I see the most beautiful bodies
Of my generation
Falling to the curtain – call of heroin
While spotlight transcends fragile white
Corpse-skin
And lonely hair strands
The audience gapes
Laughter shakes
And tears drown
And she runs around the stage like a gladiator
From a tiger
And all she has are weakness and whiteness
And she asks her self if that makes her
Less of a woman
Or more of one,
And even though she wins,
She dies.
10 February 2004