To Want And To Wait ~ scene V.iii
by the diggler
Warnings: This fic is YAOI, and this part has lemon!!! [explicit boyxboy homosexual content, FOR ADULTS ONLY] finally.
Disclaimer: Slam Dunk and related characters are the property of Inoue Takehiko et al.
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Rukawa breathed a sigh, dozing contently in that place just outside sleep, not quite ready to wake himself fully just yet. Somewhere in his drowsy awareness, he felt a weight pressing against him, keeping him warm, and it made him want to smile. And then he felt it, the lightest of touches, the same thing that had pulled him out of his dreams a moment ago; a soft caress against his face and brushing lightly against his hair. Unconsciously he turned into the touch, letting it stir him gently awake, his eyelids finally blinking open. The dim light of dawn filtered through the curtain behind his bed, shining its pale blue glow around the face hovering just above his own.
Hanamichi.
Rukawa reached up, mimicking the others boy's caress, fingertips exploring the redhead's features... solemn, and beautiful.
"Hi." Rukawa whispered, smiling softly at the other boy. Hanamichi returned the half-smile for a moment, before leaning down to place a kiss on Rukawa's lips.
Rukawa sighed deep again, gazing back quietly at the redhead.
"It's still early, we should get more rest."
"No." Hanamichi said, so soft that Rukawa might not have heard him if he hadn't seen the movement of the redhead's lips. "I don't want to go back to sleep."
Rukawa raised an eyebrow, questioning. Hanamichi took in a shaky breath.
"I can't wait any longer Kaede."
Rukawa's breath hitched, his heart skipping a beat at the other boy's words. Hanamichi leaned down and kissed him again, this time with more resolve, imploring him.
Rukawa moaned softly into the redhead's mouth, waking up quickly under Hanamichi's ministrations. This was it. The time for holding back was over. Fully awake now, Rukawa took a firmer hold on the redhead's arms, flipping him over onto his back.
"Kaede!" Hanamichi gasped, and Rukawa trembled at the sound. Looking down at the redhead he was momentarily entranced by the vision that lay beneath him, Hanamichi's eyes dark with desire in the dim morning light. And then Rukawa dipped his head down to the redhead's neck, kissing him in all the places he'd dreamed of kissing, and Hanamichi sighed blissfully, stretching his neck out for him. Fingers slid under the back of Rukawa's shirt, tentatively tracing a path up his back, and Rukawa gasped, shivers running up and down his spine. He reached under Hanamichi's shirt, wanting to feel the skin there too, and the redhead's skin jumped at the touch, stomach trembling against his fingertips.
Abruptly Rukawa pulled back, taking off his shirt and tossing it to the floor. Reaching down he pushed up the hem of Hanamichi's shirt, and the redhead met him halfway, helping him pull it off. For a moment they did nothing, just looked at each other, allowing their eyes to roam free across the planes of the other's body, until finally their heated gazes met again, locked.
Slowly Rukawa lowered himself, resting his weight down on top of the other boy. They gasped into each other's ears as their bared flesh connected, shuddering with eyes wide.
"Kaede..." Hanamichi moaned breathlessly, sliding his hands up Rukawa's back and hugging him close. Rukawa began kissing the redhead's neck again, stroking his palm down the side of Hanamichi's body. Then slowly he stroked back up the redhead's abdomen, his thumb brushing up against a hardened nipple, and Hanamichi gasped at the slight tease. He did it again, rolling the nub with his thumb, and Hanamichi moaned softly, arching his back into the touch.
As the redhead lay panting, Rukawa languidly trailed a path of wet kisses down Hanamichi's neck, crossing his chest, finally reaching his destination with a teasing lick. Hanamichi yelped at the sensation, his body jerking upwards slightly. Then Rukawa licked the nub again, and received yet another yelping gasp out of the boy beneath him. Smiling at the redhead's responsiveness he continued his teasing nips and bites, until Hanamichi groaned out in frustration. Finally Rukawa gave in, his mouth closing down on the nub, gently sucking, and Hanamichi moaned and arched beneath him, breathing heavy and loud in the still morning air.
Roused by the tortured gasps and moans coming from Hanamichi's mouth, Rukawa pulled away, hungry for another glimpse at the redhead's face. Hanamichi looked up at him, his lips parted and quivering as he breathed, and his eyes... pleading for more. Rukawa lost himself in those honey-brown orbs, mesmerized by the passion and need he saw in them, until Hanamichi could wait no longer.
"Kaede!" the redhead choked out, frustrated and urgent.
Rukawa swooped down and claimed Hanamichi's mouth again, plunging his tongue deep into those sweet recesses, biting and licking lips, starved for Hanamichi's taste. The redhead wrapped his arms around Rukawa again, pulling him close, and that was when Rukawa felt the proof of Hanamichi's desire. He groaned at the touch, pressing close, his own arousal quickly growing full as the redhead began to rub against him.
Their kisses grew even more frantic, the hunger to taste each other's skin, to nibble on each other's flesh growing more potent by the second as their hips rubbed hard and slow against each other. Hanamichi slid his hands down the back of Rukawa's underwear, cupping Rukawa's rear greedily before he began to push at the confining material, wanting it off.
Rukawa leaned back, quickly complying with the redhead's demands and pulling his boxers off, exposing his heated arousal to the chill air of the morning. Hurriedly he leaned forward again, wanting the warmth from the boy beneath him, but Hanamichi pushed him back, forcing distance between them.
Rukawa was confused for a moment, worried that he might have done something wrong, but when he saw Hanamichi's eyes hungrily roaming his body he understood, sitting back on his heels and allowing the redhead his exploration. Chest heaving as he caught his breath, Rukawa watched as Hanamichi's eyes devoured him in the pale light of the dawn, his body shivering from the cold and need and trembling desire as he waited for the redhead to have his fill.
"Beautiful..." Hanamichi breathed, his eyes meeting Rukawa's with awe. Rukawa leaned forward again, and this time the redhead did not protest. He reached for Hanamichi's boxers, and the redhead lifted his hips, allowing them to be pulled down his long legs.
Rukawa hovered over the redhead, taking his turn to look now, his fingers tracing the roaming path of his eyes down Hanamichi's stomach, around his hips, up inside his thighs... finally brushing over the waiting arousal there. Hanamichi gasped, twitching against Rukawa's fingertips, and Rukawa gripped him lightly, feeling the redhead's length hot and hard and heavy in his hand.
"Kaede... please..." Hanamichi begged, his voice thick and cracked with need, his eyes beseeching.
Rukawa nodded. He leaned over and reached into his bedside drawer, rummaging around for what he needed. Once he found it, he lay back down alongside the redhead. Hanamichi bit his lip, a flash of nervousness crossing his features, but Rukawa kissed him softly, trying to sooth his anxiety.
"It'll be ok. Just try to relax." he crooned. Hanamichi nodded, his gaze trusting.
Rukawa opened the tube, covering his fingers with the lubrication. When he was done he moved in close to the other boy, lifting the redhead's leg up and draping it around him. Watching Hanamichi's face closely, he reached around, pressing his fingers against the redhead's entrance, and rubbed it softly. Hanamichi gasped in response, clutching at Rukawa's back and wrapping his leg tighter around Rukawa's waist. Slowly Rukawa slid his finger in, watching for any sign of pain before continuing, but Hanamichi's eyes locked onto his, sure in his desire, and as Rukawa continued adding another finger, the redhead's gaze never wavered. Soon Hanamichi was thrusting back on his fingers of his own accord, their erections rubbing together achingly as they moved.
"Please hurry!" Hanamichi urged, gasping. Finally Rukawa pulled away, quickly snatching up the lube again, but the redhead took it from him.
"Let me." he said.
Rukawa let Hanamichi take the tube from him, and watched as the redhead covered his hand. Then Hanamichi reached down in between their bodies, and wet fingers gripped his throbbing erection, rubbing and massaging the cool fluid all over its length. Groaning, he began to thrust into Hanamichi's grip, but all too soon the redhead pulled away, forcing him to settle down.
The redhead waited patiently, placing light chaste kisses on his lips until some sense of awareness returned to his mind. Finally he opened his eyes, locking his gaze onto Hanamichi's, and saw the clarity and readiness there.
"Roll on your side." he whispered.
Hanamichi started to, but then he stopped, turning back to face Rukawa.
"No, I want to do it this way." he said. Rukawa hesitated.
"It... it might be safer for your back the other way."
Hanamichi shook his head.
"No, It'll be ok... I checked with the doctor remember?"
Rukawa smiled, remembering the redhead's earlier confession. He was amazed that Hanamichi had thought about this enough that he'd actually asked the doctor these things. The thought made him feel... warm inside.
"And besides, I want to see you. And... I want you to see me too... remember?" Hanamichi said shyly. Rukawa remembered what he had told the other boy last night.
"Okay." he whispered, wanting it just as much as Hanamichi did.
Slowly he parted Hanamichi's legs, positioning himself in between them and supporting himself on his knees.
"Are you ready?" he asked softly, gazing down at the redhead. Hanamichi nodded silently, pulling Rukawa closer.
Carefully Rukawa leaned forward, placing his arousal at the redhead's entrance, and slowly pushed the tip inside.
Hanamichi gasped, throwing his head back and clenching his eyes shut. Rukawa held still until Hanamichi relaxed a bit, then pushed again, slowly working himself all the way in.
He waited again as Hanamichi squirmed and panted beneath him, letting the redhead grow accustomed to him. Finally Hanamichi looked up at him, his eyes burning for more, and Rukawa began to thrust, slowly in and out of the redhead's body.
Hanamichi trembled with every meeting of their hips, sighing and gasping and biting back sudden moans that kept escaping his mouth as Rukawa's hardness moved slow and deep inside. But as rousing as these sounds were to Rukawa's ears, somehow he still managed to keep his maddeningly slow pace. He wanted to be careful, cautious of Hanamichi's still-healing back. But more than that he wanted the moment to last, to savor every second of the aching pleasure coursing through his body and his soul.
But as they went on, Hanamichi's body began to shake even harder, his moans dissolving into incoherent whimpers as he clutched at Rukawa's back, clawing desperately for more.
"Kaede please..." Hanamichi groaned, burying his face into Rukawa's chest. "I won't break, I promise!" he sobbed, begging for an end to this tortuous pleasure.
Rukawa moaned, unable to hold back any longer at the redhead's agonized plea. He began to thrust harder, his pace quickening, but not enough to sacrifice the depth of his thrusts. His body began to sing with ecstasy, he was getting so close-- when suddenly Hanamichi reached up, yanking open the curtain behind him.
Rukawa's eyes went wide as sunlight poured into the room, bathing Hanamichi in gold and lighting his hair up into shining red fire. Rukawa cried out, the sight searing his very soul. It was too beautiful... this moment... this boy beneath him... they way he felt... Rukawa nearly laughed in between gasps, completely overwhelmed... he almost couldn't believe that this was really happening, that this vision before him, this sheer joy, was real...
"I love you... I love you Hanamichi..." he gasped out loud. And in that moment, Hanamichi let out his own aching cry, their bodies shuddering and shaking as they came together.
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October 22 '04 ~ revised January 13 '05