Hour of Grace
by
Strega
Brava
Chapter
9
Labour
of Love
Hermione and
Harry slowly walked back to the common room, neither one of them
trusting to
voice the various doubts and fears that were milling in their minds. Hermione
held onto
Harry’s hand as if it were the only thing that prevented her from falling
into a
pit of despair.
She felt unusually alert…not sleepy at all. Watchful.
They reached
the portrait door entrance and, after telling the Fat Lady the password
(Norbert),
stepped quietly into the common room, which was thankfully empty.
"I think I
am going to sit by the fire for a bit, Harry," Hermione said quietly. "I
don’t
think that
I will be able to sleep just yet…it has been too eventful a night."
Harry did not
let go of her hand. "I’ll sit with you. I don’t feel very sleepy right
now
either and
I think you need someone to talk to about all this."
The two friends
walked over to one of the squashy sofas by the fireplace and sat
down. Harry
put an arm around Hermione’s shoulders and she rested her head against
him, trying
to relax…trying not to think of everything that could go wrong.
"I am scared,
Harry," she whispered, not trusting herself to look at him but staring
at
the flickering
flames of the fire.
"I know you
are. I am too. But, if there is anything I am sure of, it’s my faith in
your
witching abilities.
If anyone can pull this off, it’s you," he reassured her.
A wan smile
tugged at the corners of her mouth. "You really are hopeless. You know
that, don’t
you?"
"True. But
I am your friend and you know I will help you all I can. He wasn’t my first
choice for
you. Heck, he would not have been on the list at all but you care about
him
and, from
what I understand, he cares about you too. Who am I to stand in the way
of that?"
"He may not appreciate your help."
"Malfoy is
in no position to argue and, from what I have seen and heard, he is doing
his
damn best
to break free from his father’s control. That, in itself, is good enough
for me."
"I was thinking about Ron," she said quietly.
Harry was silent for a moment.
"Harry, you
know how he feels about Draco. He hates him far worse than you do.
With you,
it has always been so personal…a rivalry of sorts. With Ron, it is an entire
family thing.
How am I ever going to make him believe all this?" Hermione asked,
finally turning
to face Harry.
Harry looked
at her and marveled at how much love was shining in her eyes. For a
moment, he
felt a twinge of jealousy. He had always looked at Hermione as a sort of
sister…he
felt a little uneasy about this whole falling in love thing. He suddenly
felt a
sort of empathy
for Ron, who doubtlessly was feeling the same thing about Ginny and
her relationship
with Harry.
"It’ll be okay, Hermione," he said quietly, "Ron will understand."
"Ron will certainly
NOT understand!" a voice shouted loudly from behind the sofa,
causing Harry
and Hermione to practically fall off in shock. There, red-faced, hair
tousled from
sleep and with his wand drawn, stood Ron.
And he was not pleased to see them.
"I expected
better from you, Hermione!" he shouted, waving his wand dangerously.
"I expected
you to have a level head about this sort of thing…think things through!"
"Ron…half a
minute…" Harry got up and started walking towards his friend but
stopped short
as Ron pointed his wand at his head.
"Stop right there, Harry! Don’t make me hurt you!"
Hermione stood
up as well, Ron quickly moved so that he was pointing his wand
at her but
then, realizing the precarious nature of his situation, began pointing
it
alternately
at one then the other.
"I just can’t believe it!" Ron shouted.
"Quiet," Harry
hissed, looking around nervously. "The entire school is going to hear
you."
"I don’t bloody
care if the entire world hears me, Harry. How could you do this to
me? I’m your
best friend!"
"It’s not his
fault, Ron. He offered to help me…" Hermione started but quickly
stopped as
the wand flashed in her direction once again.
"Oh, is that
what they call it now?" Ron asked sarcastically, causing both Harry
and Hermione
to gape at him.
"What are you talking about, Ron?" Harry asked, getting a little angry himself.
"Sneaking around
at night. Disappearing for hours at a time. No one knows where.
I’m not stupid,
you know!"
"We never said
you were," Hermione said quietly, wary of the wand and the little
violet sparks
that were starting to appear at its tip.
"I have feelings,
you know! The least you could have done was tell me!" Ron
screamed.
Hermione suddenly noticed that his nightrobe was put on inside out.
"We didn’t
think you would understand!" Harry yelled, wondering why half of
Gryffindor
house hadn’t come down yet. Then again, rows between Ron and
Hermione were
practically commonplace.
"Understand!?
Of course I don’t understand. How can you expect me to understand
this?"
"I’m really
sorry about all this. It just…happened," Hermione sat down and put her
head in her
hands, suddenly too tired to even cry. Harry automatically patted her shoulder.
"It’ll be okay," he murmured.
"No, it won’t
be! You are going to march right up to Ginny’s room and tell her why
you have been
snogging Hermione for the past couple of months. I thought you loved
Ginny!" Ron
fumed.
Harry turned to his friend in shock. "What?"
"You heard
me, Harry. She may just be my little sister but she deserves to know the
truth! I haven’t
said anything to her…I am going to leave that pleasant bit of business
for you."
Hermione looked
up at Ron, her face a mixture of amusement and surprise. "You
think that
Harry and I have been snogging?"
"Oh, is there
another explanation?" Ron asked archly, crossing his arms over his
chest and
tapping his foot impatiently.
"Ron, you had
better sit down…we have a lot to tell you…" Harry motioned to an
adjacent wing
chair.
Ron stubbornly remained standing and looked at them expectantly.
Hermione sighed and looked up at Ron. "I have not been snogging with Harry."
"Really." Ron said in a tone of utter disbelief.
"Really, Ron.
I don’t love him. I care about him deeply…much the same as I care
about you
but I do not love him," she said simply.
Ron did not
look overly convinced. "Then what were you and Harry talking about?
I only saw
the two of you on the couch and heard something about me not understanding.
Explain that,
will you?"
"She loves someone else…and he is in a lot of trouble," Harry offered hesitantly.
"What do you mean?" Ron asked, somewhat less abrasively.
"The person
I love is trapped and needs my help in order to break free. Harry has
offered to
help me…that’s all," Hermione affirmed.
Ron looked from one to the other. "That’s all?"
"That’s all, Ron," Harry sighed. "I just wish it were as easy as you make it sound."
"Well, who
is it then? Honestly, Hermione. You know you could have just asked me
for help.
Is it Dean? Seamus? Neville?"
"No, he isn’t in Gryffindor," Hermione ventured quietly.
"That seventh
year in Ravenclaw that has been watching you the last little while?"
Ron asked,
looking slightly befuddled.
Hermione looked at Harry and shook her head.
"Ron, I am in love with Draco Malfoy," she stated and waited for the inevitable fireworks.
"Well," Ron
started reasonably enough, "as long as you’re not sno….what the bloody
hell!! Malfoy!!?!
You are in love with…with…Malfoy!?! Have you gone completely insane!?"
"No," Hermione replied mildly, "I haven’t."
Ron stood up and started pacing furiously. "Has he put something in your pumpkin juice?"
"Ron…" Harry started
"Has he been
practicing the Imperius Curse on you?" Ron asked shrilly, completely
ignoring Harry.
"Ron…" Harry tried again.
"Is he blackmailing
you with something…that Time Turner incident back in third year?!?"
Ron shrieked.
"Ron…" Harry grabbed his friend’s arm in a desperate attempt to get his attention.
"Harry…geroff
me!" Ron sputtered furiously, trying to dislodge Harry’s arm. "Can’t
you see what
is happening here? Do you see what is going on? Malfoy…Malfoy…"
"Yeah, I know. He loves her," Harry finished for him.
Ron looked at him incredulously.
"You know about this?" the red head asked in a voice barely above a whisper.
"I have known about this for a while," Harry replied.
Ron sank down
onto the chair and stared at Hermione as if she had suddenly sprouted
wings, a tail
and a horn.
"Is…this true?" he asked.
Hermione nodded.
"And does he…"
She nodded again.
"How…how do
you know. Hermione, this is Malfoy we are talking about here. Mr.
I-am-so-much-better-than-all-of-you-put-together
Malfoy. White-ferret Malfoy. Lucius
Malfoy’s spawn.
Future Death Eater…"
"Not if he can help it," Harry remarked deliberately.
"What do you mean by that?"
"Malfoy is
being controlled by Lucius," Harry explained. "It is a really long story.
Suffice
it to say
that we have it on good authority, including Dumbledore himself, that Malfoy
himself is
not the evil git we have always assumed. Lucius also, in all likelihood,
killed
Narcissa.
If we don’t save Draco…he will be forced to become a Death Eater…"
"And," Hermione continued, "I will lose him forever."
Ron looked at his friends with disbelief but no longer with anger.
"Even if what
you tell me is true, and I can’t say that I believe this just yet. Even
if all
this is true,
what makes you think you can just pluck Malfoy out of the Slytherin common
room and tell
Lucius to bugger off?" Ron was massaging his temples fiercely in an effort
to listen…but
more likely, to not bite Hermione’s head off for fraternizing with the
enemy.
"I have to perform the Omniapurgalis on him," Hermione explained.
Ron’s face lost all its colour. "Hermione, do you realize what that is?"
Hermione, impressed that Ron knew a spell she did not, nodded.
"That is one
of the most powerful purifying spells in the wizarding world. If it is
not
performed
perfectly…if there is one impurity in
the potion…a
wrong gesture in the incantation…"
"She or Malfoy
could die or be rendered insane. We already know that," Harry said
grimly.
"And you are willing to take that chance…for him?" Ron asked Hermione pointedly.
"Yes," Hermione responded clearly, although her voice shook somewhat.
"Blimey, Hermione,
"Ron leaned back, "I never would have guessed…I mean…Malfoy.
Malfoy has
never…said anything…done anything to indicate that he…cared."
"Like I said,
Lucius has been controlling him. It’s really a rather awful story and we
will
tell you the
whole thing tomorrow. Right now, we are both exhausted and we need some
rest. We are
meeting up with Professor Snape tomorrow night to start collecting
ingredients
for the potion," Harry started walking towards the dormitory entrance.
"Snape is helping
you?" Ron asked, rolling his eyes. "Of course. Why didn’t I think
of that? Next,
you’ll be telling me that he is Malfoy’s real father."
"Ron, please," Hermione pleaded.
Ron looked
at his friend. He saw that she was scared and needed not accusations or
remonstrations
but, rather, compassion and support. He did not approve of her choice
of a…significant
other…but…well…she was still his friend.
"I don’t like
this, Hermione," he got up and walked over to stand in front of her. "I
really don’t
like this. Not by a long shot. I’ll help you because you are my friend
but
I will have
one hand on my wand when he is around."
Hermione stood
up and hugged Ron, who hugged her back rather awkwardly. "You
don’t have
to get all mushy on me," he complained as Harry chuckled.
"Thanks, Ron,"
she murmured as she held him close, thankful that he had not turned
away from
her.
"So," he said when he had managed to disentangle himself, "when do we meet with Snape."
Hermione and
Harry looked at one another and smiled.
***************The next evening in Professor Snape’s laboratory********
Professor Snape
was reading from a particularly decrepit-looking volume when
Hermione,
Harry and Ron came into the laboratory. The older man looked up and
smirked good-naturedly
when he noticed Ron.
"And then there
were three," he said rather enigmatically, motioning for them to join
him around
his desk which they did, dragging stools that were piled along one wall.
"We told Ron
last night, and we thought that an extra hand might be very helpful,"
Harry replied.
"Well, while
it will be helpful in the preparation of the various ingredients, I am
afraid
that it must
be the hands of Miss Granger that creates the potion," Professor Snape
pointed to
a section of the open book. "You see, one of the requirements of the
Omniapurgalis
is that the person who casts the spell must also brew the potion."
"That makes
sense. The entire incantation is a direct link between the two people
involved…isn’t
that right, Professor?" Ron asked, somewhat surprised at his own
daring in
facing his most detested instructor.
"Correct, Mr.
Weasley," Professor Snape nodded approvingly, nearly causing Ron
to fall off
his stool in shock. "This is why the Omniapurgalis is so powerful and…why
it is so dangerous…to
both parties."
"I need to
know." Hermione said with determination gleaming in her eyes, "I need to
know all the
risks. I need to know everything about this spell."
Professor Snape
looked at her for a moment and sighed deeply, turning the page and
pointing to
a section of the book where, Harry saw with horror, there was depicted
a
corpse and
a wizard in familiar white restraints.
Hermione glanced at the text and looked up at the older man expectantly.
"It is written
in a language few would understand, even someone with the witching
abilities
you have demonstrated, Miss Granger," Professor Snape replied. "The potion
is extremely
difficult to fashion and there are a number of ingredients you must collect.
Your friends
can help you there. The brewing process takes a few weeks…not unlike
Polyjuice
Potion although we have not covered that yet in class."
The three friends tried not to look guilty and avoided each other’s gazes.
"Once the potion
is ready, it must be administered to the person while they are in
contact with
the object that is the source of the Deservio Obligato. It is rather
unpleasant
tasting although Wolfsbane Potion is much more foul, in my opinion."
Harry shuddered
as he remembered watching Professor Lupin drinking the smoking
goblet many
times…the very smell of it was awful enough.
"What about
the spell?" Ron asked. "I have only heard a bit about it…very difficult
incantation
from what Percy told me once."
Professor Snape
nodded again. "A very difficult incantation, Mister Weasley. One
must block
out all other thoughts and focus their entire attention on the person they
are endeavouring
to cure. They recite a chant and touch their wand to the person’s
chest…somewhere
in the vicinity of the heart. I am uncertain as to what happens
exactly but
I do know that the spell takes ten minutes. Not more. Not less."
"And what if
something happens during those ten minutes?" Hermione asked. "What
if the spell
is broken by an interruption of some sort? Can it be restarted?"
"No," Professor
Snape replied quietly. "The effect of the spell is so arduous on both
parties that,
if it is broken prematurely, the result could be catastrophic. Think of
it as
a link…a lifeline
between yourself and Draco. If the lifeline is untimely severed…before
you are both
freed from the spell, you will either die or be driven totally mad. There
is
no cure should
you fail, Miss Granger."
Hermione sat
there silently, thinking about what Professor Snape had told her. She
thought about
the pleading expression in Draco’s eyes. She thought about her nightmares.
She thought
about the kiss and she knew, without a doubt, that she had to try to save
him. She had
to try to bring him back to the light. The risks involved were inconsequential
in comparison
to the horror of what would certainly be a fate even worse than death.
"I cannot let
this happen," she stated firmly. "I will not let this happen. Whatever
the risk,
I am willing
to face it."
"I am glad
to see that the reputation for Gryffindor bravery is not misplaced," Professor
Snape said,
his black eyes glittering as he closed the book and stood up.
"What do we do?" Harry asked.
"I have taken
the liberty of preparing a list of ingredients for yourself and Mister
Weasley. These
are items that I do not have in my own stores. Madame Pomfrey
and Professor
Sprout will be able to help you with them. Miss Granger," Professor
Snape turned
to her with an unreadable look. "I will be instructing you on the
proper preparation
of an infusion of dragon heartstring essence which forms the
base of the
potion. It is a complicated procedure but not out of your league."
"When should
we get together to start this?" Ron wondered, looking over the list
of ingredients
in Harry’s hand.
"The sooner,
the better," Professor Snape replied. "The more time passes, the
more contamination
in Draco’s body and the more effort required to purge him of
all the darkness.
Of course, you will require some time to gather the ingredients…"
"These aren’t that hard to find," Ron interrupted. "It won’t take long, Professor."
Harry looked
at his friend with pride. This was not an easy thing for either of them
to undertake
but they were both willing to do it for Hermione’s sake.
"Your enthusiasm
is gratifying, Mister Weasley. I am impressed with both you and
Mister Potter
for assisting someone who, I have to admit, has been a veritable nemesis
for the past
six years," Professor Snape remarked.
"Well, it’s
not like I am going to go all out and become his best friend or anything
like
that, "Ron
replied, blushing somewhat. "I just don’t like the idea of someone being
so
cruel to their
own son and if I can stick it to Lucius Malfoy, who has always hated my
entire family…well,
I am all for it."
"Thankfully,
Draco took after Narcissa, despite his father’s best efforts. She paid
the
ultimate price
for that and I do not intend to allow her to have died in vain," Professor
Snape said
harshly and then, surprisingly, chuckled. "Although, even I must admit,
that
the thought
of "sticking it to Lucius" as you so eloquently phrased it, Mister Weasley,
is a most
worthwhile enterprise in itself."
A/N:
The idea for the last line was obtained from Riley (if you haven’t read
"Pawn To Queen"…why haven’t you?)
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