Damp Red
So he hands me a gun
Wrapped in this childish plastic.
Itself and covered-juvenile slaughter
Or innocent-ridden death.
The trigger is melting over my fingertips
and dripping in burgundy pools on the ground.
My feet stick-like my hand on plastic.
I flip a penny-head over tails-into the pool
And make a wish.
Slowly pieces fall to the floor
And I cannot retrieve them.
He warns me to pick up the evidence
But I stiffly cannot bend and pick up through the
dampness on the hardwood under my feet.
So he picks up the gun
And watches me fall to the ground.
20 May 2004