He wants to escape through his nose

      And turn all of the darkness

                              white

      and fill the holes

                        in his nose and his life

    because I can’t.

  And he scares me as if I were

                 Sniffing magic too

     And escaping the touch of

                           the ones who love me.

                Fuck you.

    And your damn suede shoes

                   One day you’ll have to choose.