AUTHORS: dru & EvilWillow (Go worship the goddess that is EW!)
SERIES: Switched
PAIRING : Faith/Lindsey
RATING : NC17 (highly
smutty)
DISCLAIMER : We do not own these
characters. We just like putting them in lewd positions!
NOTE : dru wrote Faith, EvilWillow wrote Lindsey
AUTHOR'S NOTE : This one is a
little weird. There are definite slashy Angel/Lindsey overtones and a surprise
ending!
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What?
Of
all the possible reactions, that was not on the list.
I was
thinking more along the lines of 'Eew!' or 'You sick freak!' or ... 'You ARE
gay!' ...
Not
'fuck me now.'
However
I'm not complaining about the reaction. Because I am so horny. And if she's
really okay with it.... Damn, maybe she's kinkier than I thought.
"Does
that make you hot?" I ask. "Thinking about me fucking Angel up the
ass? Or him fucking me?" God, I have to be careful with how far I go with
this. I'm already so fucking turned on.
"Him
fucking *you*..." I answer back. My god, just TAKE ME!
"Him
so deep inside you that you both just... *pop*."
Fuck!
"Yeah..." I moan as I walk toward her. "Couch," I order and
she seems to like that idea. She lies down and spreads her legs and fuck.
"You'd wanna watch that, wouldn't you," I say as I drop my pants
again and shove my boxers down. "And I wouldn't care if you did. Hell, I'd
be so fucking desperate for him to fuck me I wouldn't care if the whole world
watched..." I say.
"No..."
I whisper. "I'd play. I'd guide him into you and suck you down. I'd watch
your face as he fucked you, feel his thrusts through your cock in my
throat."
Okay,
that's damn near impossible, but as long as he gets hotter and over here...
then that's fine. "I'd suck him first to get him ready for you- make sure
he was nice and slippery before he shoved inside you."
This
is kinda fun... in a weird semi-kinky way. But I really am the king of kink.
Rather... the *Queen*.
"Now
are you gonna fuck me or not?"
God...
I move to straddle her, and "Shit, I've thought about it so many times.
And he has to know... he's a vampire. But he ... " This is NOT about the
brooding!
Shit.
"I
did."
Uh-oh.
"I saw it..." nice cover. "Obviously..." okay, change the
subject. "Close your eyes, Lindsey," I say.
I
have no problem with that. It helps me think about who I wish was under me... I
moan as my mind supplies the nice mental image. Even though I'd always imagined
he'd be on top. Not that I'd mind, either. Not when it came to him.
"Good-
tell me who you see."
"Angel..."
God that was so much more of a whimper than I thought it'd be.
"Yessss...
Lindsey..." Shit.
"Use
me, Lindsey. Use me to fuck him," I say. Anything to be rid of this...
this... situation.
"Just
do us, Lindsey."
God...
"No... Gonna fuck you the way I wish he'd fuck me..." I moan.
I run
my cock between her outer lips, teasingly. "Thought about how he'd feel
inside me... I've never even wanted another man before. But he's just... It's
like I can't help myself. The man is walking sex. I've thought so many times
about how he'd take me.
"He
wouldn't be gentle. And I wouldn't want that. He'd just thrust inside--"
And with that, I slam into her, hard... She can take it, she's a slayer and
besides, she's so fucking wet.
"LINDSEY!"
I scream.
Oh my
god... this is just- shit...
"Would
you..." Okay, try to speak. "Want him like that? One thrust all the
way in?"
Shit.
I arch up into him, which isn't against the rules. He's *here* isn't he?
"Would
you be ready for him? Or would he have to slowly stretch you? Want me to touch
you like he would?" I ask slyly.
I
whimper. "Y-yeah... Show me how he would..." I gasp as I start to
move inside her. "Show me what you'd watch him do to me... how he'd make
me beg and scream his name, before he was even inside me...."
I
brace myself on one hand, as I move, fucking her slowly, and slip the other
hand between us to toy with her clit. She's giving me so much, the least I can
do is make sure she's enjoying this too.
OH
FUCK! I buck up into his body- and DAMN WHAT- HOLY SHIT...
"So
good..." I groan, trying to act like I've felt this all before... like I'm
not some virgin. But- damn.
It's
certainly been a while.
I slide
my hand down between my legs, coating a few fingers in my own moisture. "I
think... that he would make you open- *need* you open before he could fill
you." I lean up and move in to his neck. "Bet he would lick you and
nip at your skin, right here..." I bite playfully into his neck as my
fingers creep down to his untouched opening. I doubt anyone else has been here
before...
And
there's an idea...
"Wanna
feel me tight around you, Lindsey?" I ask.
"FUCK..."
I moan. I gasp for breath. "Are you... asking what I think you're
asking?" Did I mention I used to be much smoother? I know it doesn't seem
like it, but I swear, I was.
"Wanna
pretend he's letting you fuck him?" I ask as he thrusts back inside me...
oh my god... dear diary- today I got fucked by Lindsey...
"Close
your eyes and imagine it's him?"
"Yesssssss,"
I say. "Fuck..." I withdraw from her body and then slip two fingers
back inside her, getting them wet. She whimpers, and I fuck her with them for a
few seconds.
But I
can't take much more of this. And I think she's about at the same point. I
remove my fingers, and move them to her ass. "Show me..." I moan.
"Make me ready... stretch me... show me what to do to him...." I say,
as I slip a finger slowly inside his - her - tight hole.
"Yeah...
oh fuck..." I swear, I could pop.
I
slowly worm a finger inside him, just enough to make him whimper, before
pressing on further.
I
massage him a little, making sure to open him gently before adding a second
finger.
He
takes them both and contracts around them... SHIT.
"Lindsey...
hurry... need to come."
"Oh
god..." I moan as he pushes his finger inside me. "So good...Didn't
know... it would be this good... "
Fuck,
it's unlike anything. It burns... but in such a wonderful way. And then another
finger... I bite my lip to keep from screaming his name.
And I
imitate her actions... hearing her whimpers. Wishing they were his. Would he
whimper? Somehow I doubt it. He'd ... he'd growl. Yeah, when he gets pissed at
me, his voice goes to this deep rumble. It's such a fucking turn-on.
He'd
know that. He'd growl. Tell me what to do...
"Lindsey...
hurry... need to come." Kinda like that.
"OHFUCKANGEL!"
I scream when he touches a spot deep inside me that nearly sends me into
orgasm.
OHMYGOD!
I scream and bite down on his shoulder as I- HOLY SHIT! OH MY GOD... this is
just- holy shit.
Oh my
god... "Inside me- Lindsey-" I plead.
I
have to be rid of this now! I have to- oh my god...
I
moan at the feeling of teeth biting into my skin. Not his... But if I change
the image in my head... god. Almost.
I
remove my fingers, and pull her legs around my waist as I position my cock at
her entrance. I start to enter her, slowly. "Let me in... God... want
in... Angel... please..." I hear the words but I can't help myself. I'm so
lost in the fantasy.
"Please,
Lindsey, I want you inside... let you inside..." Shit, I never thought I
would be... *begging* for this... but... "Hurry," I damn near growl
at him. My god... hurry.
I
whimper and continue to push inside. "Shit... feels so good... so tight...
fuck... please keep touching me. Need to feel you inside me... Dreamed about
it, so many times. Tell me how it feels... please... need to know how it feels
to have me inside you... to be inside me... please..."
And
I'm all the way in, and it feels so fucking good. She's so tight around me.
Shit, this is how it would feel for him if he fucked me. Big if there -Shut UP!
Don't ruin the fucking fantasy.
God-
I can't do this anymore.
"Please-
just come! Please... please... feels so good- just fill me."
"I..."
I can't move. It's all just too much.
FUCK!
She clamps down hard on my cock and then hits that spot with her fingers and
"SHIT! ANGEL!" I scream as I climax, thrusting hard and fast, inside
her. "Shit... god... ohgod..." I moan.
YES!!!
I'M FINALLY FREE!
YES!
YES! YES!
I
growl loudly as I feel myself changing- my cock hard and insistent, sticking
from my body- and *Lindsey* still thrusting into me for all he's worth.
"You
called?" I whisper into his ear.
WHAT?!
I
open my eyes and FUCK! No. No. This is like a really bad dream. Okay, good
dream, too. But. No!
I
pull away and stumble to my feet, then nearly fall on my ass because I've got
my pants and boxers and SHIT! "Ohgod..." I say. And everything I
*said* and everything I ... OH god!!!
I
manage to pull my pants up and I don't know how because I'm shaking so hard.
Because that was amazing. But oh god. It was... He... Oh god!
"Cat
got your tongue?" I ask with a smile.
I
mean, I didn't *want* to freak him out or anything... but a mild freak out is
what happens when you make bets you can't win.
And
he clearly doesn't want anything to- I mean, yes I did just use him.
Of
course, now I'm naked and have no clothes because *I* sure as hell will not fit
back into that corset, especially since it ripped in two when I became *me*
again.
"I'll...
leave. I just... can I have some clothes?"
Oh
god. This is ... a nightmare. He fucking knows. Everything. And I have never
felt so used in all my life and--
"Why?"
I ask. "No. Never mind. I don't want to know... Just ... The
closet..." I point over to where I keep my spare clothes. And I *will*
hold it together.
Until
after he leaves.
"Thanks,"
I shrug. Shit, I'm still so fucking hard, it hurts.
I
really need to come.
I'm
just glad I'm out of that damn Faith-suit. Not that she isn't beautiful or
anything… but… that damn witch certainly has quite an imagination.
"I'm
sorry iff…" if what, Angel? If I used him and betrayed him into thinking
that he was fucking Faith? Sorry if I made him feel cheap and shitty and
convinced him to confess his darkest secrets because he thought I was somebody
else? Yeah, sorry doesn't really cut it.
I
guess it's best for both of us, if I just leave.
"You're
SORRY?!" I turn and look at him.
"WHY
the FUCK are you apologizing!!! You knew what would happen if ... well maybe
you didn't know. But you were certainly out to fuck with my mind. And you did a
brilliant job of it. Don't try to pretend you're sorry, though, because we both
know better. You wouldn't have done that if... "
I
sigh and turn away again. "Get out."
"Wouldn't
have done what?"
"You
wouldn't have tricked me if you had any interest in how it would make me feel
later. So don't try to ease your conscience NOW because I'm not fucking BUYING
IT!" I reply, walking over to the window. Sun's going down.
Funny
how I got the office with the big windows and found out too late that wasn't
what I really wanted after all.
"Lindsey-
I *knew* how it would make you feel and I'm sorry. But I didn't have any
choice."
Which
is a lie. I know that.
I
laugh, and turn to him. "You *always* have a choice, Angel." He
taught me that.
"No,
I really didn't," I shrug.
"I
*was* wrong to coax you into saying things about me though, and I'm sorry for
that. But for the rest- I had no choice."
I
finish buttoning his shirt and I guess I'll just go barefoot home.
"I
*am* sorry- and I thank you," I mumble on my way out the door.
Whatever.
Just another mind fuck, in a long line of them... But it's all over now, and
that's for the better. I'll leave L.A. tonight. Tell the senior partners to
shove the promotion where the sun don't shine and just go... End this
ridiculous joke that my life has become.
And
yeah, maybe I mean that in the permanent sense.
Not
like I've done that great of a job with anything I've tried to do... Don't know
where I'd go if I wanted to start over... Don't really want to start over,
anyway. Too tired.
"You
won't see me again," I say to him as he leaves. "Not like you care,
except hey, one more thing for you to celebrate, huh?"
"You
won," I add as I turn back to the window. It's dark now, outside. All the
normal people are going out to dinner. I used to hate normal... I don't know
why.
"It
wasn't about winning, to me."
I
turn back and look at him, "And this wasn't about screwing with you. I
honestly didn't mean- to *hurt* you. It was just some stupid spell, a bet, and-
I never thought it would- be this way."
Damn,
now that sounds painfully familiar. Just like everyone else in my life. Holland
never meant for *me* to get obsessed with Angel. He just wanted me to make the
guy evil. But then again, my obsession worked rather well for him, didn't it?
And Darla never meant to hurt me. Of course not. She never cared enough to try.
And now Angel. I was just there, and I'd get him what he wanted... So why not
just use me too?
"Angel,
we're *not* friends. You hate me, the feeling is..." I was going to say
mutual but he knows better now. "You did what you had to do and why
*should* you bother to think about how I'd react?" I shrug. "You
shouldn't. And you didn't. And now it's over.
"Really
over... and what a relief," I whisper as I turn back to the window. I
wonder if throwing myself out the window would kill me instantly? Probably.
You'd think so. Pretty high up. And it would cause a bit of unpleasant
publicity for Wolfram and Hart... Hell, I think I'll do it just to make them
clean up the mess.
The
mess they caused.
"I
never hated you, Lindsey. Despised you at times, sure. Even violently disliked
you, but I never hated you. You were the one who hated *me*. I wasn't the one
who started this."
Okay.
I. Am. Leaving.
And
why am I leaving?
Because
I don't need this. I've got a witch's ass to kick. And I swear- if I can find a
way to make *her* have to fuck her enemy in someone else's body- I'm doing it.
"Bye,"
I say as I open the door and leave.
"Never
about hate," I say. Fuck, why did I open my mouth? Let him leave. Then you
can do... whatever.
Okay
good, he didn't hear me. Better that way.
All
right. I'm just gonna ... leave L.A. No need to make any other decisions right
now. Especially none that would make Angel think he was more important than he
is. Stupid souled vampire and his stupid mind fucks.
Although
now that the anger is starting to wear off, (a little) I gotta admit... If
*I'd* thought of body switching... Yeah. I would've done it. And besides, on
the bright side... I *did* get to fuck Angel tonight.
So
yeah, I'm thinking no rash life-ending decisions tonight. I'm just going to go.
And see what happens in the next city. Certainly life has to get more normal
from here on out.
One would hope.
THE END
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