Temptation // Transgression
by the diggler
Warnings: This ficlet is YAOI [has explicit boyxboy homosexual content] R? lime? uh... 'Contains Adult Themes' so it's FOR ADULTS ONLY. There, that should do.
A/N: this ficlet may be confusing since each POV is from different times in the 'Release Me' universe. The first POV takes place after Part 1, the second takes place during Part 2, and the last situation is mentioned in Part 3 as happening before the fic altogether so it's comes kind of a prequel. And like the last fic, Kogure is total drama queen. heee.
Discalimer: Slam Dunk and related characters are the property of Inoue Takehiko et al.
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Rukawa ~ After Transgression // Temptation Unexpected
// What have I done? //
The thought echoed through his stunned mind, the full impact of what had happened just minutes ago striking him with the force of lightning.
As if echoing his thoughts, the sound of thunder rumbled angrily in the distance.
Slowly he released his grip from around his softening cock, staring mutely at the pearly fluid on his fingers.
With a mind of its own, his hand reached out to the falling water from the still-running shower, and he watched as his climax washed past his wrist, down his arm, and into the drain.
After what felt like hours, he crawled under the waterflow, shakily getting up to his feet, his knees feeling unusually weak and unsteady.
Pressing his hands on the tiled wall for support he leaned forward into the shower, letting it cleanse him of the stickiness sprayed across his stomach and dripping down his legs.
He turned his face up to meet the water, his mouth remaining firmly closed despite how thirsty he was. For some reason, he just couldn't bring himself to wash the taste of Mitsui's cum out of his mouth.
Thunder rumbled through the sky again and he shuddered, suddenly racked with shame. He bowed his head under the shower, fingers reaching upwards to fist and pull at wet strands of raven-black hair in anguish.
// How could I? //
// How could I do it? //
How could he betray the one person who had ever been kind to him? Who had ever seemed to care about him?
// How? //
How could he do this to the sweet boy he wanted to hold and protect... // and make feel as good as he makes me feel... How could I? //
How could he hurt the one he had been pining after for so long... by seducing that very same person's boyfriend?
// And how could I have LIKED it? //
Pain soared through his fist as it suddenly met the wall.
"Forgive me Kogure-sempai..."
Kogure ~ During Transgression // Temptation Supressed
"I've wanted you for so long..."
// What? //
He blinked his eyes, trying to clear the tears from his vision.
// Did I just hear that correctly? //
The raven-haired boy leaned in closer and he froze, transfixed.
// That look in his eyes... //
And then the younger boy's lips were on his own.
// Oh god if only I'd known! //
// Once upon a time I wanted this boy... //
// But then Mitsui came back... //
Rukawa's lips met his again, more demanding this time.
// Well, if Mitsui can give himself to someone else, then so can I. //
Kogure's eyes fluttered closed, surrendering to Rukawa's touch.
Somewhere in the back of his mind he heard his conscience screaming at him, telling him that he shouldn't allow this. He had someone! Mitsui! His boyfriend! His lover! His life!
But he ignored it.
Mitsui had betrayed him.
He knew it.
He had seen it in Mitsui's eyes.
And Rukawa was kissing him. Kissing his tears away with a tenderness that he sorely needed to feel. Worshiping his skin as if the boy was apologizing for the very existence of his pain.
// Take it away Rukawa. Make me feel something other than this agony in my heart... //
Suddenly Rukawa's hand was in his underwear, stroking his hardening length.
And he just couldn't think anymore, it felt so good.
Mitsui ~ Before Transgression // Temptation Begins
Mitsui hummed to himself as he entered the locker room, not in the least bit tired from the grueling practice the team had just been through. Nosiree.
Because tonight he had a date.
Uh-huh.
He hadn't seen his Min-kun the whole week since the boy was studying for a big exam this Friday. Hell, he'd barely even been able to talk to his boyfriend on the phone for more than five minutes at a time! And it had been driving him crazy. But that damn exam should be over by now, which meant that tonight, Kogure was aaall his.
Mitsui got to his locker and took off his shirt, still humming.
"Why are you in such a good mood today? Got a hot date or something?" Miyagi's voice came from across the room.
"Heh heh heh... Real hot." Mitsui grinned.
"Oh yeah? You sure you've got the stamina for it after the practice we just had?" Miyagi teased.
"Hell yeah! Basketball is one thing... but my bedroom stamina lasts all night long baby!" Mitsui exclaimed with a cheeky wink.
"Yare yare…" the curly-haired boy muttered, rolling his eyes as he headed for the showers.
Mitsui chuckled and turned back to his locker, his mind already filling with thoughts of the many ways he would use said bedroom stamina on his Min-kun later that night. And if he hadn't caught sight of his ridiculously goofy grin in his locker door mirror, he probably would've starting drooling all over the floor--
But then something else caught his eye…
In the corner of his mirror he saw Rukawa looking at him, eyes blazing, clutching his locker door so tight that his knuckles were turning white.
Mitsui's brows furrowed.
Suddenly the boy realized he'd been seen, and quickly turned away.
// What the hell was that? //
Did Rukawa know what he was thinking? Had he given something away? Well the boy was pretty perceptive, though he didn't really show it, but he had to be the way he was able to maneuver himself so well on the court... Then again, anyone could've guessed what was going through his mind after hearing his and Miyagi's conversation, and from seeing that hentai leer on his face... But there was no way Rukawa could know just who he was thinking about.
// So what was that look in his eyes? //
Hn. Maybe the boy was just drooling over his impressive half-naked physique. Of course. He was irresistible after all... enough to tempt any straight, young rookie to bat for the same team...
// Heh. //
Smirking, Mitsui continued to watch Rukawa's reflection in his locker door mirror. Somewhat stiffly the younger boy began undressing himself to hit the showers, and Mitsui raised an eyebrow as he noticed the lack of the boy's usual, almost uncaring grace in his movements. And as Rukawa jerkily wrapped a towel around his waist, Mitsui's eyes suddenly found themselves roaming the smooth contours of the raven-haired boy's pale flesh with more than just curiosity...
// Mmmm, yummy. //
What?! Did he just think that? Damn. He must really be horny...
Prolonged separation from his boyfriend was NOT good.
Mitsui mentally shook himself, turning back to his locker to grab his towel-- when he saw Rukawa glance at him furtively from the corner of his eye...
// Hmmmm… interesting... //
~ owari
completed August 13 '03