Roamed for hours,
Thoughtless
Searching for whatever there was to be found
Sleep was replaced by sex and airplanes.
My eyes can’t close
And my mind can’t open.
We ate all of the empty bread
And drank the coffee
And talked of bodies and convention
And of dissection of emotion
And destruction of reality.
Whatever it is.
We met a strange New Zealandish Buddha –
Boy in the kitchen
Who spoke of hating school and traveling –
And asked how to flavor his beans.
I told him spices
And he said that he didn’t like taking peoples’ things.
We left to ignore the poor
And buy cheese pastries and bottellas de agua.
March 2004