She looks up at me with a glimmer in her eye
Flickering florescent lights squint
In the shapes of diamonds
Reflecting paintings at potted plants
And coffee steam.
She tells me it can’t be done,
I tell her it can
And it must,
And she laughs as if she were at fairyland
(when faeries still existed)
and she eyes her yellow childhood key
to the amusement park
encircled by poverty
and water so polluted it burned.
We read Ginsberg and cry
And decide to love Kerouac
And instead hate the women who let the poetic genius
Hate them
And fuck
Them simultaneously.
I drink mad vanilla and allow bad music
To thump in my pierced ears
And air conditioning to dye my everlastingly dry eyes.
There is a man drinking whipped cream
And writing manifestos
As he sits below a faceless girl
Vulnerably hiding behind her naked body
And all I can think about are tulips
And Thai sculptures
That guard the King and I