AJ and Howie were deep in discussion when Nick and Molly walked into the lobby. Molly was talking on her cell phone and when she saw Howie she put her head down and waited for security to give her and Nick the signal that the car was waiting for them. Nick and she were going shopping in the fashion district of London. Tim flashed them the signal and as Howie was about to walk over and talk to Molly she grabbed Nick's hand and they ran to the car.
"Shit" Howie mumbled. He had spent the early morning hours trying to peice together everywhere he could have run into Molly and how he had hurt her. He had come up with only one answer and that was that they had met at a bar and somehow she had felt that he had slighted her. He walked back over to AJ and they waited for Marc to give them the signal that their car was ready to take them past the fans and out into the fashion district to shop.
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Kevin watched his girlfriend fiddle with her engagement ring as she listened to him plan their activities for the day. Kevin was in the middle of a sentance when he reached across the table and covered her hand with his. "Baby what is wrong, the past couple of days since you have been back on tour it seems that your mind is on other things" Kevin's green eyes filled with concern.
"Kevin nothing is wrong...honestly" Skylar tried to make herself belive that the words she was telling her fiancee were the truth. She knew that if he knew the real reason she was so quiet and distance that he would tell her that there was nothing to worruy about and that they could make it work. She knew that they couldn't fix it no matter how hard they both tried.
"You would tell me if there was something wrong, wouldn't you?"
Skylar smiled softly "Of course" she kissed Kevin and excused herself to go and lie down.
Kevin watched her walk away and his heart filled with dread. "What is wrong with her?"
~~**~~
"My darling,
Every moment that I have spent with you has been like a dream. One minute I am wishing on shooting stars and preparing myself for a future alone, and the next minute I have the man of my dreams beside me, the greatest friends I have ever known and a lifetime of memories that only took 7 months to achieve.
As I write this I cannot help but see that my life appears perfect, but alas my angel it is not. You see beyond the happiness is a woman who misses the job she has devoted 6 years of her life to. She misses the special feelings that overcome her when she sees a homeless man wake up warm and smiling from the first sleep that he hasn't had to fight someone from stealing his belongings in over 2 years. She misses seeing the children's faces break into smiles when she comes in and hugs them.
Most of all she is going to miss seeing your face light up when you see your child's first sonogram picture, she will miss having you to hug when your child takes its first step.
My darling, as I write this confession to you I can almost feel our child alive in my stomach.
Kevin for every reason there is for me to love you and marry you, there are a hundred more reasons that tell me that our love is not enough to make this work.
I love you and always will but we aren't meant to be together in this lifetime. I think that the heavens sent us each other a lifetime to soon. Maybe they were sick of hearing us pray and decided to send us to each other to quiet us up.If we found each other once then surely we can find each other again in another lifetime, in a lifetime where we have the time to commit to a love that needs constant attention.
Until then I will think of you fondly,
Skylar
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