monday, 7.29.02
9:39pm
I had a fun weekend. Friday night i spent at Erin's with Whitney and Lydia. It was fun. We watched a bunch of movies. Wayne's world, Southpark, Dogma, But I'm a cheerleader, and part of this odd english film which totally confused me that involved a whore house, whores, and a little girl. *shrug* Who knows? We slept till noon and went to Denny's for breakfast. Erin's mom took us all home about 4:30. As soon as i got home i changed and my dad drove me to Whitney's and we went to her local theater and saw "Eight Legged Freaks." I thought it was good. extrememly hysterical. You wouldn't think giant spiders 10-20 feet across eating people would be funny but it was! Whitney and I were laughing. I think most of the 20 or so people in the theater were laughing. At least we were. We went back to Whitney's and read some very interesting articles out of Cosmopolitan. (the magazine, genius) My dad picked me up about 11:15. From there we went straight to my dad's gf's and spent the night. I had trouble getting to sleep (it was that damn guarana drink whitney!). We spent the whole day there and came home around ....9...i think? Since that was probably boring, here's something more interesting, Echo Echo Echo Echo Echo Echo Echo Echo Echo Echo Echo Echo Echo Echo Echo Echo Echo Echo Echo Echo Echo Echo Echo Echo Echo Echo Echo Echo Echo Echo Echo Echo
"We'll find the perfect place to go where we can wall em out. I'll build a wall and we can keep em on the other side."
Love, Tedi


friday, 7.26.02
12:02am
Well i fixed up my site perfectedly. Earlier you could see the background image repeating at the bottom and right side. Not good. So, from inspiration from Echo, i did this chromeless window. Cool, isn't it? The background, i took that picture when i was in montana. It's a picture of the lower falls of the yellowstone river in Yellowstone Nation Park. I also added a few more school pix and 2 montana pix. I also got my splash page working. That picture is Old Faithful. I took that photo too. Well tomorrow--tonight--err---tomorrow night i have a sleep over at Erin's with Lydia and Whitney. And i'll probably go see a movie Sat. night with Whitney. Lydia or Erin could come if they want. I actually have something to do both nights with weekend. cool. That's about it. I love this layout. I can't believe i got the background and the chromeless window to work. I'm impressed. Thank you Echo. <3
"Ha Ha you're dead. The joke is over. You were an asshole. And now you're gone. As your ship is going down. I'll stand by and watch you drown. Ha Ha you're dead. You're gonna be dead. Just remember what I said. Ha Ha you're dead. Ha Ha you're dead. Ha Ha you're dead."
love, Tedi


thursday, 7.25.02
4:31pm
YAY i can't believe i actually pulled off this layout. All thanks to Echo (queen-of-the-internet-as-far-as-i'm-concerned-being-a-lowly-newbie(still)-and-all). She helped me figure out how to do this with the /div layers and crap last night. I would have never gotten it alone. Even tho she told me what to do i never thought i'd actually get it correct. :D but yeah, there is that problem that you see when you scroll all the way right and down. see it? no not in this window dummy! the big one! there ya go. I think i'm going to end up having to do a chromeless window. Maybe, i'll ask Echo. now for something completely different...i hope i get to go to the movies this fri. I wonder if Erin called. I'm gonna get offline soon and check messages.
"Anything at any price, all of this for you. All the spoils of a wasted life, all of this for you."
Love, Tedi


thursday, 7.25.02
1:20am
Gee, it's always about 1:20 when i update. As you can tell, i'm doing another layout on my site. ahahh..hah *spicy salsa* AUGH no water left!! anyway, this layout's gonna use a picture i took in montana as the background. it'll be awesome. i would have it up now but i have to scan the pic and the scanner is in my dad's room. (it's 1:25am, he's sleeping) Echo was helping me figure out how to do what i'm going to do. (just wait, you'll see) Well i'm gonna go to bed now, c ya later!
Heres a poem that sums up my parents:

My mom and my dad are not what they seem.
Their dull appearance is part of their scheme.
I know of their plans. I know their techniques.
My parents are outer space alien freaks!

They landed in spaceships humongous.
Posing as grownups, they now walk amoung us.
My parents deny this, but I know that truth.
They're here to enslave me and spoil my youth.

Early each morning, as the sun rises,
Mom and dad put on their earthling disguises.
I knew right away their masks weren't legit.
Their faces are lined-they sag and don't fit.

The earth's gravity makes them sluggish and slow.
They say not to run, wherever i go.
They live by the clock. They're slaves to routines.
They work the year 'round. They're almost machines.

They deny that TV and fried food have much worth.
They cannot be human. They're not of this earth.
I cannot escape their alien gaze,
And they're warping my mind with their alien ways.
For sinister plots, this one's a gem.
They're bringing me up to turn me into them!

-Bill Watterson (Calvin and Hobbes)
Love, Tedi


wednesday, 7.24.02
1:27am
Wow, it's 1:30 already. i've been on for about 1 1/2 already. doesn't seem like that long...*shrug* well i'm gonna go to bed soon. i want to get up early tomorrow (10?) so i can do more stuff before my dad gets home. I did get up at 11 this morning but fell asleep on the couch until 1. lol. oh well. i did clean my dresser. I got my hair trimmed today too. by my dad's gf. She did a pretty good job but it was a little uneven in the front so i evened it up myself. i hope i get to go to the movies this weekend with the camp people. either sat or fri night, whichever we don't spend at Erin's. Well i'm gonna go watch TV or read calvin and hobbes. (PS, i put my story, "Lost" up on my site so you can read it if you want. And she doesn't die at the end. or maybe she does. you decide.)
"I went to a shrink to analyze my dreams. she said it's lack of sex that's bringing me down. i went to a hore, she said my life's a bore so quit my whining cause it's bringing her down."
-Green Day
Love, Tedi


tuesday, 7.23.02
12:47am Well it's just so interesting being online right now. *rolls eyes* Nobody worth talking to is on. I'm bored. *sigh* Anyways, i got locked out of my house today. The lock fell apart. Literally. I ended up being at my mom's for a while but it's all better now. I tried to call my friend Jenna today but nobody answered. hmm...i'll try again tomorrow. well today if you wanna be technical. *eyes fall shut* I think i'm gonna sign off now and read some calvin and hobbes and fall asleep. *yawn* I have 332 songs on kazaa. DAMN. g'night
"I'm afraid of americans. I'm afraid of the world. I can't help it. ... God is an american."
Love, Tedi


monday, 7.22.02
i dunnno, 'bout 2am.
I'm sleeping over at my mom's tonight. Earlier i scanned and uploaded pix from camp and the last days of school. Check it out by clicking "pictures". (psst--it's the first upright of the first "N") My montana pix aren't up yet tho. i didn't have enought time to scan them. My gawd, my mom's computer is really slow. It sucks. Oh well at least she has the internet. She didn't used to. It's good she does now so i could put the pictures on the pages instead of them just being on my site. Well not much else going on. This weekend we (camp people, aka Whitney, Lydia, Erin) decided we're spending the night at Erin's house. I was thinking, either sat. or fri. night, whichever we don't sleep over at Erin's, why don't all 4 of us go see a movie? It's summer, we don't have to just see eachother one night a week. I'll talk it over with them and see wut they think. Maybe tuesday i'll get together with Jenna. I haven't seen her in a while. hmmm...we could go shopping. *hopes* anywho, i'm tired. I have to get up at 7:40 tomorrow so my mom can take me home and then go to her real estate class. She's gonna get a liscense.
"Without you, everything falls apart. Without you, it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces."
Love, Tedi


sunday, 7.21.02
Friday night i slept over at whitney's again. Lydia and Erin were there too, which was cool. We had so much fun. Erin has blond hair and she had dark blue streaks in it. It looked so cool. Erin brought red, blue, and light blue dyes with her. She put red streaks in my hair but you can hardly see it cause my hair is so dark. It sucks. But you can see it a little and i want more streaks/highlights next weekend when we all go to her house. *grin* Erin was going to do Lydia's hair too but she was too tired. Whitney's parents wouldn't let her do it. Oh yeah it's not permanant. It washes out in 20 washes. We went in the hot tub. That was fun. These people are so cool. And fun. We can all talk about anything and it's just so cool. I've never had friends quite like these before. I mean, i was real close with my homeschooling friends but we were so sheltered. It was pathetic. Then when i went to public school in 5th grade i was such a dork. a dweeb. anywho, enough about that. Today i messed around with my image map so you can now read 3 poems i've written and look at Whitney's "God is Minty" site. Oh If you are really stupid and can't figure out how to work my image map (the NIN image that is above what you are reading now) click here. It tells you what parts link to what. Well that's about it. Oh yeah last night my mom and i spent the night at my cousin Jeana's. She lives in Boca Raton. We had pizza for dinner and it was fun. We watched ---oh crap i'm forgeting what movie we saw---- oh yeah it was Orange County. It was pretty good. Some parts were really funny. Well i'll write more later.
"I won't let you fall apart."
Love, Tedi


friday, 7.19.02
Not much happened today. I had an appointment at my orthodontist at noon today. "Everything's looking fine." he said. I just have to keep wearing my retainer at night and i get another appointment in a year. It's all good. After that my mom and i went out to lunch. We were going to go to this italian place but it only opens at 4pm. We were that at 1. So we went to a regular american place. I just had a salad and some cheesesticks. It was good. Tomorrow night i spend the night at Whitney's. But this time Lydia and Erin are gonna be there too. It's gonna be great! Whitney's gonna redo Erin's hair in twists and she said she'd do mine if i wanted but i think i like having my hair back. Even if it is a pain. Do you know what it's like to not brush your hair for 3 days???? I'll probably have her do some other thing with my hair. Like boxes. I'll take pix. with my webcam at least. Anywho, i think that's all i have to say. later!
"tracks will fade in the snow, you won't find me here."
Love, Tedi


thursday 7.18.02
1:57 am
Tuesday night Echo and went and say "Reign of Fire". It was pretty good. I think they could have developed the plot a little more. And sometimes the scale looked different. But the graphics and action and stuff was great. The dragons looked real and the reason for them existing was pretty good. i liked it. I'm gonna end up doing a "Reign of Fire" layout next. After we got home we were taunting Lucas by eating strawberries with ice cream in front of the webcam. Use your imagination. It was fun. Well as we were walking to where my dad was gonna pick us after the movie we saw these two rocker guys. They were sitting on a bench and getting up. You know how they wear chains from pocket to pocket or whatever? One of them got his stuck in the bench. Echo and I laughed out loud when we saw this and walked by. They knew we were laughing at them too. It was really funny. We saw them later and i yelled "Don't get your chain stuck!" but i don't think they heard me. :D It was funny. Well i have an orthodontist appointment tomorrow at noon (whoa just got dizzy) so i should go to bed. PS. It's great to be able to brush my hair again.
"Happiness and peace of mind were never meant for me."
And all that could have been -NIN
Love, Tedi


monday, 7.15.02
5:21pm (17:21)
I was labeling all my pictures from montana a little while ago buti got sick of that. oh btw, i can now tie a know in a cherry stem with my tongue.

See?
well that's about it. I talked to Tony from the haunted house on the phone today. It was cool. He's a neat guy but like 19. too old. *sigh* I'll write more later.
"And all that could have been."
-NIN
Love Tedi
PS i can tie a cherry stem in a knot with my tongue in 11 seconds. *pride*


monday, 7.15.02
12:53AM
I had a great week at camp. Except for the part where i left my pillow there. i hope i get it back. *sniff* anyways, i just put up this new layout tonight. Whitney got me into NIN. They are pretty damn cool. We developed a theory while at camp, "God is Minty." IM at Deadbirdonwire if you really want to hear about it 'cause i don't feel like writing about it now. And you better watch out for 'Ol Gay Eyes. Guard your boyfriends' Asses. IM me about that too if you want to know. I met some really cool people. Cooler than i know from school (no offense). :D Whitney, Lydia, Erin, and Kim (but she lives in Naples...*sniff*). I spent last night at Whitneys and Lydia was there during the day but she couldn't sleep over. I have some really funny pictures from the last day of camp to get developed. *sheepish smile* Twas very fun.
Well, i'm tired. I'll write more later if i think you are worthy.

Ocean pulls me close
And whispers in my ear.
The destiny i've chose
is now becoming clear.
The currents have their say
The time is drawing near
It washes me away
It makes me disapear.
As I descend from grace
In arms of undertow
I will take my place
In the great below.
"The Great Below" (aka the best song ever)
-Nine Inch Nails
Love, Tedi


Saturday, 7.6.02
2:15am
I got back from montana a few hours ago. i don't feel like writing now. bye.
Luv, Tedi