I went to colour my hair again last Saturday coz my pink colour has fallen off... by now, my hair colour is red again! This time, I went to find my hair stylist to do the colouring for me. It looks Pinkish Red under bright light but when it is dark, it looks just Pure Bright Red. My colleague says this colour reminds her of hide(She doesn't really know who is hide but she has seen his photo, which I've shown her before, only.)
At the stroke of midnight tonight, it sounds the opening of the Gates of Hades. Yes! hide can come out to play on earth for 1 month again! I'll sure be waiting for him ne! *Heeheehee~ Speaking of which... hmmmn~ I gotta sms to tell Tan about this so that she will have enough time to bring out all her charms, pendants, jades and etc to protect herself. She is super scared of hide! Hahahahahaa~* Talking of hide~ EH! MY HAIR COLOUR IS PINKISH RED! SAME AS hide & hide DOLLS AGAIN! What a 'coincidence' ne... Frankly speaking, I actually wanted to colour my hair black on Saturday but I don't know why I just said "I want my hair red!" to my hair stylist! It's weird ne.. to think I still feel so happy even when the hair colour is actually a colour that I had not wanted in the first place! Oh no~ is that hide telling me to colour my hair to the same as his, to wait for his arrival? Hmmmmmnnn~ I don't know ne.. I'll let hide tell you the answer himself! Heeheeeheee. . .

Today I went to Sentosa, Siloso Beach to watch my friends' band "LGF" perform together with a japan pop band called "Gypsy Queen". Although the performance was good but the sad thing is the audience crowd is not that big.. I think there is most probably less than 200. Tonight is the first time I ever saw my friend's band actually having fans following them ne! Waaaah~ are they becoming superstars already!? Does that mean next time if I wanna meet them, I gotta book an appointment 1 month in advance? Muahahahaha~ demo kakkoii yo!
Well I heard from one of my friend that the soundmen who was working that day sucks hell out.. They were not only doing their job at all and yet, still dare to critise my friends with the mic on purposely! "Hey you fucking bastards! Ain't local band humans!? Ain't you from Singaporean!? Who are you to look down at my friends!? If you don't like local bands so much, then fuck off! If you like to serve ONLY Japanese bands, then why don't you just get your arse to Japan! Music is suppose to be a bridge to link all in unity. . Music is about love and peace. . Music is not separating people irregardless of nationality, races or whatsoever. . Music doesn't like to have people like you!

Recently I am in a "photography craze". . I've been snapping quite an amount of pix on the digital camera that I borrowed from my friend! *Poor digital camera. . . dying in ino's hands* So I decided to take a lot of pix of my kawaii hamu, Blur Blur-chan and also, my hide dolls and toys! See my 'mini' collection of hide dolls! *I bet Tan will faint when she sees this too!*
Just a week ago, I went to a movie preview in town area and guess what I saw? I saw hide's guitar on sale!!!!!!! Yes! I wanna get!!! Or will I get as my birthday gift? muahahahahaa~

I've always wanted to do pink hair like beloved hide and finally I got the hair colour done last Saturday! The hair dye was a korean brand but too bad, on the box it states that the colour is semi-permanent and will only last for 2-4 weeks so that means once the colour fades off, I will need to re-colour again. Waaaaah~ why can't it be permanent?!? So how do you find my colour? If you see me in person, the colour will be slightly darker... around pinkish-violet shade but on the camera, it looks super pink! *cho~ kakkoii~!!* I like this colour a lot and I intend to continue with this colour for my next round of colouring.
I came across an interesting quiz while surfing the net to find hide's photo this morning, it is about which X-Japan member are you. I did the quiz and guess what, I am "hide"!!! So happy! *I bet Tan must be saying I am mad when reading this diary log and looking at my hair color!* Hahaha~ maybe I should go to Bangkok with my pink hair and stay at her house for 1 week... then by the end of the week, I think Tan will be super traumatised by me. Heeheehee~ evil grin...

Life is a journey of ups and downs, rights and wrong... living a life is already hard enough with so many obstacles to go through, so why make life hard for one another? When will the day come for complete peace, serenity and unity? It's the ugliness of one's heart that causes all these unhappiness, fightings, discords.. it is the evil that lies within the heart that is the root of all these. Why don't people try to make the best out of each day? Won't this make life easier and days happier... Life is short, we should enjoy and make use of our days on earth to the fullest. Who knows this moment I might be happily updating my diary here then the next moment, I will simply vanish from earth? By then, will I be missed? Maybe yes, maybe no.. even though I might be misssed, I guess it will only be for a while coz life has to go on for the living ones. Just becoz I'm dead, doesn't represent that the earth will stop turning, the sun won't rise, the world will weep for me.. who am I? I am just me.. a nobody on this piece of vast land.
Like what I said before and usually say inside my profile.. "The end is yet, the birth of another. Without any death, there is no birth. This is not the end but it is just a opening for us. We must stand unite fearless of any obstacles.. to the end we will succeed. I hope to see you on the other end of the world after I have finished my marathon on a place called earth. Till that day, thy shall meet thou."

Happy Birthday Sugizo!
July 8th.. birthday of the famous Sugizo and also, my lucky friend - REI. Happy birthday to you both, may your days be filled with happiness and may you(REI) be in love again and find a good loving girlfriend soon.
This year, I can't seem to locate Sugizo's latest pix so I guess, I'll use back last year's photo. Anyway, he's forever kakkoii~ so I guess he wouldn't mind me using back his photo.. or will he be thinking "You think work hard enough to search for my photo.. becoz I am not your beloved Inoran??" Hahaha.. a wild thought of mine.. who would be so lucky to really have their idols entering and visiting their site? If that person's idols really access his/her site and read what he/she is doing, then I shall really say that person is really super lucky! Just hope that one day Inoran will really come and read my diary! *dreaming dreaming dreaming all day long*
(Entry Date : 2003.07.10) I found new photo! Just got from Sugizo's website when I revisit it just a while ago to check on updates.. He updated his website on his birthday.. ore wa baka... I didn't check thoroughly enough. So now it is alright if Sugizo really scolds me for not working hard enough. Gomen ne~