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Tim...Unbreaks my Heart

Have you ever been caught up in a life where everything you do seems to be the wrong thing for you... Where everyday problems of life have become of such a seriousness that you work to forget what your life is... Where the one you loved for a quarter of a century stops being the one to spend your life with... Where the one you love isn't the one who loves you... Where you think you've become a person that nobody will ever want again ...

Where your sorrows bring tears to your eyes so often that you wonder if you will ever smile from your heart again... Where you wake up wondering why your heart continues to beat out another day to suffer in the silence of crowds of loneliness... why... why... why... are questions you are afraid to hear the answers for but need to realize the truth in why you're still around.

Such was my life as I was dragging the bits of my heart about trying to pull me together needing help... needing compassion... needing passion to make me feel a reason for continuing on in my living death as life was wanting to be recognized and straining within me to find joy again... to find a heart that could unbreak mine.

Note the word was from above as my life has taken on a new direction as I've found the compassion, love and passion that I was searching the world for here in my own backyard. The lighthearted antics that bring smiles to my eyes and to my heart are those of Tim. A man who fills my life with all the missing elements of life. A man who has been a helpmate around the house as we constructed a pond in the backyard... our combined ideas creating a beautiful spot of serenity in a world of complications.

This is the sweet smile I see everytime I call his name as he turns to respond to me. Everyday I spend with Tim I find my heart unbreaking more and more. Tim has returned a smile and laughter to my life shared this time by both of us... the way love is meant to be. As I hear the words.. God woman where've you been all my life.... the bits of my heart pulling together again.

The laughter and true joy in my heart can't be denied as I see a side of me that had long been hidden and that Tim has found. To simply say the man has saved my life seems inadequate, more to the point I believe it safe to save though that we have saved each other. We were two hearts struggling separately in our lives until the day he arrived in Ohio and then when we allowed ourselves to experience a passion that doesn't want to stop.

Whether we are travelling to Tennessee or to Windsor we've made a statement of happiness so strong that our love shines thru and touches those around us. The joy in our lives opening up as everyday brings a new reason to smile. The small things look important again as my life feels that it's good more and more. Every time I hear the words "my sweetness" whispered close I turn to feel the warm,soft breeze that carries the message knowing the warmth of his soul has found mine again.... he unbreaks my heart.

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