. Sirius tried to distinguish
them, but was unable to
mark them
in a manner that held. Here comes the chubby short Death Eater. There’s
the tall one with the limp,
and right
behind him the one with the swollen cowl, or is he the some one whom I
marked as wavering?
"Are you able to count them?"
"No."
"They couldn’t be all different wizards, could they?"
"Can’t be. Why would one reporter require so many Death Eaters to watch over her?"
"Maybe they know we’re coming."
The suggestion
penetrated Sirius’ heart with a frightening chill. "I’ll go check," he
said. He transformed into a dog, and
began advancing
towards the house, keeping his body close to the ground. He stopped to
estimate the distance he still
needed to
pass, and then he heard it.
A jet of red
light swamped over the rock behind which Arabella and Mundungus were hiding.
A second later, the
same red bolt
hit where Sirius was crouched, but Sirius was no longer there. His canine
instincts helped him jump to
hiding just
before the steaming jet had hit the ground. From his new position behind
another rock, Sirius could see
the smoking
crater that replaced the snow where he had stood.
A well familiar voice called to him, "I know it’s you, Black. Come out or you’ll end up like your two friends here."
Sirius peeped
from behind his rock. Five Death Eaters stood with their wands pointing
at his hiding place. The front
one used his
leg to poke a still body on the ground. Was he a friend or foe? Could he
trust Snape to help him? If so,
why would
Snape tell the others that he was the dog? As he considered his options,
two of the Death Eaters advanced
on him. As
a dog, he could run fast, but not fast enough. As a man, he could defend
himself. He transformed back to
a man, and
reemerged, holding his wand steady in front of him.
Sirius fought
well. He was able to hold back four unknown adversaries for a long time.
It was the fifth opponent, the
one he knew
and duelled numerous times before that was his downfall. Snape had used
a gap between three almost
congruent
deflecting spells to sneak in an extremely vicious stunning curse. If
only he had just stood aside, was Sirius’
last thought
before the darkness took him.
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Draco gazed
at the plates laid in front of him and sulked. Why did that arrogant Krum
have to stay with Cho when it
was time for
breakfast? Without him, that wretched Mudblood returned to her appropriate
place among the Gryffindor
muggle-loving
Mudblood friends. Just as he was getting used to having her around.
Crabbe followed
Draco’s glower towards the other house’s table. "Finally, we’re rid of
that Mudblood. For three
weeks she’d
been spoiling my appetite."
"Shut up, Crabbe,"
said Draco even more vehemently than always. He looked at Crabbe’s plate,
brimming with the
third serving
of everything. "I didn’t see you toss any food to the dogs."
Crabbe didn’t
notice the unusual nuance to Draco’s voice. He was too used to being trampled
by him to mind this
most recent
attack. Draco watched him as he shovelled down the content of his plate,
and any dash of appetite he had
was gone.
He glanced at the Daily Prophet that had just been dropped in his lap by
an owl, and returned his attention
to Hermione.
It took almost
a minute for the shape of the letters of the paper’s title to register
in Draco’s mind. When they finally did,
he was sure
his eyes were playing tricks on him. He wheeled slowly in his chair, looking
for the title, but enjoying a few
more seconds
of sweet doubt. There was no way he’d read it right. But there it was again,
written in great black letters,
screaming
out of the front page. Draco smiled.
Hermione was
so glad she had a subscription for the Daily Prophet. This way she was
able to keep track of everything
that was happening
in the wizarding world. She stretched her hand to catch the paper from
the air. The delivery owl,
who had already
learned to recognise her, dropped the paper the second he was in range.
Hermione paled as she
scanned the
front page. Maybe having a subscription wasn’t that great after all.
She squinted
at Harry, who was already getting suspicious by her reaction to the paper.
Annoyingly, Harry chose this
specific day
to turn into a more attentive boy.
"What is it, Hermione?" His green eyes were the reflection of deep concern. He reached his hand towards the paper.
Hermione knew
she could fight him over the paper, but she would eventually lose. She
decided to avoid the havoc such
a fight would
create. Harry would get enough attention this morning without creating
a disturbance at the breakfast table.
She leaned
back, pinning the paper to the table, and allowed Harry and Ron to read
over her shoulder.
IS THE BOY WHO LIVED A DEATH EATER?
By Daily Prophet special correspondent, Rita Skeeter.
Reliable
sources at the Ministry of Magic revealed that
Harry Potter
has been under their investigation for a long time,
and that
the Ministry now has steadfast evidence to prove
that the
boy who lived is deeply involved in the practice
of dark
arts.
The investigation
started on July of ’94, when Potter
was reported
to have had contact with the convicted criminal
Sirius
Black, after his notorious escape from Azkaban.
Since then,
Potter has kept regular correspondence with
Black,
his godfather, while ignoring the fact that Black was
the one
responsible for the murder of Potter’s parents.
One such
letter was seized last year by Draco Malfoy of
Potter’s
year at Hogwarts. It was vehemently denied by Potter
that the
letter had been from Black, but its origins were proven
beyond
any doubt.
Potter claimed
on several occasions to have met He-Who-
Must-Not-Be-Named.
Originally it was this reporter’s opinion
that the
boy invented those encounters to inflame the legends
about him,
but we can now assume that his intention was to help
bring You-Know-Who
back to power all along. It is this wish
to bring
You-Know-Who’s ways to the surface that influenced
Potter
to kill poor Cedric Diggory at the end of the Triwizard
Tournament,
a little over a year ago.
The same
officials at the Ministry claim that murder was
avoidable,
if only Potter had been apprehended earlier. The
murder
had been committed when the investigation was entering
its second
year. The same official revealed that Potter made
another
attempt on the life of a fellow student during a Quidditch
match yesterday.
As these lines are being written, that student
is still
fighting for her life in the Hogwarts hospital.
To top all
his deeds, Potter recently tattooed the Dark Mark
on his
left arm, to indicate his loyalty to He-Who-Must-Not-Be-
Named.
By doing this, Potter has joined the dubious crowd of
Death Eaters,
who still await the rise of their master.
Harry Potter himself was unavailable for comment.
"They never
tried to get my comment," mumbled Harry, his face bleached. Would it have
done any good if they had?
There wasn’t
a single fact in that article he could disprove. There were no witnesses
to Cedric’s murder, he did have
that horrible
tattoo, and they had failed before in trying to prove Sirius’ innocence.
"How could she write those things about Sirius?" he asked angrily.
Hermione and
Ron fixed him with identical shocked looks. "Sirius?" Ron asked. "Is this
what you’re worried about?
What about
the bunch of lies she wrote about you?"
"Be reasonable, Ron," said Hermione in a non-convincing voice. "No one is going to believe Harry is a Death Eater."
Malfoy’s voice
was carried from across the whole, drowning Hermione’s faltered reassurance,
"Potter, any tricks up
your sleeve?"
"Shut up, Malfoy." All of Harry’s frustration was infused into those three words.
"Why don’t you roll up your sleeve and show us all what you’ve got there," Malfoy teased.
"That’s an
excellent idea, Malfoy," Hermione called above Harry’s increasingly paling
face. "Why don’t we all go
through that
inspection? You start."
Malfoy struggled
to keep a straight face. "Actually, I can’t believe the Dark Lord would
want this squib for a servant
more than
he would want you, Mudblood."
"And I thought
you loved me," yelled Hermione back mockingly. She knew Malfoy would be
the only one to take that
remark seriously.
Malfoy’s face
turned livid with rage and with some fear that some of his Slytherin friends
might actually believe her. A
small red
dot appeared on each of his cheeks. "You can only dream of me, Mudblood,"
he said, hoping that his voice
didn’t surrender
that in fact he was the one doing the dreaming. "And that good for nothing
friend of yours, I wish I
hadn’t saved
his life." He saw the tortured look on Harry’s face and felt a little more
sure of himself. "What can I say,
that’s just
me. Can’t see a miserable helpless dying human and do nothing. Even if
he is a murderer."
Harry jumped
out of his chair. He may have that mark on his arm, but he was not a murderer.
Not yet, anyway, he
thought bitterly.
Last he checked, Cho was doing well. He pulled out his wand, but was pulled
back by Hermione.
She leaned
all her weight against Harry’s hand, pushing it out of aim. As she did
so, Harry saw from the corner of his
eye a blue
flare leave Ron’s wand, rushing in Malfoy’s direction.
Hermione dragged
Harry out of the Great Hall, first, with some resistance from his side,
and then with Harry’s
drawn-back
cooperation. They stopped in the entrance hall, letting the doors close
behind them on the picture of
McGonagall
stepping in between Ron and Malfoy.
Harry leaned against the wall with his eyes closed, taking large gulps of cold air.
"Don’t worry,
Harry, no one would believe you really have the Dark Mark," Hermione repeated
her comforting words
with a soft
voice. Harry gave her an anguished look. "I mean," she continued more hesitantly,
"all you have to do is just
pull down
your sleeve and show them." She reached with her hand to Harry’s left arm.
Harry pulled
his arm from her hand forcefully. He tucked it behind his back, pressing
it hard against the wall. He looked
pleadingly
at Hermione, hoping she would have some rational explanation to his deed,
just like she was always able to
explain everything
else. But the hurt and stunned look in her large brown eyes told him she
understood exactly what had
just happened.
"You can’t be serious?" she asked, refusing to believe what she already knew. "Not you." Tears welled up in her eyes.
"It’s not what you think."
"It’s not? Than why won’t you let me see your arm?"
Harry shook
his head and looked down at her shoes. The uncountable number of colours
they had confused him for a
second.
"They were
a gift from Viktor," said Hermione dryly, following Harry’s gaze. "You
were just about to explain why you
wouldn’t let
me see your arm."
"I can’t because
- I do have that horrible thing on it, bbut I didn’t put it there," he hurried
to add as Hermione drew a
step back.
"I swear I didn’t. It was there when I woke up in the hospital wing, the
night I went to chase the ones who
stole the
Pensieve. The night you saved my life."
"I didn’t. It was Malfoy."
"Whatever."
Hermione looked
at him, willing to listen further, but Harry had nothing else to say. Finally,
he found more words. "I
didn’t even
feel it until yesterday."
"Yesterday?" Hermione looked bewildered.
"In the game. I had a cramp when -" A lump in his throat caught Harry’s speech before it could escape.
"You don’t
mean - you are responsible to what happened to Cho?!" The astounded
frown was beginning to feel at
home on Hermione’s
face.
"No, no!" Harry protested vigorously. "I didn’t do it on purpose. I never would have –"
Hermione cut
him short. "But you knew you had that thing on you when you went up to
the pitch, didn’t you? Why
did you even
play the game in the first place? Why didn’t you tell anyone that you’re
not fit to play? Why didn’t you
tell me?"
"I didn’t think
-" Harry trailed off. He wanted to say tthat he didn’t think it was dangerous,
but he distinctly remembered
that it did
cross his mind. Actually, Hermione was absolutely right. He should have
told her about it. She probably
would have
stopped him from flying, and Cho would have been still healthy and happy,
and unaware of any lurking
dander from
his side. "I’m sorry," he mumbled.
"Don’t worry,
Harry." Hermione found her sympathy for him. Her eyes were still shedding
tears, but those were no
longer tears
of insult, those were truly saddened and compassionate tears. "We’ll figure
something out."
Harry was still
looking utterly downcast. She protracted a stare at him, but he failed
to meet her eyes. He looked more
miserable
than ever, and Harry had good reasons to look miserable before. Finally,
her pity overcame her fear. She
took a step
forward, and placed her arms around him in a protective gesture that was
lost due to their height difference.
More than anything
in the world, Harry needed that embrace right now, to separate him from
the rest of the universe.
He let himself
slide slowly down the wall, making sure he wasn’t lost to Hermione’s arms.
Once he was sitting with his
back to the
wall, and she was kneeling next to him, the height difference was no longer
significant. She was able to
wrap her arms
around his neck, and he was able to rest his head against her shoulder.
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They would
have stayed like that for a long time if it hadn’t been for Malfoy, who
chose that moment to emerge from
the Great
Hall.
"Well, well.
If it isn’t the famous Harry Potter in the flesh," sneered Malfoy. "Tell
me Potter, how much did you have
to pay that
Skeeter to have her write such a flattering article about you?" Seeing
the subject of his love holding his
worst adversary
in her arms had a sharpening effect on Malfoy’s tongue.
Harry was torn
between the temptation to stay right there and the fervent desire to get
up and punch Malfoy right
across his
smug face.
Hermione tightened
her grip around Harry, making the decision for him. "I thought you were
just punished for talking
like that."
"Well, your
Professor took twenty point off Slytherin for it, but she also took twenty
points off your lot for Weasley’s
reaction.
So no, as long as you remain hotheaded, I will never truly be punished."
Malfoy gave this explanation with a
complacent
smirk.
Harry looked
at him too shocked to respond. He wasn’t shocked by the fact that Malfoy
wasn’t punished. He was
rather used
to that. He was stunned by the fact that Malfoy gave Hermione a reasonably
straight answer, and didn’t
just hurl
insults at her as usual.
Hermione release
Harry and stood up. Harry recognised the resolute expression she wore,
and was very afraid.
Usually, when
she had that specific expression, it meant that she was about to do something
bravely stupid. These
were the only
times she didn’t act smart. Harry thought she chose an extremely bad moment
to forget how smart
she was.
"Malfoy, we
need your help," Hermione said. Yes, she’s completely lost it, thought
Harry. Malfoy’s smirk widened,
but to Harry’s
great surprise, he didn’t send Hermione to hell. He just stood, and waited
for her to finish.
"We need to
talk to you privately. Let’s go outside." Without waiting for an answer,
Hermione opened the great oak
door, letting
the cold air penetrate the entrance hall. She stepped out, and was gone
from Harry’s sight. Malfoy
stepped right
behind her.
Harry suffered
a serious inner-struggle. On one hand, Hermione had asked him to come,
which is a good enough
reason to
do it. On the other hand, he didn’t trust Malfoy one bit. What was she
doing, asking for that snake’s help?
Eventually,
the thought of Hermione outside alone with Malfoy won over the entire argument,
and Harry stepped out
the door to
follow.
Hermione didn’t
wait for long before she reached the point. All she needed was to make
sure they were alone. Once
she was sure
of that, she stopped, and reached for Malfoy’s left arm.
Draco felt
her hand on his. He knew what she was doing, but he didn’t care. As long
as she touched him, it was just
fine. The
rest of the world, including Potter, simply didn’t exist. As she held his
left arm, he placed his other hand on
her shoulder
and drew closer to her. He could kiss her now, and for all he cared, Potter
could spontaneously explode.
Hermione ignored
the shiver that passed through her as Malfoy touched her with his other
hand. She concentrated on
his left arm,
pealing the tight sleeve away. There it was. The scull with it’s protruding
snake. She twisted Malfoy’s arm
so that the
mark was facing Harry.
As she let
go of Malfoy’s hand, she knew he would keep it just the way she held it,
and he did. He held his arm up
with the Dark
Mark towards Harry, brazenly staring in his eyes, daring him to say anything
about it.
Harry flinched
as Hermione went to his arm. She looked sternly upon him, and grabbed his
hand with certain poise.
For some reason,
Harry didn’t dare oppose her. He let her strip his arm just like she did
to Malfoy. He felt her hand
shake when
she saw that brand on him, removing any doubt about its existence from
her heart. Still, he did not resist
when she slowly
spun his arm to show the mark to the one person who was sure to use it
against him.
Draco’s jaw
dropped. "Where did you get that, Potter? Surely you don’t expect me to
believe that
He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named
gave it to you. This must be the cheap imitation."
"I wish it
was," said Harry, forgetting his enmity with Malfoy for a second. "I have
no idea how I got it. It was just there
when I woke
up the night I went after the Pensieve."
"You mean the night I saved your life?"
Harry answered him with a glare.
"There is one
sure way to check if that Mark you undeservingly have is the real thing."
Malfoy took a step towards
Harry. Harry,
whose hand was still held in Hermione’s made to sign of trying to get away.
Malfoy held his arm close
to Harry’s,
his mark turned towards the one on Harry’s arm.
When the marks
were four inches apart, Harry started to feel a slight tickle. "You’d better
let go of his hand," Malfoy
told Hermione.
Hermione did, and Harry, who by now was very curious to see what Malfoy
was up to, kept his arm
steady.
Malfoy closed
the distance between the marks with the same difficulty a salmon experiences
when swimming up the
stream. He
also did it with the same determination. When the marks touched, Harry
realised why that was.
The second
the marks connected, both he and Malfoy were enclosed in a black sphere,
separating them from the rest
of the world.
Harry couldn’t see the borders of the sphere, but when he tried to look
beyond the miniature universe
that held
the two of them, everything looked too dazzling to stare at. Almost the
only things that existed were Malfoy’s
pale icy eyes,
and that frozen stare filled his heart with chill.
Draco looked
into Harry’s emerald green eyes and wondered how big the mistake was he’d
made. He was so sure
the mark on
Harry’s forearm was a fake, that he took no precautions. None except warning
his Mudblood precious to
step away.
He had tried
this before only with his father. The bonding effect had got them closer,
but they were close as it was.
Father and
son. This time he had tried this with his worst adversary, a boy who wasn’t
even a real Death Eater. This
was more than
mere stupid. It was dangerous.
Those green
eyes filled Draco with alien feelings of mainly unselfish concern. He wondered
if those would be gone
once the bond
was broken. He wondered if he would even be able to break the bond. He
tried.
Their arms
detached, immediately shattering the black sphere, and erasing all impression
of one another from their
hearts, or
in Draco’s case, what lame excuse he had for a heart. Well, at least this
experiment made it very clear.
"Congratulations, Potter," Draco said with one corner of his mouth curled up. "You’re a Death Eater."
[A/N: The idiom
‘congratulations Potter’ belongs to Cassandra Claire, who, I must admit,
used it in a much more
amusing way.
Thanks for letting me use it, Cassie.]
Harry sank
to the ground, feeling his heart sinking even lower. So it was final. Until
now, he could believe that this
mark, however
cruel, could be just someone’s idea of a practical joke. Someone with an
extremely twisted sense of
humour. But
there was no chance a practical joke could create that effect. He could
still feel the coldness in his heart,
even if his
heart was at the bottom of his stomach.
"So, It’s true then, you did kill Diggory," said Malfoy slyly.
Harry struck him with his sharpest glare, but felt this wasn’t enough. "No," he stated finally. "I killed no one."
"What about Cho?" Hermione reminded him.
"I did not intend to harm her! I had a cramp. I lost control over my arm."
"Had anything like this ever happened to you?" Hermione directed the question at Draco.
"No. Never,"
he answered truthfully. Knowing what his answered implied, Draco smiled
inwardly. He didn’t mind
trashing Harry
for a while, and doing it with Hermione’s full attention was the best way
to do it.
"So, what was your gift?" Draco asked Harry.
"Gift?" Harry didn’t understand what he was talking about.
"Gift, present, offering, what did you get with the Mark?"
"I don’t think I got something with it."
"Of course
you have. Everyone does. This is just to give you a taste of the powers
of the side you’re joining. Think,
what was it
that you most wanted, and recently received?" Harry still looked blank.
"Come on, it has to be something
that reminds
you of the Dark Lord too. What was it?"
"What was yours?"
"Agility."
Draco looked at Harry’s questioning eyes. "I got the Mark just before our
second year, and what I got with
it was the
ability to fly a broom. I received the skills of a Seeker."
"You’re not that good a Seeker."
"You should have seen me before." Draco smiled bitterly, making the other two chuckle.
"But how is this connected to You-Know-Who?" asked Hermione, trying to connect it to Draco’s explanation.
"Every time
I fly on a broom," Draco’s eyes turned misty, "I can hear the voice of
the Dark Lord in the hissing of the
wind." He
shuddered slightly, and then his eyes resumed their focus. "So, what was
your gift? What was the thing you
most wanted?"
"Harry couldn’t
get the thing he wants most," said Hermione softly. She remembered Harry’s
story about the Mirror
of Erised.
"The thing he most wants is a family." She choked as she said that, and
watching Harry’s face, she was
unable to
resume her breathing.
Harry’s face
turned completely white, his eyes opening so wide that they threatened
to swallow his glasses. "I -" he
began. "I
had dreams. Sweet dreams. I was with my mum and dad -"
"That’s it!" called Draco with triumph. "What’s the connection to He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named?"
"I don’t think there is one," Harry said hopefully.
"There must be. Are there any snakes in your dreams?"
"I said those were sweet dreams. I don’t consider snakes as sweet creatures."
"Hey, those are your dreams, don’t bite! Maybe something else – colours?" Malfoy added after some consideration.
Harry could no longer turn white, so he switched to sickly blue. "There is a lot of green and silver in those dreams."
"There you go, then. Relish your gift. If I know you as well as I think I do, you will give it up shortly."
"I would give it up now if I could."
"As I said." Malfoy muttered a long series of words Harry couldn’t hear, and concluded the set with "git."
Harry got up,
knowing what options he was facing. There was only one possible course
of action. He started marching
back towards
the castle, resolving to take his invisibility cloak, some supplies, and
leave.
"What do you intend to do?" Hermione stopped him.
"The only thing
I can do. Find whoever it was that stole the Pensieve, and use his to get
to the one responsible for this."
Harry held
out his arm, which had yet to cover. Malfoy resumed his stream of indecipherable
grunts.
"You can’t do that!" exclaimed Hermione. "You should go to Dumbledore." She held both his hands in a tight grip.
"And get myself in Azkaban? No thanks."
"He didn’t put Snape in Azkaban, and he helped us with Sirius."
Draco stopped
muttering and listened carefully. Did he hear correctly? Dumbledore assisted
a fugitive? This day was
just getting
better and better.
"That’s a risk
I’m not willing to take," insisted Harry. He released his hands from Hermione’s
and resumed his
determined
stride.
"If you’re going, than so am I." Hermione ran to catch him.
"Of course you’re not."
She had his
upper arm in her hand again, and she pulled him towards her with a force
he did not expect. Her brown
eyes were
piercing in his green. "You are not going alone. The last time you did,
you returned with this," she pressed
hard on his
left forearm, making him wince in pain. "And worse than that, you nearly
died."
"And I saved
you," added in Draco. "That means I’m going to have to come, too." Both
Harry and Hermione glared at
him. "What?"
said Draco naively. "You already trusted me with your deepest secret. How
much worse can this get?"
"Why on earth would you want to come with us?" said Hermione.
"I never agreed to that ‘us’ thing," protested Harry, but was completely ignored.
"Same as last
time." Draco stared at her, the warmth emerging from within him turned
his pale grey eyes almost a tepid
azure. "You
know why."
"Am I missing something?" Harry asked with a bit of nausea.
"Always," answered
Draco. As his gaze turned to Harry, his eyes resumed their normal steel-cold
colour. "I have a
meeting later
today. You will wait for me. You have to know that when it comes
to these things," he waved his
exposed arm
about, "I know a lot more than you do."
Harry grimaced,
but Hermione’s steamroller grip left no room for argument. Eventually,
he lowered his head in a
manner of
a man submitting to his fate.
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Draco had a
good reason to believe Harry had killed Cedric Diggory to get his Dark
Mark. After all, killing was a
requirement
in order to get one of those. Draco could remember what he had done to
get his, and shuddered. If
anyone ever
found out, he would be in serious trouble.
The Dark Lord
was at his lowest point when Draco’s father decided it was time for his
son to become an active part
of the wining
side. As the unnamed leader of whoever remained after You-Know-Who’s disappearance,
Lucius
Malfoy had
the privilege to determine who would join their dark lines.
The procedure
was very simple. Whoever wished to join had to bring a body of a Mudblood.
Then, the available
Death Eaters
took a vote. Either the applicant was accepted, or he was killed on the
spot. In the cases when he was
accepted,
the mark was burned on him using a special dark and ancient spell. Potter’s
search could very well be in
vain. It is
possible that the spell had no counter-spell to erase the mark.
Either because
he was very young, or because he was his father’s son, Draco had a discount
on the body. He did not
have to return
with a Mudblood’s body. His father wouldn’t have him face a full-grown
wizard, even if that wizard was
just a weak
Mudblood. Instead, Draco only needed to bring a dead muggle.
Draco was sent
through The Leaky Cauldron into muggle London in the search for a muggle
to kill. It was a very dark
stormy night,
and very soon Draco found himself standing in the middle of an unknown
deserted alley, drenched to his
bone from
the rain, and completely lost. The only way he could call someone was to
use the Avada Kedavra curse. He
had a talisman
on him that would alarm his father to the place when he does. Draco wondered
if he would be able to
use the curse
if any muggle was to walk through. Why wouldn’t he? They were just muggles.
A little girl
hurried past him. Draco pointed his wand to her, wondering what a little
girl was doing out alone on a night
like this.
He followed her progress with his wand, convincing himself that she was
too little to make an impression on
the other
Death Eaters. He knew that being a Malfoy meant that they wouldn’t dare
vote against him, but he didn’t
want to shame
his father.
Draco commenced
striding up the alley. He walked past a street corner and entered another
alley identical to the one
before. His
light sensitive eyes could detect a movement up ahead. He widened his steps,
closing in on whatever it was
that moved.
As he got closer, he could see a dog flinching away from his dark, not
very big but menacing frame. But
there was
still something on the sidewalk.
The dog looked
at Draco from a few yards away, exposing its teeth and growling. It was
a small, battered-looking
dirty dog
who might have once been white. Whatever it was that was lying on the sidewalk,
the dog wished to protect
it, but not
enough to attack the dangerous-looking boy.
The parcel
on the pavement was as large as a man. Draco prodded it with his foot.
It was also as soft as a man. He
bent over
it and removed the bits of dirty cloth that covered it. The dog gathered
some courage, and caught Draco’s
pants. It
was hurled away with a well-aimed vicious kick. The last pieces of filthy
cloth were removed with one swing
of Draco’s
wand. Draco could not believe his luck. It was an elderly muggle. A dead
elderly muggle.
To summon his
father and his peers, Draco cast an Avada Kedavra curse on the dead body.
A few seconds later, he
was back at
the headquarters castle, surrounded by appreciating Death Eaters who did
not neglect to mention to his
father the
ability his son must have, killing a grown man so swiftly.
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Draco sat down
on the quidditch stands, burying his face in his hands. He let his head
fall forward, his fingers passing
through his
soft platinum hair, until his forehead rested on his knees. The memory
of that night always sent shivers
through him.
This time those shivers were especially bad.
"Hello, Draco," A voice as deep and delicate as an ice statue greeted him.
Draco brought his eyes up and looked into their pale twin pare.
"Father," he smiled. "I’m in need of your advice."
Lucius Malfoy
placed a paternal hand of his son’s shoulder. There were no hugs in the
Malfoy family. There was no
need for them.
Draco knew he had his father’s full support without it. Not removing his
hand, Lucius sat beside his
son, his figure
tall by Draco’s slumped shoulders. "What is it, Draco?"
Draco knew
better than to stall. "I’m in love, father." Lucius Malfoy smiled. So this
was what made his son call him.
Finally, he
was a growing boy. "With a Mudblood." Lucius’ smile faltered slightly,
but then his eyed twinkled an evil
spark, and
his smile returned.
"There is nothing
wrong with that," he said, pressing Draco’s shoulder reassuringly. Draco
looked at him surprised.
He had expected
his father to have a solution to the situation, not to accept it.
"You can have
your fun with her, as long as she doesn’t get any funny ideas. Correction,
as long as you don’t get any
funny ideas
like being serious about her." He looked at his son’s stunned face. "You
don’t really think your mother
was my first,
do you? I had my fun before settling down. Some of it was with Mudbloods.
You can have the best time
with a girl
when you know you won’t have the ‘next morning’ problem, because for her,
there might not be a next
morning."
His smile turned into a slushy grin, and Draco felt a wave of nausea mixed
with savage revenge thinking of
Hermione that
way.
"Who is she, anyway? Not that I would know a Mudblood."
Draco smiled. "Oh, you know her. It’s Hermione Granger."
"Hermione Granger?
Harry Potter’s girl? You do aim high." This seemed to please Lucius. Having
his son toy with
Potter’s girl
certainly had its appeal. The idea that she might refuse him never even
crossed his mind.
The mention
of Potter’s name brought something else to Draco’s mind. As long as his
father was there, he might as
well ask.
"Father, Is Harry Potter a Death Eater?"
"You’ve been reading Rita Skeeter," chuckled Lucius. "No. He’s not."
"But," began
Draco, and hesitated. Should he tell his father about what he saw? He as
much as gave his word to
Hermione that
he wouldn’t. Hermione was a Gryffindor and a Mudblood. Why was he even
considering this? "I saw
the Dark Mark
on Harry Potter’s arm."
"You did? I would have thought he’d try to hide it."
"Than you know about it?
"Yes," drawled
Lucius. "The Dark Lord has great plans for Potter. He is not yet one of
us, but he will be." He stood,
and looked
down on his son. "If that is all, I will be on my way."
Draco stood
as well, the confidence that had returned to him made the two look about
the same height. "Thank you,
father."
Lucius gave
Draco’s shoulder one last squeeze, and walked away, leaving Draco very
relaxed with his plans for
Hermione.
A/N:
This chapter contained some references to ‘HP and the Unforgivable Curses’.
None of these references is very
important.
If you haven’t read that story, and encountered fifth-year events you’ve
never heard of, just ignore them.
Thanks to:
Coqui: I’m
so glad to see that you’re back! No one would help me with the tenses *sniff,
sob, sob* If you’re around,
maybe there’s
a point in keeping this up. Now I only need to draw Daine, Mwalimu, and
Doctor Cornelius, and we
just might
be back in the game.
Special thanks to everyone who cared enough to review the previous chapters after the last one was released:
DementorGrl,
Ladybug (you’re so coherent, I admire that!), Big B, Mirager (made me laugh),
Maverick (thanks for
being so elaborate),
Angela Graham, Kath (have no idea what you’re talking about. I guess your
last remark was
meant for
someone else to read, I’ll try to pamper Neville next time), Coqui, Reviewer,
hermioneatkcom, (you got
plenty of
Draco this time), Amanita Lestrange (thanks for being consistent, I would
love to know what made you stop
on your first
read), Sarah Mckatie (?), GinnyPotter, Aoi (You’re right, Krum did just
give his name to the title. As a
matter of
fact, I intended to eliminate him four chapters ago. I don’t know how he
lingered so long).
dagan: Thanks
for being nice, reviewing twice, heh? Trying to break the system? :)
Angela Graham:
You’re absolutely right. I let the a-plot slip away. Won’t let it happen
again. Your review was very
important
to me.
Cassandra
Claire: Ha! True intentions are revealed. So it was you who decided to
H/H in DD. And you are right in
reading my
intentions (as you well know by now).
Lizzy/Tygrestick:
Thanks for making me smile.
RatheraMutemwiya:
Your vote is beginning to become the majority’s opinion.
Nick: With
you on the first two couples (at least for now). I’m willing to surrender
the fact that there is no way I’m
gonna put
Ginny with Draco.
GinnyPotter:
Absolutely right about the Wronski Feint. I’ve been searching the wrong
lexicon. I’ve tried to add some
more of Ron,
as I thought you were right, but for some reason he keeps blending in the
background. Thanks for the
serious review.
Amy: I can’t
begin to tell you how sorry I am for misspelling your name in the respond
review. I automatically spelled
the Hebrew
version of your name. I would have mailed you, but your review was unsigned,
and there are quite a few
‘Amy’s on
ff.net. Agav, eigh alita al ze?
Kris: Thanks.
You really don’t need my permission. I’m glad for the proposed potential
exposure.
Me. The flee.:
Thanks for taking me so literally. You’re the reason I saw the need for
the long a/n at the top of this
chapter. And
thanks for trying to pump up my ego.
Viktor’sGurl:
Thanks for the details. It helps a lot to know what the interesting parts
are, and which things are
annoying.
Sanna: Sorry
you had to go back, and thanks for the great compliment. You could have
just mailed me if you had
trouble reviewing.
You have a problem with h/d? Don’t bluff, These are your favourite kinds
of stories! Er - I’m sorry
for writing
so fast? Was this one better? Don’t take me seriously. I was just swamped
with work the past two weeks.
The secret
to quick writing is not to proofread your work :) (sorry for hurting your
eyes, Cassandra). And I do have
everything
planned ahead. Problem is, my estimates as to how long the chapters would
be are terrible. I planned a
short chapter
this time, and ended up with a long one which includes less than half of
its original plot developments.
LunaLuv: I
don’t see either Cho or Krum as evil. Not yet, anyway.
Sarah, Jodie,
Tammy, olivia: Thanks!
Honeyduke,
Elyssa: Your H/D vote was registered... :)
Amanita Lestrange:
Thanks, and I would love to know what made you stop reading before. If
you feel uncomfortable
putting it
in a review (you shouldn’t) then mail me privately.
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