To make you believe was always my goal
To keep your sweet love that was out of control.
Please God save us in vain I did pray
How strange to believe it's your prayer today
Forsaking all others my love's remained true
You were blinded by drugs no love could undo
Above all failures this one cut very deep
There's countless nights you deprived me of sleep
It's taken an eternity to live without you
To find ways of coping and not to feel so blue
Sometimes the memories break my poor heart in two
Someday I'll wake up without longing to be with you
How do I explain to my family and friends about the way I feel
I never planned to hurt the ones I dearly loved or have them share in my ordeal As I was backed into a corner by emotions stabbing painfully at my brain You managed to control me nearly driving me insane
Pushing me to limits, my soul was slipping into hell
An inner power swept me up to safety and my life is mine again as you can tell