Sometimes



Sometimes, I feel a laugh within me even though I am not smiling and there is nothing to make me laugh.

It's a wonderful feeling.

It makes me wonder if I am really inherently sad.

Why would you have happiness hidden within you if you were inherently sad?

Sometimes I feel crying within me even though I am not crying and there is nothing to make me cry.

And then I feel like I am sitting in a big chair with pillows that are too soft.