saturday, 9.28.02
oh my god it's less than 16 days i'm actaully updating my site! go me and my updating-ness. Well, i think, i'm actually going to change the layout. well, that's what i would say if i was at home. well, at least that's what i would say if i was at home. Yep, that's right, i'm at my dad's gf's again. joy. just be happy i'm updating. Earlier tonight i went with my mom to see my cousin play volleyball. she's the star setter for FAU girl's volleyball. =D And they were giving out T-shirts at the game every time we got an "ace" (it has something to do with points and serves, but other than that i don't know what an "ace" is.) they would throw a shirt into the audience. So i stood up and jumped up and down and screamed and they threw one to me!!! =D yay! it's cool, it's red and on the front it says "FAU FanFest" and on the back ""Real Fans Wear Red". it's sweet, i'm gonna wear it monday. Ah yes, back to the game. We KICKED JACKSONVILLE STATE'S ASS!!!!! go us! it was really fun. There were an unusally large amout of people there. Lots of loud ones too. (aka mens basketball team. well, i think it was the basketball team, could have been the swim or baseball team. *shrug*) I cheered nice and loud. See, in these matches, two teams play for best out of 5. so bascially as soon as one team wins 3, it's over. WE WON THE FIRST THREE!!! The last team we played when i was at a game wasn't as good as this team. well, i dunno. they were good, but, they missed some easy stuff. This team fought better. It was exciting. I love going to my cousin's games.
anywho, friday night was fun too. Me and whitney went to Oaisis again. As usual. We met mike (stesen) there. We also met up with megan and greg and sean and we saw erin and alex ian and mitch. We didn't hang out with alex and ian and mitch tho. hmm. oh well, it was fun anyways. We saw Jenny too. (megan's friend) It was fun, but i think...well..i dunno.
Oh grrrrrrrr....i had to reboot. Grr... i had to reboot. I hate this computer. It's constantly kicked me offline or freezing up. Knock on wood. now i don't remember what i typed about. I guess this is all you get to read about then. anything else that happened since the last time i updated must not be worth reading about. *non-commital shrug*
"you want to know who i really am? yeah so do i, yeah so do i"
"If i could only make you mine"
Love, Tedi
tuesday, 9.24.02
8:04pm
good lord, my god, sweet mercy, it's been a long time. 16 days. you must have thought i was dead or something unmentionable was happening to me. Well, no i'm not dead, and no, nothing too bad happened to me. see, the thing is, i've started HS. the IB program. it's evil. but fun. well, the people are fun. (the upperclassmen like me! they really like me!) I've just had a lot of stuff to do so i'm sorry i've been neglecting my site. poor baby...*hugs*
i've had this layout up forever! good god. Well, i'm going to try and tell you everything that's happened in the last 16 day but i don't know if i can considering i still have homework to do. lets start with the basics. Friday night. every friday night since the first friday of school i've been going to the Oasis and hanging out with friends. I can't really tell you what i did each time because they're sort of a blur now. to start with, the people: Megan-really cool freshman. i have PE and world hist with her. mitch-cool junior. he's, well, he's just mitch. there's no other way to describe him. he's just cool. alex-another cool junior. i love his hair. aaron-mitch's and alex's friend who doesn't go to BA. butt-sex ben -whitney's friend. btw, he's gay. Hence the "butt-sex" of "buttsex ben". whitney's friends-they're mostly cool. Levi's really neat. Greg- The coolest gay guy in the world. YOU ROCK GREG! and last but not least, there's Whitney. whitney- =Þ
fun, anywho, that's about all i have time for now. i'll try and update again in less than 16 days.
PS i can't forget Ian, tho i haven't seen him at Oasis yet. He's another one of those cool juniors. :D
"So come at me with your moon and burn me in the stars cause nothing matters anymore."
Love, Tedi
sunday, 9.8.02
2:07am
Well tonight, for possibly the first time, i went into serious overload. My brain was "beep beep beep overload overload sizzle sizzle" why? you ask? i'm not putting "why?" on my site for the world to read. it's a lot more personal. If you're special i'll tell you. And maybe if you im i'll tell you. I was so "overloaded" that i drowned 2 bawls. And you know what? i'm kinda of tired right now. I'm gonna go take a shower soon and then go to bed. I need sleep. Being overloaded and freaking out uses up caffine in your body. Seriously. try it. or not.
"Disarm you with a smile, and leave you like you left me here, to whither in denile. the bitterness of one's who's left alone."
PS i'm not freaking out anymore, i'm all happy now.
Love, Tedi
saturday, 9.7.02
Good lord i havent' updated in a while. Nothing interesting at school has really happened lately. thursday and friday Blake and most likely some other people took my belt. just don't ask how they got it off. just don't. i did get it back tho. =D fun. anyways, last night i went to oasis with whitney again. I met up with megan and mitch and i met greg. Greg is awesme. he's gay too. Whitney met up with angelina and and butt-sex ben. "So YOU'RE butt-sex ben!!" -me. It was entertaining. I met some of megan's friends too but i don't remember their names. one of them licked my neck. And then me and megan kind of manipulated it so mitch and whitney could be along to see if they were going to hook up. They didn't. Mitch was going to kiss whit but she didn't really let him and they both agreed that it wouldn't work out. I think that's how it goes. If not, whit/mitch, IM me and i'll fix what i wrote. Now Kyle is feeling kinda betrayed by me for "trying to hook up whitney with another guy." I'M SORRY KYLE! Megan wanted to know once and for all if they were going to date. *looks down shamefully* but at least they didn't hook up......Anywho, me and whitney had to go home at 10pm. I spent the night at her house. We actually went to bed pretty early. 1:15-ish. we slept till around one too. fun. i really needed to catch up on sleep. no more going to bed at 10 for this IB student. 9:15 is more like what i need. After we got up we had breakfast and hung around her place for a little while. About 3pm we rode bikes over to Ross's house. I finally got to tast Bawls. They great and mighty caffine/guarana drink. It's good. real good. I got two from ross. but i had to give whitney $2 for em because she said ross would make her pay for them. *sniff* it was deffinately worth it tho. i'm gonna start a collection. *grin* Oh yeah when we were at ross's his friend Mike was there. This was my first time meeting both of them. They're cool. We all alien-raped eachother and me and whitney stayed there about 20mins to late. {don't ask about the alien-raping} Whit's mom was a little mad that we were late because they had to go pick her Jessica (whitney's sis) and then they were going to their grandma's house for dinner. Us staying at ross's too long made them late. *cringe* but it was fun. Oh yeah whitney's mom thought we were out biking and going to the library. so -shhhh- don't tell. well that's everything worth writing about that's happened to me lately. Oh yeah, one more thing. I got a part in one of the one act plays for drama club! GO ME! hehee
"disarm you with a smile, and cut you like you want me to."
Love, Tedi
Sunday, 9.1.02
September, wow. Already. 10 days till it's one year. and 21 days till it's 3 years. why does everything bad happen in september? Well, on a brighter note, Friday night I took whitney to the Oasis to hang out with some people from my Highschool. I saw Megan (not gothic ex-friend from Davie) and Mitch, who previously didn't know my name (mwahahaha). I met Alex and Aaron too. Alex goes to my HS. He and Mitch are juniors. (score one for the freshman!) Mitch rides my bus. =D I met a bunch of people when we first caught up with Megan, and then Whitney wanted some Red Bull so we got Mitch and Alex and Aarron to walk over to target with us. It's on the other side of the mall. On the way back to the Oasis we stopped at the food court and i had some fries. Whitney drank two of her 4 Red Bulls. She has..uhm...issues...with caffine. lol. Well after i was done with my fries we walked back to the oasis and sat in Hard Rock Cafe for a while. Fun. We walked over to where Whitney's mom was going to pick us up......
To be continued....
love, Tedi
Monday, 9.2.02
1:14am
Well, i guess i should continue the story from above. Here goes: Before we walked over to Whitney's mom's van i hugged Alex and Mitch and Aaron goodbye. Whitney did to, well, 'cept Aaron, he was sitting on the ground so she missed him. I gave him a hug tho. :D fun. I hope we hang out next friday night. Well that's about it. Last night me and my dad spent at his gf's, Suzanne's. fun. (feel the sarcasm?) He wanted to spend tonight there too, and i was like "hell no!" i didn't quite say that tho...I have tomorrow off, and i get to do my laundry and my homework. joy.
"does it make you happy you're so strange?"
Love, Tedi