Extrapolation of Fate

Chapter 1

By: Neo-Queen Serenity

E-mail: serenausako@hotmail.com

Webpage: http://www.geocities.com/Tokyo/Shrine/6436

 

     

 

      A slim feminine figure stepped into the cool interior of an elegant penthouse apartment in Chicago.  Outside, the sun dripped fire.  The silverykeys jingled between her finger joints, and she smiled fondly into the deadly silent living room.

      The elegant satin curtains were set loose, concealing the reddish rays of sun, only the brass railings at the bar glittered.  Serena walked over to the living room, setting her purse down, and turned around the tall Grecian columns that join the black marble floor to the chandelier ceiling.

      "Darien?"

      An empty echo answered her back. 

      He was not back yet.

      Serena smiled again.  She would wait for him.

      A sigh.

      She looked around for the earthy noise, wondering who might be present in her fiancé's apartment right now.  

      The noise came from the balcony.  Serena followed it carefully.

      Her flat-heeled shoe stepped into the patio adjoining Darien Fielding's top-floor balcony.  She stopped, and her body froze.

      Through the large glass doors, she had a clear view of the balcony.  The city was red, the heavy setting sun dipped into the distant horizon, all seemed close, and yet far away.

      In the golden glories of the sun light, portrayed by heavy light rays and stretched shadows, a pair of masculine arms encircled the body of a slender woman.  His dark head was lowered to hers, softly kissing her gorgeous lips.  Her auburn hair raced down the graceful contours of her back, streaked with the sun. 

      A faint chill started down at the base of her spine, and Serena shivered. At the same time, her heart shattered to pieces.

      They held each other so delicately, so loving and so affectionate.  They didn't care about anything. Nothing.  Serena bit her own lips, watching the engrossed couple.  

      The world would have crashed, fell apart, and burned.  But they wouldn't have cared.

      Serena lifted her eyes to the sun, quickly drawing them back because her tears had magnified the red sun so much more that her eyes hurt. 

      Beryl Merlin.

      The beautiful woman who was wrapped in Darien's arms, the owner of the smiling face that had shone across front pages and magazine covers, whose graceful, slender form were constantly draped in elegant gowns and beautiful cocktail dresses.  She was America's sweetheart, every man's dreams, and the ruling princess in the world of fashion.  Famous, beautiful, sensual, and laughingly witty, Beryl Merlin was the subject of men's conquest and women's envious jealousy.

      But now, that beautiful model wasn't on one of her trip to France, or on her way to Caribbean in order to acquire a superb tan.  Instead, she was wrapped in Darien's arms, his mouth against hers.

      She thought he loved her; she thought he would be hers.  

      Serena stared down weakly at the solitaire cut diamond band on her left hand.  The glittering diamond burned her heart. He was her fiancé!

      Serena put her weight back on her back foot, her body moving back.  She quietly lowered her eyes and slowly stepped back into the apartment.  Happiness, excitement, and everything she had faithfully carried here to greet her fiancé were extinguished to be suddenly replaced by an empty void.

      Her foot carried her mindlessly to the door.  With much pride and courage, Serena opened it, stepped out, and shut it gently. 

      It was until she was completely alone in the lonely bedroom of her own apartment, did Serena allow tears to fall down her cheeks.

 

 

 

 

      Serena slid the engagement ring down her fourth finger, gazed at it for a long moment, and set it into the velvet box Darien had given to her.   She looked up at the old man sitting in front of herself, smiling weakly.

      "What happened?" Mr. Fielding, her father's best friend since boyhood asked with worry.  "Did Darien-"

      She shook her head.  Remembering her overjoyed smiles when Darien proposed to her in the same room, she also remembered every single detail they shared togeether.  But this time, Serena Lamperd saw things with clarity.

      She had been totally in love with him since sixteen.  Their families were friends forever, and during the tucking-along times they spent fighting, teasing, and killing each other, she had fallen in love with him.  And now, Serena realized with shame, her affection was completely single-sided. 

      Darien Fielding was three years her senior and regarded her as a child who never grew up. When he was surrounded by worldly college friends and clad in a tuxedo, she was blushing with secret dreams and giggling with high school friends. 

      She had been too willing, too starry eyed, too caught up in her admiration of his handsome face and numerous male charms.  And she had overestimated herself.  Serena Lamperd thought she would grow up and win her prince charming, including Darien's breathless admiration. And now, she was twenty-six, an accomplished lawyer, youthful and quite beautiful. 

      The old Lamperd and Fielding generation harbored the secret hope that a wedding would eventually take place between their children.  Serena knew that, and she was encouraged to capture the heart of her childhood love.  Charles Fielding had even hinted during numerous occasions that Serena would be a perfect wife for Darien.  

      He proposed a year and a day from yesterday.  It was like a dream coming true for her.  Serena Lamperd felt beautiful and loved.  She was the ugly duckling transformed into the elegant swan.

      But now she saw everything.  She remembered his carefully concealed impatience, his absent-minded remarks, his disinterest in her career affairs, and his obviously displayed annoyance.  He had played along, engaged himself to her in order to satisfy his family.  But she had naively thought he loved her.

      Darien Fielding, the billionaire tycoon needed someone like Beryl Merlin on his arms.  He needed that beautiful, sensual woman, to love her and to be loved by her.  He wished to show her to the world, adorned in cocktail gowns and set her up as the mistress of his grand estate by the coast of Pacific in California. 

      Darien didn't need Serena; she was too naive, too gauche, and unsophisticated.

      Serena lifted her eyes; her gaze met those similar blue eyes from Mr. Fielding.

      "Darien didn't do anything." Serena promised.  "I just don't feel-feel that we are suitable for each other.  You see, Darien and I...we are too different.  Perhaps it's best that things end this way."

      Charles Fielding watched as Serena got up and left.  He had always regarded her as a daughter.  He had seen the hurt in her eyes, and her unwillingness to confront Darien with her wish to cancel their engagement.  And he knew that there was more to what Serena was willing to let him know.

 

 

 

 

 

      "Rena?" Ami Grant stared at her law firm partner with disbelief. "Why in the world did you do that?  You loved him!"

      Serena looked harder at the document in front of her.  But simply mentioning Darien Fielding made her heart crack again.

      "I do love him.  But I want the same love to be returned to me, too." She paused for a second, "It's all over, finished."

      "If he didn't love you, why in the name of Christ would he propose?"

      "Ames, please." Serena looked up with helpless appeal. "I don't think I can handle any more of this right now.  And I am not Darien Fielding's fiancee anymore."

      Ami nodded her understanding and sighed.

 

 

 

 

 

      She removed the silver-framed reading glasses from her face and winked.  The red rose petals in the crystal vase on her desk looked both romantic and comforting.  Driven by an impulse to cry, Serena reached out to touch one of the red petals. 

      Soft, delicate, and fragile. 

      She then glanced at her leather-band watch, and saw it indicated 7:45. Standing up, Serena tidied her desk and scattered documents.  Just as she reached for her coat, the door slid open.

      "Cherie!"  A handsome man in his early thirties exclaimed.

      Serena smiled, launched herself into his outstretched arms and laughed. "Why, Greg, you are always so punctual."

      Greg smiled down at the woman whom he had taken care of as a little sister during their long years in college.  She was also the woman he loved, but dared not confront.

      He lifted his chin toward the roses on her desk, a dark brow raised questioningly.

      "They are lovely!" Serena relaxed inwardly.  Greg has always been a big brother to her, a man who will always offer her a shoulder to lean on.  The moment he entered, she had dreaded to offer him an explanation regarding her broken engagement with Darien Fielding.  But now she knew he had understood her worries and wisely skipped the questions.

      "I see that you approved my gifts, now will you please give me the pleasure of dining with you, young lady?"

      She placed her hands in his warms ones when Greg had helped her into her coat.  In her mind, Serena convinced herself that she should love someone like Greg, who had always shielded her from the world's harms. 

      She promised herself that she would try that.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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