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Loving From a Distance |
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October 27, 1996
Dear Philip,
Hello cutie! I wanted to write you a real letter since PowWow fell through. I'm sorry about that hun. I've got the worst luck with Amy's computer. When we chat on Thursday :-) I'll probably go home; it'll work then.
Don't worry about writing a lot; I know you're busy. All I need to keep me going is a message every once and awhile, if you can...every day. Doesn't even need to be long, just a "hi". I'll continue writing whenever I have time through out the day, because I love doing anything for you. Thank you for telling me that the letters keep you going. I'm so glad :o)!!
Philip, I know you are a good man. You have a good heart, incredible integrity, and a humble spirit. You would do anything to make me happy and this is so important. I feel so special when I'm with you. I want to do better. I want to be worthy of your love.
You've done so much for me. You encourage me to be myself, to share opinions, and give my all. You've helped me out of my hell by teaching me correct principles. You've helped me feel beautiful again. You've shown me that I can love, even with all my little quirks. You are very patient with me and I thank you.
I can't believe how only five months ago you weren't a part of my life. I can't even imagine how it used to be when I was alone and not feeling our kind of love. It is so special and unique to only us. I hope that it'll continue to grow.
Phil, I love you. *tears* I feel so much for you. It's deep, sure, and everlasting. I can't ever imagine losing these feelings that I have. You mean a lot to me--->so DON'T EVER DOUBT IT! Even when I'm stubborn (I get that way when I'm upset). You are cute.
Well, Sweetheart...the dishes are calling me. I better go clean them before they get hard and crusty. Eeeww! Oh guess what! You'll get a laugh outta this. I pulled some Rhodes Dough out of the freezer and plopped it in a bread pan without greasing it. So, when it was all done baking I had to cut around the pan to get it out. The whole mess isn't even worthy of the term "loaf of bread". So, I just pick at it. LOL Nope, can't bake...at all. I love you babe. You make my life worthy living. Have a good day! I love you!!
Wendy :o)