Love And War
by the diggler
PG14
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inside me, i can feel you
a weakness i despise
an addiction, an invasion
seeping through my mind
you astound me, you surround me
to you my thoughts are led
in the darkness, in my head
full, feel, overfed
i keep you away, but i keep you
i keep coming back coz i need you
i fight it, deny it
the things you do to me
it thrills, it kills
the way you look at me
i can see it, i can feel it
the madness in your eyes
you're burning, dying
to break through my disguise
i keep you away, but i keep you
i keep coming back coz i need you
i keep coming back coz i want to
tired, worn down
looks like you've won again
i am weary of this game
it's time the rules were changed
no more, i cannot hide
now i must confide
the cold, i cannot hold
i want the warmth by your side
i keep you away, but i keep you
i keep coming back coz i need you
i keep coming back coz i want to
i keep coming back coz i love you
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for aki, my partner in dementia... happy rusen day.
completed November 7 '03