| a fishey day hey where the hell did thae lat 2 months go? hmm well i have been busy none stop with school doesnt that suck. never leae honors classess, it'll be the biggest mistake of your life. hmm i think that i have onyl one friend. Jaymee. everyone else sucks. i dont talk to people, i find myslef just sitting next to people for much and not saying much, although last year it was much worse. i was to scared to say anything. Well not talking is regretable beuase now i am getting vtraes, i have no idea how that is going to affect my speech. I wanted invisiline but the dentist said they werent right for me. Life isnt reall;y great at the moment but i cant compplain much, except for a few broken things around the house that will not be replaced. Oh yeah. i just got out of the shower and i was in the mindset of being productive today so i went to clean out my fish tank and started to clean it. I got a full bucket of dirty, slimey water and carried it outside and dropped it on the ground. It splashed back up on my face hai and torso. It was grose. i didnt want to open my eyes, so on the winter day i had my sister take of the facust cover, connect the hose, and wter me down. it was cold but funny. yeah, enough of that. i didnt ask for anytihng for chirstmas. My parents bought me drivers ed classes over the summer and soon braces. those cost way to much and besides i cant even think of anything i want. i boguht everything with my summer job money. 21 Dcember 2004 eh? im to tired to think of a tittle hmmm well i have been tremendously busy the past uhh 5 weeks. im always at work, school, or home doing homeowork! heh. i miss doing things... and even not doing anything at all. sea workd doesnt even pay enough for my pain. i hate yearbook class. our teacher is giving us a bunch of crap that we dont need to be doing. it confuses us and the teachers. and the worst is that she says we did this shit every year to the new staff members. hate school. i ffinally found something good about having us history ap. not the daily homework, reading and essays but that our nice teacher lets us out a min early becuase we are out in the ghetto/ portables. she also accepts us to class if a few secs late. hmm dont u just hate when people dotn do anything in a project then are mysterioys absent the day of the presentation? that happenend in chemistry but thats alright becuase chris and i got it down! poster, info, even a model for extra credit! we did the presentation part which was supposed to belong to that group member. aww well. im exafferating probably. never take an advance placement course! for the love of sanity dont do it! i dont have time to think... to eat.... i loe out on sleep. fortunatly my kind managers gave me sunday off... so i just pushed all of my homework to sunday. yeah i also advise people in high school to only have a summer job, not a weekend job. remember that! youll regret your descision if you forget. ok i out 17 september 2004 this is my first entry.... welcome back to school! today i was almost bet up by a tall black guy. i went to lunch today and put down my backpack to save my seat because taft is all over crowded now and if you dont save a set then you cant site. so then i was in line for like 30 mins and i got my food and headed back to by seat. the chair was gone that was where mine should have been and the one next to me too.... but there was one just in the middle of the walk way so i took it and then this guy started telling at me and threating to throw my pizza on the ground and kept calling my a bitch becuase he said i took his chair. i was scared but his arugment didnt make any sense.... even his friends were like 'yo dude theres a chair right behind you' but nooooo he kepting ranting about. the poeple around me were all watching and my friend jessica[ you remember her dont u lol?] was sitting next to me. it was her first day at taft... so thats a really great impression... crazy people yelling at others cuz apparently they own a chair at a public highschool.... school sucks this year, its like a mini new york city... august 23, 2004 |
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