A mixture of tears, of fears.

This isn't me, can't you see?

I have it all,

It is all here, it is all me.

I have none of it,

I can't find any of it.

Where'd it go?

love sex pain hurt sweet

Take over me, overwhelm me.

cut me kill me rip me open

Sacrafice me, let me be your pain.

Sweet sweet sweet...

Death my sweet sweet savior,

Come and be my best friend.

Smile with me and laugh with me.

Let me wash your black hoooded sweatshirt,

Let me heal your pain.

Hold my hand and dig your nails into my skin.

Hurt me with the hurt you know.

Let me have it, oh please...

Here, it's mine, give it to me.

Let me have you, sweat and mud and skin and

    let me wash away with you:

A torrent of water and pollution into the ocean,

A downpour of rain and shit into the sewer.

Come on I know where it all went,

Just show me the way because I don't know it

Lend me your map, do you know me well enough?

I could rip it, be careful,

You'll need it for the way home.

Call me when you get there,

On your spikey metal velvet black phone.

On the first ring I'll answer hoping it will be you,

And knowing it won't be.

cold dark rain shine wet hard slide crushed

Be my lover

In the crowd in front of everyone.

Uutside the window let's cuddle and kiss,

Where everyone can see.

Let's make out in the movie theater.

You can wrap me up in your arms while we wait in line.

I'll be okay, I wont get lost in your shroud.

No, I might,

If you offer it to me I might.

Evil evil evil but it's mine.

I'll take it, let's go.