Sex



So unholy.
Pure pleasure,
Undeserved.
-When I find sombody I
    love cherish need-
Unbeautiful:
Not like a
Kiss or a
Hand-hold or a
Touch of fingers to body.
Like an
Abuse, a
Murder, a
Shattering.
Fucking.
-Then it will be
    art uncensored beautiful understood.
Gentle slide of lips down stomach,
Desperate grasp of hands,
Peaceful smooth of
(I need so badly to love)-
A series of grunts and shouts and
Pushing and jizz.
Ugly. Hateful. Greedy. Self-consuming.
Shame.
Sex is
Get on your knees,
Sex is
Touching your hair but rough,
Sex is
Harder tighter faster more,
Sex is
A g-string. Sex is unfinished.
Sex is dirty.
Sex didn't happen or it did after it's done.
Sex tastes smells sounds bad.
Sex is tears alone in the empty bed with two people in it,
Climbing out of (by) yourself.
Sex is silent despite piercing cries.
Sex is a mutilation of beauty,
And body.
Unwanted, but known:
Sex is not love.
Sex will not inspire love,
Heal pain,
Create a smile,
Transcend familiarity, or
Bond two lonely naked souls in the isolated background called life.