NEW: Friendship (VOY AU) PG [P/T, TNG crew] Title: Friendship Author: Dave Rogers Series: VOY AU (Virtues series 7/8) Part: 1/1 Rating: PG Codes: P/T, TNG crew Summary: Tom Paris finds a new home and new friends aboard the Enterprise. Disclaimer: I hope Paramount are friendly enough to let me borrow their characters again. The story, I would love to take full credit for; but in fact, the confrontation between Picard and Gul Tancret is lifted, almost verbatim, from C. S. Forester's short story "The Guns of Carabobo", from "Hornblower in the West Indies". Friendship The Enterprise was certainly different. Compared to the long periods of boredom punctuated by brief moments of terror Tom had experienced on the USS Bohr, life was quite a wild ride. He'd been aboard for a week, still finding his way around, when Picard and almost all the rest of the crew had disappeared in a search for Lieutenant-Commander Data, and he'd found himself working a double shift on an undermanned bridge, flying a ship whose controls he barely recognised, under the command of the ship's Chief Medical Officer. No, life here wasn't going to be dull. In general, though, the most junior pilot aboard tended not to get involved in much of the action, and though he tried to involve himself in the social life of the ship, the family atmosphere made it rather difficult for a young single man to find friends. He was starting to sink into the withdrawn solitude that had captured him a year ago, when a chance encounter in a corridor changed his life a little. As he was returning to his quarters after a duty shift, the holodeck door in front of him opened, and he was confronted by a massive Klingon in full battle armour. He'd seen Worf, of course, but hadn't felt it necessary, or perhaps even wise, to speak to him; but now Worf spoke first. "Excuse me, Ensign." Then, noticing Tom's stare, "Do you require assistance?" "No, sir, er, thanks," answered Paris, slightly nervously. The sight of Worf after a holodeck workout - and, more specifically, the smell of Worf after a holodeck workout - was enough to take anyone aback, but Tom's interest was drawn by the bat'leth over the Klingon's shoulder. "Actually, yes, sir," he corrected himself. Then he gave what he hoped was a friendly smile. "I've always wondered how you use one of those." Worf stared straight into his eyes for a moment, frowning and, Paris thought, growling under his breath. Then he seemed to reach a decision. "Meet me here in one hour. Dress for battle." Without another word, he was gone, striding off with arrogant calm. An hour later, wondering what the hell he had let himself in for, Tom was back, and explaining himself to Worf. "I don't know, sir, there's always been something about Klingon culture that's fascinated me. I'd like to learn more, and using a bat'leth seems to be a good place to start." Worf considered this briefly. "It is the only place to start," he eventually replied. "Have you a bat'leth?" "Uh, can I replicate one? Or borrow one?" Of course he didn't have a bat'leth; he'd arrived so recently he barely had a change of clothes. "A warrior's bat'leth is his most prized, most personal possession," Worf replied, his voice taking on a reverent tone. "A replicated weapon would have no soul. The blade must be forged by a craftsman with at least twenty years' training, the handle..." "I get the picture," interrupted Paris, rather unwisely; but Worf's glare didn't raise too many blisters, so he carried on, "Where's the best place to get hold of one?" "Here." Worf placed a second, rather lighter bat'leth in Paris' surprised hands. "This was my training weapon when I was a young man. It is a more suitable weight for your," his lip curled slightly, "rather lighter build. Computer, begin Klingon callisthenics program, level one. Ensign, let us enter." In the hour that followed, both men learned a great deal. Paris learned that the skills he applied to piloting could be just as well applied to Klingon martial arts, as he learned to anticipate his holographic opponents' moves, and give himself time to swing the bat'leth so as to use its full killing power. And Worf learned that a lighter build, used with speed and precision, could be just as effective as raw power in overwhelming a foe. Standing wordlessly back to back, beset on all sides by implacable enemies, their only sounds the occasional grunt or exhalation of extreme physical exertion, the two warriors worked their way from level one to level three, and from acquaintances to friends. Passing the holodeck entrance at the end of the hour, Will Riker was surprised to hear booming Klingon laughter as the holodeck door opened, harmonised with a lighter human laugh, and between the laughs a few words escaped. "You were not... supposed to kill... the bearer of the blood wine!" "I though it was a d'k'tahg!" "It was a ceremonial drinking vessel. We do not use them as weapons," the deeper voice suffered another convulsion of laughter, "often." "He surprised me." Paris, sheepishly. Worf went onto another fit of noisy hysterics before he was able to say, "Not as much as you surprised him!" Paris flew into the corridor and hit the opposite wall, propelled by a mighty slap between the shoulder blades, and Worf emerged a moment later. Both managed to subdue their laughter at the sight of Riker's eyebrows practically colliding with his hairline, and with a brief "Commander," practically in unison, they were gone. Riker grinned. Worf finally seemed to have found a friend with some common ground. As for young Paris, the First Officer resolved to keep an eye on him. And it was with a view to keeping an eye that he later persuaded the senior staff - with the notable exception of Worf, who needed very little persuasion - to invite the Ensign to fill in, just this once, for Dr. Crusher's absence from their weekly poker game. This was a situation much more calculated to make Tom Paris feel at home. Surrounded by Starfleet's finest since early childhood, he felt little sense of intimidation from the fact that he was surrounded by Lieutenant-Commanders, and for all the comments of his former First Officer, he was well able to play his cards close to his chest. Data having chosen seven card stud, he soon found himself with the two and four of spades, the five of hearts and the seven of diamonds showing, and asked innocently, "Can someone remind me - does a straight beat a flush?" Soon after Data had set him straight, he then showed the three, five and six of hearts, and scooped in an unusually large pot. What followed was short, sweet and savage; and Commander Riker, along with the rest of the senior staff, was left very much poorer - in theory, anyway - and with a growing respect for the new junior pilot. There were other changes too, inner changes. Tom had, as a matter of course, visited the ship's counsellor within his first month aboard, hoping to introduce himself quickly and get out. People prying into the workings of his mind made him feel extremely uncomfortable. On meeting Deanna Troi, though, he had felt very much at ease, and had agreed - still somewhat reluctantly - to see her for some more formal counselling sessions, mainly aimed at clearing up any residual trauma from the aftermath of the Romulan attack on Kennar III. In his third session, though, a chance remark struck gold. "Did you feel you could have handled the situation better?" asked Troi, referring to Culbertson's admonition about treaty violations. Tom laughed, more bitterly than he intended. "Always." Troi seemed to seize on the throwaway comment. "You always feel you could do better?" "Well, I guess anyone can always handle anything better, can't they?" faltered Tom defensively. "Let's talk about you, Tom. Have you ever done anything that you could look back on, and think, 'I couldn't have done better'? Anything at all." "That's crazy. There's always a better way." Tom found an irrational anger rising inside him, and stopped in confusion; everything seemed to have changed in a few seconds, and he wasn't quite sure where he was now. "Did somebody tell you that?" Tom felt truly annoyed now, and retorted, "I guess this is the bit where you ask me about my father." "Not if you're not comfortable with that, no." She paused a moment, then continued, "Maybe we could just talk about parents in general." That seemed safer, somehow, although he wasn't sure what her next remark had to do with him. "Imagine a small child showing a painting to his father, and the father saying, 'That's wonderful'. Imagine that's what the father always says, every time the child shows him something." "O-kay. Sounds real cute." He tried to disguise his sarcasm, but frankly this seemed a bit boring. "Imagine the same child showing his father the painting, and the father ignores it." "Sounds more likely." "Now imagine," she said, leaning forward slightly, "the child showing the father the painting, and the father saying, 'That's good, but here's how you could have done it better'." Her voice slowed on the last few words, separating and emphasising each one. Tom felt his throat tighten, and the temperature rise. His breaths shortened, as he croaked, "Go on." "How do you think that child would grow up to feel about himself?" Tom tried to answer, but no words would come. The room faded for a moment, and he felt he saw the walls of a shuttle simulator around him, felt a five year old child's pride in the clever thing he'd just done, and heard his father's voice saying, "That's very good, Thomas, but I know you can do better. We'll have to arrange some lessons for you." And he remembered how the pride had faded, to be replaced with a fierce determination to do better, to do well enough for his father. Troi was speaking again. "Do you think he might be dissatisfied with everything he did? That he'd always be trying to do better, and never accept himself as good enough?" Tom tried to nod, but couldn't even do that. He felt like she'd laid him out neatly on an operating table and opened him up, and shown him what was inside. Time after time, he remembered his father encouraging him, gently urging him to do better, try harder, achieve just that little bit more. And he'd tried, and there was always one step further to go, and it was never quite enough. After a while, it had seemed that all that was left of him was the drive to do better. At last he found his voice. "Is it really that simple?" Deanna smiled. "Aren't most things, once you understand them?" There was much further still to go, but from then on Tom had a sense that they had named the demon that drove him, and from then on its power would never be quite the same. What was to be the biggest change in his life came, though, as a result of what appeared to start out as a rather routine mission. Paris was on shift when Captain Picard left the bridge, while the Enterprise was en route to a rather uninteresting diplomatic mission, to receive an eyes-only transmission from Starfleet Command. Returning a few minutes later, he addressed Riker in the artificially loud voice that Paris had come to recognise; he used it when he wanted everyone in earshot to pass on his words, relying on a very efficient rumour mill to take the place of a formal shipwide briefing. "There's been a change of plan, Number One," announced Picard. "There are reports of more Cardassian incursions across the demilitarised zone. As the nearest major Starfleet unit, we've been ordered to investigate." A silent alarm flashed on Paris' panel as Lieutenant-Commander Data fed course co-ordinates across from the navigational station. He gave the android a conspiratorial glance and a half-smile, and Data inclined his head slightly in response. "I doubt we'll find very much, though," continued Picard. "Starfleet believes these are just probing moves to test our resolve. The arrival of a starship ought to discourage them." Paris had the course laid in by now, his fingers flying over the control pads almost as fast as Data's, and he waited quietly for Riker's reply. "Let's hope so, sir. Mr. Paris, lay in a course for the..." Paris choked back an automatic "Laid in, sir" as he realised that Riker's words were slowing, and he immediately recognised the game Number One was playing. Twice, recently, Riker had ordered a course change, and he'd laid it in so fast that he'd almost interrupted the Commander with his reply. Now Riker was trying to make him do just that, trying to catch him out; so he waited as Riker slurred out the words, "demilitarised zone." Paris glanced back at Riker as he gave his delayed reply, and caught a smile of gracious defeat in return. Both knew what the game was, apparently, and both knew who'd won. But there wasn't time to savour the small victory; he turned back to the conn as Picard ordered, "Warp seven, Mr. Paris. Engage!", and felt a familiar thrill as a mighty starship responded to his will. Then there was the quiet calm of routine, monitoring the proximity sensors and trying to minimise the need for course corrections, while Picard and Riker quietly made plans for various contingencies behind him. As the Enterprise approached the demilitarised zone, some hours later, Data announced, "Long range sensors indicate three ships ahead, Captain, just within Federation space." "Mr. Paris, lay in a course to intercept," responded Picard, well aware that Paris had already done just that. "Engage." "Two of the ships are moving off, Captain," continued Data. "The leading ship shows a Cardassian signature. I am unable to determine the type of the trailing vessel; it may be a heavily modified Federation freighter." "Or a Maquis vessel?" asked Riker, sitting forward. "That is possible, yes, sir," replied Data. "The third ship appears to be disabled, and I am picking up a Federation distress signal. The ship is identifying it as the Bolian freighter Vixlat." Tom quickly entered two courses on the conn, one to intercept the two fleeing ships; he quickly engaged the other as Picard ordered, "Lay us alongside the freighter, Mr. Paris. Hail them, Mr. Data." A roar of static issued from the main communicator, and interference blanked out the main viewscreen; but on the sound channel, a woman's voice could be heard shouting, "Keep away!" "This is the Federation starship Enterprise," announced Picard. "Please lower your shields and allow us to beam over an away team." The woman's voice was heard a little more clearly now, as Data struggled to compensate for the fading strength of the freighter's transmissions. "No way, Enterprise. I'm not dropping shields with those stinking lizards round here." "Mr. Worf, can we extend our shields to protect the freighter?" Picard sounded a little impatient now, and barely waited for Worf's reply before he spoke again. "Vixlat, we have extended our shields around you. You can drop yours in complete safety." A pause, then, "Forget it, Enterprise. Here come the reptiles again." "Cardassian warship approaching, Captain, Galor class," reported Data. "It appears to have sustained heavy battle damage. It is hailing us." "On screen, Mr. Data." The face and shoulders of a thick-set Cardassian appeared on the screen, who immediately said angrily, "This is Gul Tancret, of the Naktor. I demand that you surrender that Maquis vessel to me." "This is Captain Picard of the USS Enterprise. You are in Federation space, Gul Tancret, and you have no jurisdiction here." This seemed only to infuriate Tancret further. "I demand that you deliver those criminals into my custody immediately!" Picard took on a more conciliatory tone. "I would be reluctant to do so without evidence of wrongdoing, Gul Tancret. Perhaps you would like to beam over to the Enterprise, and we could discuss this matter?" "Very well, Picard." The Cardassian seemed to calm down a little. "Prepare to beam over three." "Mr. Worf, please provide an honour guard at Transporter Room three immediately." "Aye, Captain." A few minutes later, Tom Paris looked round to see Gul Tancret, flanked by two aides and escorted by an unusually heavily armed honour guard, stride on to the bridge and look around condescendingly. "You have a fine ship here, Captain Picard," the Cardassian began. "I regret very much to find you in company with a terrorist." "You mean the freighter, Gul Tancret?" "Naturally, Captain." Paris saw a trap opening before Picard, but was impressed at how easily he avoided it. "You call her a terrorist?" "What do you call her, Captain?" "I am waiting to hear your opinion, Tancret." Picard clearly wasn't committing himself. "Her actions call for explanation, Captain. She is carrying arms to the demilitarised zone. That can be interpreted as an act of smuggling. On the other hand it might be said she is operating under a so-called commission issued by the rebel Maquis in the demilitarised zone. In the one case I will seize her as a smuggler. In the other, she is a terrorist, and I will seize her as an enemy of Cardassia." "In neither case, Gul Tancret, has a court of law determined her status. In the meantime, she is in my possession." Hats were in the ring now. Picard met the eyes of the Cardassian without expression. Of one thing Tom was certain, that whatever might be eventually decided regarding the freighter, Starfleet would not approve of Picard's tamely allowing her to be taken out of his hands. "Captain, you may be assured that other Cardassian ships will be arriving within hours." As Picard paused for thought, Paris reflected that this meant odds that the Enterprise could not hope to face. "Then I hope, Gul Tancret," continued Picard, "I hope very sincerely indeed, that you decide upon approving my course of action." It was the politest way of defying the Cardassian that Tom could imagine. "I find it very hard to believe, Captain, that you extend the protection of Starfleet to smugglers, or terrorists in a time of peace." "You may have noticed, Gul Tancret, that the freighter has already been taken under Starfleet protection. Of course, you understand that as a Starfleet officer I cannot permit her to be handed over." There it was, the ultimate defiance. Ten minutes from now and the phasers might be firing. Ten minutes from now and this bridge might be littered with dead and wounded. Paris might be dead himself. The Cardassian looked around the bridge and back to Picard. "We would very much regret taking strong action, Captain." "I am delighted to hear that, Gul Tancret. That confirms me in my decision. We can part the best of friends." "But - " The Cardassian had not intended his last sentence to be interpreted as a sign of yielding. He had been uttering, he thought, a further threat. Picard's interpretation of it left him speechless for a moment. "I am overjoyed to find that we are in agreement, Gul Tancret. Mr. Worf, our guest will be departing now. Please assemble the honour guard." By taking his withdrawal for granted he was giving the Cardassian a chance of withdrawing gracefully. The bitter moment of admitting that he had been outfaced had come and gone before he had realised it. "This has been a delightful visit, Gul Tancret," finished Picard. "But I expect that you have many duties calling for your attention. Mr. Worf, kindly escort our guest to Transporter Room Three." A wave of relief swept round the bridge as the turbolift door closed. But the moment of relaxation was short-lived, as Picard began issuing orders once more. "Number One, get an away team over to that freighter as soon as I can get that woman to drop her shields. Mr. Data, keep me informed of the Naktor's movements." "The Naktor is moving away towards Cardassian space at full impulse, sir," replied Data. "Shall I hail the freighter again?" "Go ahead, Mr. Data," Picard responded. Then, when the channel was open, he continued, "Vixlat, the Cardassian vessel has withdrawn. Drop your shields now or we may be forced to disable your ship." "You couldn't make it much worse than it is already," replied the woman's voice angrily. "Okay, dropping shields." "Geordi, Paris, you're with me," ordered Riker as he turned towards the turbolift. "Mr. Worf, send a security detail to meet me in transporter room two." Within minutes, Paris saw the rusty interior of the Bolian freighter's bridge materialise around him, and winced at what he saw there. Laid beside the conn was the body of a Bolian, clearly very dead, but, far more distressingly, partly skinned. Tom choked down the bile in his throat as Riker commented in disgust to LaForge, "Cardassians." They'd all heard rumours, of how Bolian skin was prized on Cardassia, but Tom had tried not to believe it. Then, to all of them, Riker ordered, "Spread out and search the ship for survivors. We know there's someone here. Geordi, McKenzie, Jones, Osman, take the cargo bays. Paris, try the engine room. I'll stay up here and try to get the navigation systems online. Let's go." Tom had furthest to go, as engineering was at the far end of the ship. Alone, and with a sense of trepidation, he stood aside as the doors opened, and then leapt backwards as a phaser blast blistered the bulkhead opposite, and a woman's voice shouted, "Keep your distance!" "It's okay, this is Starfleet," shouted Tom in reply. "The Cardassians are gone. Come on out, you're safe now." He looked carefully round the door, then showed himself in the doorway, reassured by the absence of any more phaser fire. On the far side of the room, a ridged forehead emerged from behind a control console, and he found himself face to face with a young Klingon woman. Part Klingon, he corrected himself; she looked like she might be half human. He held both hands out to show that he was unarmed, then decided to introduce himself. "I'm Tom Paris, from the USS Enterprise. We're here to help." She stepped out from behind the console. Tom found his eyes drawn to the pattern of ridges on her forehead, fanning out in a strangely familiar way; to the smudges of dirt and blood on her face and clothes, and the small tears in her uniform, that spoke of recent and bitter hand-to-hand fighting. Standing there, battered but undefeated, he felt she was the most beautiful woman he had ever seen. He took a deep breath, trying to regain control of his thoughts; the Cardassians might be back at any moment. "Torres, chief engineer," she replied nervously. "Sorry about that," she motioned towards the burnt bulkhead behind him, "we were boarded. I had to hole up in here. How's Mesler?" Seeing his blank look, she clarified. "The owner. There's only the two of us." Tom looked down, still a little shaken by the memory of seeing the Bolian. "He's... the Cardassians killed him. I'm sorry." She shook her head. "Too bad. He was a pain, but he meant well. Did they get the cargo?" Tom suddenly realised that the rest of the away team were still searching for a non-existent crew. He quickly said, "Excuse me," then activated his commbadge. "Paris to Riker. One survivor here in engineering, and she says there were only the two of them." "Bring her to cargo bay one, Mr. Paris. We need to talk to her." In answer to Torres' suspicious look, Paris just shrugged his shoulders and gestured towards the doorway. Torres strode out at a furious pace, and Tom had to run to keep up. They entered the cargo bay to find Riker, his face set in a frown, standing by an open container. "Can you tell me what cargo you were carrying, Miss..." "Torres," she snapped. "Humanitarian supplies for the colonists in the demilitarised zone. Medicines up here, clothes in bay two, food concentrate..." Her voice trailed away as Riker produced a compression phaser rifle, clearly of Federation design, from the container. "Rather an unusual kind of medicine." Paris, watching Torres' face, saw that Riker's sarcasm was wasted; the look of shock when she first saw the weapon couldn't possibly have been faked, unless she was an extraordinarily good actress. And her continued reaction seemed genuine, too. "Filthy, stinking, lying Pe'taQ!" she shouted. "He told me it was all legal!" Then she seemed to realise the position she was in, and turned to Riker with a pleading look on her face. "You have to believe me, I didn't know anything about this! I'm just signed on for the trip, I can show you the contract..." "Save it for Captain Picard," retorted Riker curtly. "Right now we have to get this ship out of here before we're overrun with Cardassians. Geordi, you'd better get down to engineering and check out those warp engines." "I'm coming with you," asserted Torres. McKenzie briefly blocked her way, then stood aside at a meaningful inclination of Riker's head and a furious glare from the half-Klingon. "I've been nursing those engines half way across Federation space. Believe me, I can get them back on line before you've finished reading the maker's plate." She stormed out of the cargo bay, and LaForge followed with a brief shrug. "Mr. Paris," finished Riker, "let's get up to the bridge and get this heap out of here." "Aye, sir." "There's no doubt that Mesler was aiding the Maquis," pronounced Picard. "Starfleet security has had him on their files for some time, but there's never been any concrete evidence until now; and, of course, it's too late to prosecute him." The remainder of the senior staff all registered some form of agreement. "Which brings us to the problem of Cadet Torres." As eyebrows raised all round, he continued, "It turns out that until two months ago she was in her second year at Starfleet Academy, making very good progress on the engineering track. Even if she is Maquis, this would have to be her first mission. The question is, was she aware of the nature of the cargo?" He turned to the one unusual face in the room. "That's why I've asked you here, Mr. Paris. Commander Riker tells me you were watching her when he produced the phaser rifle. How would you describe her reaction?" Paris collected his thoughts carefully. What he said now could determine the entire future of a woman he barely knew, but hadn't for a moment stopped thinking about since she'd left the cargo bay. He would tell the truth, of course, but his choice of words mattered too. "She was stunned, Captain. I'd swear she had no idea the guns were there. Then, when she realised she'd been fooled, she was angry. I'm not sure I'd have acted any differently myself, if I'd..." "Thank you, Mr. Paris," Picard cut him off, and Tom realised gratefully that he'd been about to overplay his hand. Now he just had to hope, and trust Picard's judgement. Why it mattered so much to him that Torres was innocent, he didn't know; but it mattered. "Mr. LaForge, what was your impression of her as an engineer?" Geordi thought for a moment. "Undisciplined, but brilliant, sir. She did things I wouldn't have dared to try, but she got the engines going when the whole ship wasn't much more than scrap." "Could you use her on your team? Just as a temporary measure. I know you're a man short right now." Geordi gave a low whistle. "I guess we could find a place for her." "Very well. Since Miss Torres is apparently still registered as a cadet, but she clearly prefers open space to Starfleet Academy, I suggest we offer her a place here as an acting Ensign while Starfleet decides what to do with her. Mr. Paris, perhaps you'd like to sound her out before we make anything definite?" "Yes, sir!" replied Paris, wincing a moment later at the sound of his own over-enthusiastic words. Then, to Picard's "Dismissed," and some grins from various officers who should have known better, he almost ran from the room. As the senior staff filed out, Riker stayed behind a moment. "Permission to speak freely, sir?" he asked with a half-smile. "Granted as always, Will," replied Picard warmly. "First Ensign Ro, then Sito Jaxa, then Paris, and now Torres? We seem to be building up quite a collection of waifs and strays, sir." Picard sat back, pulled down his uniform jacket, and smiled. "Ro seems to have worked out well enough, Number One, and Paris looks like he'll be a fine officer." Then he leaned forward, and said with quiet intensity, "I want the best for the Enterprise, Will. I'm not too worried where I find them. I won't write off an officer for a single mistake, you know. We've all made our mistakes - yes, you and me too. It's how we deal with them that defines who we are." "Amen to that, sir," replied Riker with a broad grin. Notwithstanding Paris' obvious interest, Riker had also taken note of their half-Klingon guest, and marked her down half-seriously as a potential conquest. As he strolled into Ten Forward, though, he saw at once that he would be wasting his time. Paris and Torres sat at one of the centre tables, and although Paris' back was towards him, the look on Torres' face told him all he needed to know. He'd seen that sort of look directed at him often enough, and the consequences had usually been all he'd hoped for. Clearly Paris was going to prove an active source of competition in this area - as well as poker and piloting. Changing his course, he ambled over to the bar, where LaForge sat nursing a quiet synthale. From here he could see Paris' face as well, and what he saw there caused him to draw Geordi's attention to the... well, "couple" was about the only word. Geordi took a long look, his visor telling him the same story as Riker's eyes. He grinned, shook his head, and said quietly, "Oh, they've got it bad." Guinan chose that moment - carefully as always - to come and join them. Leaning over the bar, she said quietly to the two men, "You can see it, and I can see it, but if you asked them, I think they'd say they were just friends." Geordi stifled a laugh. "I wonder how long it'll take them to find out?" THE END