Tuesday, 8.27.02
School's definately not as bad as i thought it would be. I'm making friends and the school work isn't that hard. anyways, i'll tell you about the people i met later, i'm....too lazy now.
They say "Freak!" when you're singled out."
-Chevelle
Love, Tedi


Monday 8.26.02
Today wasn't really that bad. I was out at the bus stop at 6:10 and waited there 50 minutes with mom my parked nearby "watching out for me". At 7 it hadn't come yet so my mom took me to school. We ended up leaving at about 7:15. So i got to school at 8. So a half hour late. It was ok, they really didn't even notice. So skip ahead to lunch: We sat on "FreshMan Hill" and some sophmores came over and like "We don't believe in this segregation shit so we're sitting with you guys." It was cool. They were entertaining. I saw the girl i shawdowed too, Donna. Fun. Well i gotta get to my homework. *joy* Damn it's raining. Frickin Depressing. It rained on the last day of school too. F***.
"Me and the dragon, can chase all the pain away."
Love, Tedi


Sunday, 8.25.02
The last day of Freedom *sob incoherantly*
This is it. This is the end. No more summer. Today is the last day till i enter highschool. I will never again be able to go back. I'm don't really know if i want to even. But middleschool was fun. For the most part. Thinking about school again has brought back memories. Mostly of 8th grade. Some from 6th and a few from 7th. Becca and I playing "blow me" with my ring in math. That was fun. And discussing stratagies for beating eachother's scores with Stephen. lol, remember the "fight" with me and Erin and then Becca vs. Matt and Jon about whether a map or a gun is more useful on the moon. I still think a map is. HA! It is. Talking about "Gay Hell" and "Faggots for Burning" at lunch. heheh And all the other weird shit we talked about. Acting like retards at lunch with Becca playing with the waterbottle. lmfao i couldn't breathe. =D "skipping" math with Becca and playing spit in Mrs. Itty's room. That was fun. In 6th grade Me and Rebecca talking about what the end of the universe would look like. and "what would you see if everything was clear??" "We've been there." That was great Ben. STD rules. God all these memories are making me all nostalgic and sad. *sniff* i haven't felt this bad since the last day of school. And playing Hangman with Eric and Sean and Melissa and anyone else who wanted to join in in 1st hour. Yearbook was so fun. Well i gotta get myself outta this rut and look forward to the FUTURE! yay. (feel the sarcasm?) My bus comes at 6:30. joy. But for the first week i thought i should get out there at like 6:10-ish because the buses are gonna be majorly screwed the first week or so. I get home at 3:40. 'Bout an hour earlier than last year. If your interested, here's my classes.
1st: English Pre-IB
2nd: French Pre-IB
3rd: Personal Fitness
4th: Biology Pre-IB
5th: Algebra II honors
6th: World History Pre-IB
7th: American Music Theater.
fun, anyway, i have some stuff to do. I'll write tomorrow about the first day if i get a chance.
"The only thing that works for me...Help me get away...I wanna fuck you!"
Love, Tedi


Friday, 8.23.02
12:45am
*gasp* only 3 more days of freedom! AUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGHHHHHHHHHHHH! help help help save me save me save me. Oh well. Life's a bitch. I got a cool new pair of jeans today. They're Levi 518 Superlow Stretch. They aren't too tight tho, which i wanted. (the not-tightness) I'm DLing some Monty Python Sketches right now. If you don't like or don't know of Monty Python, you either live in a box or don't even deserve to be looked at by the general population. I'm trying to get the Lumberjack song, the Dead Parrot Sketch, and one that i couldn't find: The Homicidal Barber, which leads into the lumberjack song. *sigh* Oh well i could always watch my dad's tape of it. Tomorrow my mom is moving. Her new place is really nice. It's a gated community. I get to help *joy*. Last night Whitney spent the night. It was fun. I'm burning a CD for her, whether i want to or not. I have no choice in the matter. fun. We stayed up until about 4am. fun. Well i oughta go to sleep now. Tomorrow i get to get up early so my mom can pick me up. Later!
"The end is the beginning is the end and the beginning is the end is the beginning."
Love, Tedi

PS i should get my super awesome-works-on-my-hair-and-makes-it-soft-and-shiny-(not the mention straight)-not-frizzy-and-poofy-STRAIGHENER tomorrow since i didn't get it today. *JOY*


Monday, 8.19.02
yay i got adobe illustator 9.0 on my comp now. It's fun to play around with gradients and crap. fun. Earlier i was attemping to give Whitney advice on a "problem" of hers. Sorry i can't explain it here for fear of A)Whit would kill me, and B) It's none of your business. It just involves and far away love and a near-by cutie. Anway, most of what i would tell you i already did in the entry below. weeeeeee....
"And when you all get shot and cannot carry on, though you die, La Resistance lives on. You may get stabbed in the head with a dagger or a sword. You may be burned to death or skinned alive or worse. But when they torture you, you will not feel you need to run, For though you die, La Resistance lives on.... They may cut your dick in half and serve it to a pig. And when it hurts, you'll laugh and it becomes a dickless gig But that's the way it goes. In war, you're shat upon! Though you die....La Resistance LIVES ON!!

GO SOUTHPARK
Love Tedi
7 days, *sobs*


monday, 8.19.02
Last night Lydia and Erin spent the night at my house. It was fun. Erin gave me red streaks in my hair. I'd take a picture with my webcam and show you, but i tried and you can't see it. I really like the streaks, they kinda blend in, but don't. Damn cheap cams. but for $15 what can you expect??? Last night was fun. We listening to music and i saved many songs from Erin and lydia's CD to my comp. It's like downloading them, only 10 times quicker. =) weeee....Anyway, i got MSN messenger. if i'm not on your list, add me. deadbirdonwire@msn.com and if you don't have MSN, get it. it's cool. :)
"Every me and every you"
Love Tedi
7 days *sob*


Friday, 8.16.02
3:45pm
Hee hee, i got my scrollbar buttons transparent too. It's awesome. I actually pretty much understand the script now. =D I went to the beach today with my mom. It was nice and wavy. Big Waves. And not really bright/sunny either, which was good 'cause we didn't have sunblock. We were only there about an hour. Afterward we went to Jaxson's Ice Cream Parlour. I had a chocolate mint parfait. I could eat all of it, so i took what i didn't eat ('bout half) home. It was fun. damn, school's --AUGH--10 days. *sob* Well i did have a really good summer. *sigh* "All things must end." Bullshit. I want it to last forever. Well, that might get boring. I still have to go school shopping. That, at least, is fun. Later!
"I am tainted. And happiness and peace of mind were never meant for me. All these pieces and promises and left behinds, if only i could see. In my nothing, you meant everything, everything to me."
Love, Tedi


thursday, 8.15.02
11:47pm
I DID IT! I FREAKING DID IT! WOW! GO ME! thanks to Echo for not helping me so i could do it on my own, but more thanks to the tutorial people at codephobia.com for their tutorials so i could do it on my own. Anywho, my next task is to get the transparent scrollbar for my menu, but that can wait until tomorrow. I'm going to the beach tomorrow morning with my mom and then we're going to Jaxson's Ice Cream Parlor for lunch. yep, ice cream for lunch. Gotta love it. G'night world!
"How do you get your sleep at night? How did you get your noose so tight? ....How many feelings can you steal? Gotta be part of your appeal."
Love, Tedi
"Don't Panic!" -Douglas Adams


thursday 8.15.02
8:59pm
Gee doesn't this look like crap. Welcome to my incompitent world of transparent scroll bars. Well, i'm gonna try and completely redo them and get them to work, or i'm just gonna screw the damn scrollbars and use the CSS ones. anywho, here i go trying to get this to work. *sigh*
"I gave you my purity, my purity you stole. Did you think i wouldn't recognze this compromise or am i just stupid to realize?"
Love, Tedi


tuesday, 8.13.02
Well i'm putting up a new layout now. The background is iowa. Riverside, Iowa to be exact. That's where my Aunt Ellen, Uncle John, and Babi live and where the family reunion was this year. It was lotsa fun. I actually took the background photo last year when i was there for 3 week w/out my parents. fun. Anyways, i gotta finish this layout and go to bed. I'm going walking with my mom tomorrow at 9am.
"How far do i have to go now before i fall? And when i finally hit the ground, will you still be there, holding me down?"
Love, Tedi


monday, 8.12.02
I had a fun weekend. Friday night i was at my mom's and we did some stuff, but i really don't remember what now. Then saturday my mom took me and Whitney to the Oasis and we saw "Signs." It was really good. I'm not going to put my whole opinion of the story here, because some of you people reading this haven't seen the movie yet and what i'm going to say would ruin it for you. But if you click here you can read it. It was a great movie. Really scary. Last night i just kept picturing this one part. oogie. Then whitney's dad picked us up and we went back to her house and went online for a little while. I made her listen to conspire. (see entry below) anywho, i got some good pictures from my time in montana from my family up there. I'm gonna scan them in later along with some other montana pix. They're up on my wall. By the time i'm a senior in HS i want to have every inch of my wall covered in pictures. neato, eh? I think i'm going to do conspire layout next, if i can find some decent pictures of them. *shrug* Well i'm gonna go take a shower now.
"Choose my poison, escape my pain. Free the mind stuck inside my brain."
Love, Tedi


Friday, 8.9.02
*sigh* good lord i haven't updated in a while. Sorry bout that, but i've been in iowa for my family reunion for the past week. See, i had this whole blog entry done explaining where i was going and crap, but i forgot to save it. *slams head against desk* Well now you know, i've been in iowa for the past week. When i was there i learned about this band called conspire. They are AWESOME. But i fear my opinion may be a a little biased, due to the fact that i have a CD from them. That is signed. here's a pic of it.

See? *smirk* I'm sorry, i just have to brag. *sheepish smile* You must be wondering how a managed to get a CD from such a cool band. I have my connections. My cousin's friend's husband is in the band. Or something like that.
"i only create to destroy."
Love, Tedi