I smiled as I put on some light blue jean shorts, a baby blue t-shirt, and some Nike's. I saw JC and Cheyenne in the doorway.
"What?" I asked putting some money in my pocket
"You look cute" Cheyenne said as I walked out the door
"Thanks" I said as the doorbell rang and I got it
There stood Mike wearing baggy jeans, a wife beater, and some Timbs. To me, he looked so sexy, but I still wanted to be with JC no matter what.
"Hey Ariadne" Mike said smiling, "You look great" he said as he saw JC and Cheyenne, "Oh, you all live together?"
"Yeah, we do" I said smiling, "So, you ready to go?"
"Yeah" he said as I walked out the door
~Josh~
I sighed as I watched her shut the door. My heart just fell to pieces. I had a feeling that she'd never be with me but that was just me. Oh god, this wasn't fair. I then walked into Ariadne's room and saw her journal open.
"You should read it" Cheyenne said walking up to me
"You think so?" I asked
She nodded as she dragged me to the bed. We then sat down as I began to read out loud.
"Listen to this Cheyenne... 'I've met a wonderful guy. He's a Lieutenant just like my father. He has the most beautiful eyes ever! Oh god! I just want to kiss him all over and run my hands over his chest, running oil over it. Mm, that would be so much fun. I like Cheyenne too but she's engaged to Benjamin Bratt. What I would do to her body. Those breasts of hers are to die for. I just want to strip her to nothing and fuck her, not caring if anyone was watching...'" I started
"Whoa..." Cheyenne said smiling, "That's getting me hot... I want her so bad..."
"Of course you do... oh shit, listen to this... 'I wish Josh would've fucked me that night though. I've been so wet, wetter than ever since that night and I can't just release myself. I see the way he gets hard for me everytime I look to him. What I would do for him to be inside of me again. I know he doesn't want me but if I could just have him one more time, that would be good, but I want him to be my man! I want him to be my boyfriend! Hell, if things go as planned, I want to marry him, even...'"
"JC, you have to do something for her tonight. She really loves you and I can tell that guy Mike is just a friend" she smiled
"Yeah, I know, it says it here" I said pointing to the paper, "'Well, um, I saw my best friend from high school. Michael Yacarini. I had a thing for him in high school and he did too. We just never went out and never will because we had made a pact in high school and I love JC so much that it's fucking crazy. I never felt this way about Miguel. He deserved that black eye. I can't tell JC this but I was a virgin in my 'pussy' but not a virgin in the ass. When I was fourteen, Miguel and my mom's boyfriend raped me in the ass. My mom didn't believe me and disowned me. Well got to go before I start crying'" I read as I looked at Cheyenne, "Oh my god! They... gave her such a miserable.. life" I said holding back the tears as I saw Ariadne in the doorway, "Uh hi..."
"What, now you going to make fun of me?" she asked as a couple tears fell down her face
"Why would we do that?" Cheyenne asked shutting the journal, "What you doing here anyways?"
"Mike had some duty to do. We're going to go out later this week to catch up on things" she said, "and I don't know why you would do that" she said as she walked out the room
"We love you, Ariadne" I said as I ran up to her, pulling her to me
"No, YOU love my pussy, not me" she said breaking away from me
"That's so not true" I said
"We never went out, JC. All we did was fuck and oh wow, we had dinner at your place! Whoopie" she rolled her eyes getting out a can of Sprite
"Ariadne, listen, I am sorry I hurt you that bad and didn't fuck you after Cheyenne! I wasn't thinking about you and I don't know why!" I said holding her other hand
"Whatever!" she said as she threw away her can as Cheyenne walked into the kitchen
"Ariadne, Josh loves you! I can see the way he looks at you because his eyes sparkle. You make him so happy" she said looking at Ariadne
"No, I don't! He doesn't want me! He wants you, Cheyenne! He fucked you, remember?" she said
"Okay, I got to admit something to you, Ariadne! I love Josh, okay?!? He loves you though and I am with Ben, who is cheating on me, but I'm not saying anything because no guy wants me"
~Ariadne~
If Cheyenne loved Josh and me, then why didn't she just be with us in the first place? That would sure in hell be fine with me! I then walked away from then, walking into my room, and slamming the door. I then lied down in bed as I curled in a ball, holding the pillow to me, and crying.
"I want them but I'm scared..." I said to myself
"And we want you" JC said as Cheyenne stood next to him at the doorway
I then turned to look at them, with tears running down my face. I sighed as I looked down at the ground. I then saw JC and Cheyenne sit beside me on the bed. I then looked into JC's eyes, falling into his arms, crying.
"I couldn't... stop them" I said crying in his chest as Cheyenne rubbed my back
"Don't worry. Just get some sleep and we'll talk about it later, okay Ari? We'll talk about our relationship too" he said looking at me
"Okay but don't leave me" I said lying in the middle of the bed as JC and Cheyenne lied down beside me
"We'll be here" Cheyenne said before I drifted to sleep