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black & white
I rather be hated for what I am than to be loved for what I'm not
I stab my heart everyday with an invisible knife,
the invisible blood would bleed out from my eyes.
The world then becomes blur,
I panicked, i worried.
My breathe would get weaker and weaker.
My brain signals me about my pains and sorrows.
I lay there without any movement as if i'm died.
Alone movie
Alone dinning
Alone travelling
Alone walking
Alone singing
Alone crying
Alone brooding
Alone Alone Alone
Wind touches my face
Wind brings me my sorrows
Wind makes me sad
Wind leads me to memories
tick tock tick tock tick tock...
second second second...
minute minute minute...
hour hour hour...
day day day...
year year year...
knock knock knock...
feels so...
I didn't want to be pessimistic, but the environment forced me to be.
I'm just an ant on this planet, an ordinary guy in this world.
Things happened, I can't change it.
Ship wrecked, dream sank, I couldn't save it.
I passed by a music store which was playing our theme song.
My soul suddenly went silence, I could easily hear my heartbeats.
Walking down the street, I thought if you had passed by me.
I've never seen you, though you had.
But still you rather see me walking alone on the crowded street.
Despite of the reality, i willingly gave you my everything.
My only wish is your happiness.
Everytime when I close my eyes, i see stars.
My little cinema has been projecting the story of you and I.
The day you left me, I felt you becoming closer,
Closer to my heart, cause' you've shifted deep within.
The melody from the music box hooked our memories.
You treated me as a friend while I'd developed feelings toward you.
Life seems to be destinated that we can only have friendship.
A deep strong friendship.
aRgh... why... why...?
What I did in my previous life that i deserved all these in this life....?!
Why can't I lead life like others? Why so unfair to me?! Why...? why.......?
If you love somebody, set her free.
If she comes back, she is meant to be yours.
If not, just let it be 'cause their heart was never yours to begin with....
I'll never be the same again...
as i'm going to evolve into a feeling-less person, a cold blooded one who doesn't believe in love again,
a person who will be a heartless beast...
none in this world can be trusted..
haha..what is this world doing to me?
it isn't the sky that i saw, it doesn't feel the same anymore. everything & everyone can change...now i'm standing in the middle of the crowd, seems like looking for someone or something but only see cars, buildings & people walking passed me...
What self confidence should i have? I had them you know?
But its all gone, all destroyed.
sky's friends:
'cloud' crys when sky is sad.
'sunny' shines when sky is happy.
'rainbow' colours sky when 'cloud' stops crying.
they will always be there for sky.
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Bú† è êMõ†îºñs hå§ jÚz Št@r† †º ƒlòóD...
Don't live in the past...
Look for tomorrow.
Live for today
Or you'll drown in your sorrows.
Don't be too confined
So your spirit can dance.
You won't be fulfilled
If you don't take a chance...
life is a rollercoaster
full of ups and downs....
don't be affected too much by the downs
don't gloat too much about the ups
move on....
live your life....!
our future is in our hands
whether to grab or to lose
it all depends on us
team success formula
same believe + same action
individual success formula
determination + hardwork
always take failure as an optimistic situation
because you gained a precious experience.
i'm sure no one will repeat his mistakes,
but will change and amend the mistake.
why the horse isn't a good breed when it had never lose?
because it would never learn from it's mistake.
why is it so?
because, it never had a chance to gain experiences from failure
and therefore never improves,
worst still it might be complacent.
sooner or later those horses that had lost will win one day.
run run run.... run away from this crazy world...
&
optimistic VS pessimistic
you are not the the most unfortunate,
there are more unfortunate ones whom you don't know
dare to dream
dare to realise
dare to overcome
dare to win...
back to black & white
back to the sea of stars
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