I watched the stars fading out, it made me want to hear your voice.
Even though I just want to hurry up and forget you already...
Everytime I touched your gentle arms and back, I thought about
that day when we would be seperated far apart.
I suddenly come to a stop after going through the ticket gate.
the wave of colors flowing by is so extraordinary.
I'm empty, not knowing whether I'm alive or not,
I wish to be rid of this person whose existence means nothing.
Was I made entirely of lies when I loved you?
even though after I met you the days began to shine,
the warmth of that time your hand was in mine,
and the firmness of those arms I held tightly,
vanished in the past.
I passed by you going through the summer park at dusk,
you were smiling with someone I didn't know.
now we're living seperate lives, and have begun to walk seperate paths.
I want the strength to wish you happiness.
No matter how dear you are to me, I can't be you.
I couldn't take it, I was about to go insane.
Even though, I should have known that there would come a day
when I wouldn't be touched by your kindess, warmth, and weakness
Have these eyes seen something fleeting and breakable?
The day I lost you, I couldn't go on singing anymore.
How do I cross this sea of night's I'll spend by myself, which will strike
at my heart over and over again from now on?
In a place full of unease, without any maps, I cry my eyes out.
If where I'm standing now becomes a 'path'
I guess I can start from here.
When I loved you, you were made entirely of you.
What I came close to losing was "myself".
I expect that the pain will one day turn into the kindness to consider you.
Now... time to live my own life.
smash my heart, shine upon you with the light that shoots out,
I'll meet myself.
I'll love both the world which sparkles and fades and the pain in my heart
living together with them.
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