11.30.02
10:22pm
Welcome to my shit layout. simply read the above to know what goin on. back to real life, last night i spent at megan's after taking echo to the oasis. it was great fun. more than ususal, surprisingly. We met some really cool people. Ian, George, Eddy(sp?), frackie (who's FUCKING AWESOME at DDR.), mel, a cool kid named jaime with blue hair, We saw Jaime and aaron [sexy] there. Aaron had candles in his pocket. 3 of them (yes, literal candles, i'm not being sexual) Today megan and i FINALLY turned in the pictures from the MSI concert to be developed. If she doesn't bring them monday...*hits hands against opposite hand* "you bring them, or else...!"(tedi) "So what is this "else"?"(megan) "well, it involves, you, me, handcuffs, chains, whips, and something to pummel you with."(tedi) "NO whip cream?"(megan) "then it wouldn't be punishment."(tedi) well, that's about it. i have to find a monologue tonight so i can memorize tomorrow to try out for West Side Story monday. buh bye
"By the way your hands were shaking i'd rather waste some time with you."
love, Tedi
11.28.02
9:54pm
I'm so ashamed, i couldn't get the chromeless window to work. i don't know why, i didn't change anything! I had chromeless windows last time. *sob* Oh well, i'll fix it next time i'm at home. [i'm at my mom's now, with her slow ass computer.] At least now you can read all of the lyrics....or not. :) I'll fix this eventually, i swear. i really want to, this looks like total shit right now. I'm sorry you have to deal with this to read what you're reading right now. *sigh* stupid "errors: line 4, character 200, unterminated string constant" WTF??? line 4 doesn't have 200 characters!! *panicedly [is that a word?] waves hands around and screams* (slap me if i'm wrong, but i think that's what that means) Well, that's about it for now. bye!
"Why does my heart always beat before yours does?"
Love, Tedi
11.26.02
4:24pm
For once, i have only french homework to do tonight, so i'm planning on changing the layout on my site. It's been a long time, and this one grow boring. I have no idea to what yet. Maybe something involving The Used. *pays homage to michelle and megan* Or as kyle suggested:
FrenFh: reveal the meaning of life?
dEAdBiRdOnWirE: in a website layout..???
Jt FrenFh: sure
Jt FrenFh: why nt
Jt FrenFh: not*
Jt FrenFh: you could make soem flash animation, or java animation to describe it if you cant do it all in words
dEAdBiRdOnWirE: *raises eyebrow* can i say a shitload of work?
dEAdBiRdOnWirE: not to mention haveing to learn a new script
Jt FrenFh: i think you just did
dEAdBiRdOnWirE: did what?
Jt FrenFh: say that its a shitload of work
dEAdBiRdOnWirE: lol
dEAdBiRdOnWirE: the meaning of life is "it's a shitload of work"?
Jt FrenFh: thats part of it
dEAdBiRdOnWirE: that's not a bad idea....
See? so if i end up doing that, thanx to you Kyle [NY].
Go see some more recent/involved update in my DeadJournal
"Then in violent, frustration he cries out to God or just no one
is there a point to this madness and all that he was...
is just a tragedy
Then on that last day he breaks
and he stood tall
and he yelled...and he takes his own life"
Poetic Tragedy
-The Used *pays homage to michelle and megan*
Love, Tedi
11.21.02
9:41pm
Gees it's been a long time since i've updated. And changed the layout. Sorry, but [as usual] i've been really busy with homework and i just started a Deadjournal. Go read, and comment if you like. It has the most recent updates of my life. Yay, Echo's coming in town today! I haven't seen her since summer. I hope we get to hang out at least a few times. Maybe this fri and sat if she's not busy with her mom. I missed Echo :( Anywho, i'll change the layout eventually. Go visit Echo's Site.She's my inspiration, well for the technical things at least, (chromeless windows, tranparent scrollbars, etc) THANX ECHO! Well, that's about it. Homework sucks. Today was Sarah's B-day. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
"They may cut your dick in half, and serve it to a pig. But when it hurts, you'll laugh and dance a dickless jig."
Love, Tedi
Tuesday, 11.4.02
7:32pm
Well, i updated less that a month ago...lifes's been..somewhere between peachy and sour. Drama's been great. BBM was so much fun. Power tools!!! WEEEEeee. and i built a banister with michelle. bond helped too. it was great. friday night's have been pretty good. for the most part. but some the relationship's around me have been well..shitty. confusing. for example, A likes B but B kinda likes C and C is going out with D, but C really likes B and tries to break up A and B, while still going out with D. and D and A are good friends. confusing, eh? and D kinda wanted to break up with C in the hopes of getting X or Y. not to mention Y and Q are good friends, but A broke Q's heart. (i'm betting there's only 1, 2 or 3 people out there who can understand this, besides me.) D's feeling used, and then T comes into the picture. and...uh..yeah.(don't want shit to leak out) like some big algebra II equation with about 10 variables, and therefore 10 equations. *hits head against table* Well, sign the guest book, take the quiz on me, e-mail me. CONTACT ME!! ...talk to you later, i have to go do something homework related, i'm sure.
"I, i tried to consume just like a superfaggot i got some dude, how can y'all bring a motherfucka something so good he couldn't say no, you nailed me hard, i love em when they don't give a motherfuckin shit, i coulda been someone, 'stead of just another faggot like i am, i played that shit straight blowin suckas on the side hopin i get laid, now everybody knows no way in hell i can ever live it down."
Love, Tedi
Friday, 10.08.02
3:35pm
Weeeeeee no school today!!! *joy* and it's nice outside. for a change. very unflorida like. well i must say, drama rules. i wouldn't survive if it wasn't for drama. i love it. Yesterday michelle and i built a banister. With the help of Bond, Andrew bond. And then donna and shivy painted it. It was quite amusing. Right after michelle screwed in pieces of it donna would be right there to paint it. it was great. Michelle would say to people, "man, i'm tired from all this screwing. it's all i've been doing today." And i would say "we screwed today." It was fun. And then when a screw went in real nice, "You screw excellantly michelle." =D and since we made a banister so well, we joked that we would start a company and call is BADA banisters. BADA=Boyd Anderson Drama Addicts. heheeh. I love preview days. They rule. You get to miss all your classes and hang out with the cool drama people all day. i was at school from 7-ish in the morning till 10:30 at night. =D But i don't mind. It's the auditorium, it doesn't count as school. Check out my poetry, i added some new ones i wrote recently. And no, i'm not really as dark and sad as my poetry may make me seem. I'm actually quite happy today. well, 'cept for that dark cloud of undone homework hanging over my head. grrrr...or gir, as Zim says. Who's Zim you ask? Invader Zim. the COOLEST cartoon ever made. (Except for looney toons. Bugs Bunny Ruled.) It's created by the same person who writes Johnny the Homicidal Maniac. Jhonen Vasquez. <3 him. Well i have to do my laundry now, I'll update again eventually.
"all i have to do, is forget how much i love you. all i have to do is put my longing to one side, tell my self love's an ever-changing situation. It's easy. It's easy."
love, Tedi
tuesday, 10.8.02
well it's been a while hasn't it. not as long as before tho. I guess nothing so important and unpersonal has happened that i would put it up on my site. I am changing the layout, so that's the main reason i'm updating. all my subpages, as kyle put it, are still old skool. I'll get around to changing those eventually. For the mean time consider it a taste of the old stuff. To remember it by. lol. Well that's about it. School is going good. It's fun. Drama rules. I'm teching for BBM which starts a week from thursday. Our night of one acts when really good too. The cast/crew party afterwards was good. I'm now a member of the clit club. "But..but..my earlobes give me pleasure!" lmao. you had to be there. fun. i had another cast party the saturday after this one. well i have to finish fixing up my layout. c ya later.
"you want to know who i really am? yeah so do i, yeah so do i."
Love, Tedi
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