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The musical midi being played is
"Can You Feel"
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The backgrounds, borders, and buttons on this page
were created and designed by myself.
Please do not take my designs and alter
them and claim them as your own

This page was created in Loving Memory of my son

CHRISTOPHER ANDREW CAMERON
BORN SLEEPING AND FOREVER SILENT
ON THURSDAY MARCH 6, 2003

~A Moment In Our Arms, A Lifetime In Our Hearts~
Welcome To Christopher's Site


This is one of my many sites!
This site is special because it is dedicated to my son
Christopher Andrew Cameron

My husband Dan and I  have five beautiful children.
FOUR WHO WALK AND ONE WHO SOAR'S
Andrew born August 29, 1993
Jayda born January 27, 1996
Breigh born July 3, 1998
Sydney born January 30, 2001
and our youngest son
Christopher who became
an Angel on March 6, 2003.

Christopher sadly left us before his birth on
Thursday March 6, 2003.
We are thankful that we did get to spend a little time with him.
He may not have been with us in body, but I do know that
he was there right beside me wishing he could feel the
hugs and the kisses that I was placing on his soft chubby cheek..

I'm glad we were able to hold him and spend the little time that we
did with him before the nurses had to take him. That was the hardest
thing to do. I went through the pain of delivering this little person
into our wonderous world but yet at the end of it I had to give
him back to the nurses and come home to an empty cradle.




Then I had to concern myself with little Christopher's Funeral.
I'm quite surprised I did so well for the first couple of months, but I
think the reason being is because I was too busy to think about him.
With worrying about my other children and their reactions to losing
their baby brother, planning his funeral and helping Dan cope with
his grief it never left me any time to mourn my loss and deal with my grief.. I thought about him alot but I couldn't let it effect me at the
time. Now months later he is all I can think about, I spend
alot of time crying and missing him, wishing he were here,
imangining what he would have learned to do today.
Would he be laughing? Cooing? How much would he
have weighed? and other stuff like that!




I spend alot of time also trying to blame someone.
Anyone who was there that night from the Medical Profession is
to blame, even though I do know it was no ones fault, no one saw
this coming, I didn't even see or feel it coming until it was to late.
The only problem with that is now I blame myself. Which I know I shouldn't do but right now I can't help but to!



Our Little Angel
We Shall Never Forget
In Our Minds and Our Hearts
You Will Always Be Kept

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Contact
Me
Christopher's
Photo Album
Our
Stories
Cameron
Family
Web Site
Cherished
Memento's
Christopher's
Links
My
Poems
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in the order they were created.
Starting with  "Our Stories"
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