Interview
by Arianna Motherfucker
Can
you tell us something about the legal ongoings aiming at your early fanzine
Pure?
Almost twenty years ago. It's beginning to sound a bit like Andrea Dworkin
and her rape as a teen. It shows up in every fucking book I write. All these
years later, I wouldn't've thought its impact would be that personally significant.
I think it means more in how I perceive my interests, still, than how relatively
tame the whole legal affair turned out.
When
did you start writing? How did you discover this talent of yours?
Hardly talent. Writing was so much more demanding than any other art form.
I feel like it's the only way to actively pursue the information I've been
attracted to.
Have
you ever tried to drain your aggressivity through your works? Can we say you
started writing as a violent reaction against society's downfall situation?
I don't think there's a quantifiable downfall in society. And I certainly
don't think my reaction to whatever society may be is at all violent. Quite
the opposite, in fact. There's a great deal of cowardice involved. Which,
as far as the material goes, can be very attractive.
Why such crude texts, such perverted works and such extreme subjects?
Limited options.
Has
it been difficult to emerge in your country? Did you find someone who understood
and helped your great talent or did you have been "put to rest"
being thought as "too much"?
There have been some publishers who've been extraordinarily helpful. There
are people who've had to put their necks on the line for me to get published.
I find that I rely heavily on these people. Distributors are constant problems,
however.
White
House: how the band was born?
I give a fuck.
Do
you think is it possible to start from a particular kind of music (like industrial)
to create literature or comics art or do you think music has to pass through
literature first?
I think songwriting is, most often, a cheap distillation of ideas. It's rare
that the songs are as interesting as the performers think they are. More bands
than Whitehouse have used my writing for their lyrics. I don't usually care
for the outcome.
Has
industrial music been your compulsory impulse to become a writer?
Not at all. I was writing before I ever became involved with Whitehouse. The
singer and I thought we had similar tastes.
Maybe
not so much fitting with the other questions, but has been a female person
which, besides liking your art, has inspired some of your works?
Yes. I don't know if she'd like to be identified, however.
Do
your "squirts of craziness" for the "ordinary world" have
influenced too much your actual lifestyle?
"Squirts of craziness" is an interesting term. It would be impossible
to deny that the books have put me in situations that have had enormous effects
on how I continue to live. It would also be ridiculous to pretend to want
it any other way.
What
are the writers who influenced Sotos?
Lately I've been obsessed with Anna Gekoski and, in particular, her treatment
of Sara Payne. I think the way that Andrea Dworkin writes is something to
aspire to.
There's
always a big social emargination towards people following such deviate forms
of entertainment and thinking. In my opinion, one must be a little bit of
a deviate to fully appreciate them, making such people create a personal world
in which they can shelter themselves, vomiting on the rest. What do you think
about this? Have you felt yourself this same impulse of retaliation into hatred
or did you live everything in a more comfortable way?
Again, I don't think that hatred or retaliation are aspects of my work. Or
my life. I do think that the people who find something of worth in my books,
at some point, have to stop excusing the material as cultural deconstructions
and look to the subjects and tastes as specific.
What's
the most important between your works, and why?
In PURE I did a collage with photos of missing children and pictures of cumming
cocks. The latest book, "Rat" is not too dissimilar. The introduction
to Ian Brady's book that I recently did was on a subject I first wrote about
in PURE. Honestly, the book I'm writing at the time is always my favorite.
Tell
me something about your work about JonBenet Ramsey...
I can tell you that it's not a million miles away from my writing about Sarah
Payne, Milly Dowler or Lesley Ann Downey. There was a book that ran into printing
and publishing problems awhile ago titled "Playground Sex" and that
was written contemporaneously to the whole press outrage on her. "Tick"
has her on the cover.
I
figured out you're not a big music fan in general. More of the music, you
look better at the lyrical and visual impact a band has, and I know you loved
Slayer a lot... what are your favourite bands?
I don't listen to music all that much these days. It's hard to say this without
sounding cheesy and cartoon sinister but I love Boys Air Choir. I find that
Lou Reed and Pete Townshend do stuff that can only be done in music and, lyrically,
seem more personally honest than typically derivative. I saw a documentary
recently on some of Slayer's fans and was horribly disappointed. I used to
think that was most of their appeal.
White
House are a particular band in the industrial scene, like they're not bound
in a genre, but they stand like a separate culture. You joined WH because
they played with music what you were doing with your writings. Have you brought
in some change?
I think I brought in something that wasn't related to music in any way.
Talking
about movies, what caught you the most?
There have been some absolutely amazing documentaries lately. Stevie. Bus
174. Capturing The Friedmans. Just amazing stuff.
If
you have something more to say to garbage Dump readers, here's your space
These questions probably deserve more lengthy answers. It just doesn't seem
possible right now.