SERIES : the Chronicles
Continuation
SEQUEL TO : the Buffy
& Angelus Chronicles
PAIRING : Buffy/Angel,
Angel/Spike, Spike/Buffy, Angel/Buffy/Spike
RATING : NC17
SPOILERS : major spoilers, I’ve
used actual show quotes from all four seasons of Buffy & Angel season one.
DISCLAIMER : I do not own these
characters.
NOTES & WARNINGS : SLASH
(m/m) and a little bloodplay
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Buffy sat on the bed
next to Angel. “Why were you bleeding Buffy?”
“What?” She asked.
“When I came back, I
smelled blood, there’s blood all over the sheets that we didn’t put there.
Why?”
“I put it there.”
“Hence the question.
Why?”
“God this is
embarrassing, could we not?”
“Buffy if he hurt
you...”
“I DIDN’T DO ANYTHING TO
HER! I SWEAR!” Spike jumped up.
“Spike didn’t do
anything to me Angel, I... I did it to myself.”
“What? Why?”
“Because, I just needed
to.”
“What did you do?”
“Angel, please.” She got
up and locked herself in the bathroom. Angel turned to him.
“Cor Angelus, I know
what you’re thinking and I swear I didn’t do anything to her.”
“What happened
downstairs?”
“She was just tellin’ me
stuff.”
“What stuff?”
“About nightmares she
has, memories of her and him goin’ at it in the mansion and of the rape and...
she’s got all these feelings that she doesn’t know what to do with.”
“Like what?”
“Like she remembers when
you chained her up and she gets off on those memories Angelus. Whatever you’re
doing with her, it’s not enough. She may have a soul, but she’s a demon at the
core now, and you know yourself how much it takes to satisfy the demon. My
guess is she cut herself somehow trying to find that satisfaction.” He had
always hated when he had to spell everything out to Angel. He could be so slow
sometimes.
Spike was right. He
hadn’t thought about it that way. “You’re right.” He said.
“What? Did my Sire just
tell ME that I was right? Do I need to get my hearing checked? Cause that’s
something I’ve never heard out loud. Can you say it again?”
“No need to get all
cocky.”
“Can’t help that mate.”
Spike said glancing down at his throbbing erection.
“Oh. Right.”
“She’s also upset about
the new slayer and the Watcher. I think that’s mean of them to do that.”
“I know and she told me
about Willow. This is all my fault.”
“That’s another thing
she was worried about.”
“What?”
“I’ve gotta say I’m
kinda curious about it too.”
“What?”
“She said you told her
that you see the faces of all the people you killed. And you feel racked with
guilt over the whole lot of them, who mainly drunken scum anyway, but you still
feel bad, yes?”
“Yes.”
“And she said sometimes
it causes you physical pain?”
“Yes, get on with this
already Spike.”
“She wants to know if
when you’re in this pain from the faces, if she’s one of them. She doesn’t want
to hurt you.”
“Oh god, does she think
that?”
“Yes. And I must admit
I’m a bit curious. Do you... never mind.”
“Tell me.”
“Do you regret making
me?” Spike’s voice was meek and he was not looking at him. Angel got up and sat
in front of Spike and lifted his chin up with a finger.
“I could never regret
you Will.”
“Really?” He asked like
a scared little boy.
“Really.” Angel answered
before descending upon his childe’s lips.
She opened the bathroom
door silently and was shocked yet delighted by the scene in front of her. She’s
been in the bathroom a half an hour at least and walked out to growling. The
growling of two male vampires, one deep inside the other. She watched silently
as Spike thrust himself onto Angel’s lap. Spike made no move at his own
fulfillment and that’s where Buffy got her idea. She crept up behind Angel and
climbed on the bed. He stopped moving as her hands ran over his shoulders and
down his back. She kissed his neck and climbed around him on the bed and
dropped onto the floor in front of them and looked up at Angel, licking her
lips. He nodded and she rubbed the tip of Spike’s erection on her cheek before
flicking her tongue out and licking the tip.
Spike began to move
again, but found it difficult with Buffy’s mouth enclosed over his cock, and
Angel’s so far inside him. He thrust upward into her mouth and slammed back
down onto his Sire, thus keeping a rhythm. He damn near lost his mind when he
thrust into her mouth and he felt himself at the back of her throat. Her
muscles begging for him to enter more. She was drawing him in, begging him for
his gift to her. “Cor Slayer...” he hissed.
The sight of Buffy
sucking on his childe was just too wondrous to not watch. Her head was bobbing
up and down on Spike and he knew full well what she could do with that mouth.
Spike felt the pressure
of his release nearing and all of a sudden felt Angel’s hand at the base of his
cock, holding it off. “ANGELUS!” Buffy pulled away.
“Don’t come my beautiful
childe, don’t come.” Angel whispered in his ear.
“Angelus... please...”
His Sire bit his ear
hard enough to hurt, but not to draw blood. “Not yet my love.” Buffy stood up
and Angel released his cock. “Don’t.” He warned. He watched as his Sire’s arms
reached around him and helped Buffy into his lap. Angel guided her onto him and
pushed her down onto his childe’s erection. “Now come for me my children.” Angel
thrust up hard into Spike, thereby slamming him up into Buffy. Buffy and Angel
soon started working against each other. Buffy impaled herself on him as Angel
thrust up.
“FUCK!” He felt like he
was being split in two. The sheer sensations of being filled so completely yet
being buried in Buffy’s slick warmth was too much. He closed his eyes for a
second and felt two pairs of fangs piercing his skin, one on either side of his
neck. He immediately vamped and found Angel’s wrist at his lips, he bit down and
drank hungrily. It was Spike who came first. Buffy’s muscles squeezed around
him and he couldn’t hold off any longer, she however still searched for her
release and Spike felt hers and Angel’s almost simultaneously.
Angel pulled his fangs
out first, Buffy followed suit, Spike third. She wrapped her arms around both
of them and collapsed in Spike’s arms. He helped her onto the bed where she
curled up in the middle, Angel on her right and Spike on her left. There the
three purring vampires slept, content.
THE NEXT DAY
She slowly woke up and
realized there were two pairs of arms holding her. She opened her eyes and
Angel was sleeping beside her. She rolled over and found Spike’s blue eyes
staring back at her.
“Hi.” He said, unsure.
“Hi. What time is it?”
“Just about noon I
think, I don’t know. Why?”
“No reason. It’s just an
immediate thing. I know time doesn’t really matter to me anymore, but I just
need to know what time it is. You know? Did that happen to you?”
“Not really, but I was
never the one with a timepiece anyway.”
“Timepiece? That’s too
cute.”
“You think?”
“Yeah.”
“Why do they call it a
watch anyway, when you just look at it?” She giggled at him and he smiled.
“For the same reason you
drive on a parkway and park in a driveway.”
“I guess.”
“English is really one
of the strangest languages.”
“That’s true pet.”
“Least you didn’t have
to learn it, Angel did.”
“Well, Peaches is smart.
He knows several languages.”
“What ones?”
“Gaelic, English,
French, Spanish, Italian and Rumanian. Plus some demonic languages and Latin,
and probably Greek.”
“Why?”
“Cause that’s what boys
learned back then.”
“Did you?”
“Angel’s a great deal
older than me.”
Neither of them wanted
to bring up the events of the past twenty-four hours but knew they had to. She
decided to be the brave one. “All that time you told me you loved me like a
sister, that was a lie, huh?” He nodded. “When you stopped me from killing
myself? Then?” He nodded. “How long before that?”
“Dunno. It wasn’t
something I was looking for, but one day I woke up and I just knew.”
“Why didn’t you say
something?”
“I did and you looked so
scared and mad, that I covered it up.”
“Oh Spike... why didn’t
you tell me before that?”
“Come on Slayer, you’re
in love with the poof over there.”
“So are you.”
Damn why did she have to
be so damn smart? Of course he was in love with his Sire. Look at him for
Christ sake! He just looked at her and nodded. “The demon that was running around
with my Sire’s face a few years ago was as foreign to me as he was to you
Slayer.”
“How so?”
“Because Angel with his
soul is the same exact vampire as the one that turned me, except he doesn’t
kill. The demon that was tormenting you
and your friends was too mean to be my Sire. I imagine that’s what having human
emotions and guilt after so many years does to you. How could he not be more
vicious? All those feelings he was never meant to have again suddenly being
thrown at him? He’d finally begun to deal with it, when they were ripped away
from him. The new version of him found he was still just as attracted to you as
the soul was. I imagine up until the rape that he was affectionate and loving
and rather kind, yes?”
“Yes. He was just like
Angel only colder, his eyes were empty.”
“The eyes are the window
to the soul, isn’t that the saying?”
“Yeah.”
“So my eyes are just as
empty.”
“No they’re not.”
“Anyway, instead of
taking his anger out on you, he took it out on Dru and I.”
“Whaddya mean? Took it
out you?”
“I don’t wanna go into
it Slayer.”
“No, I wanna know.”
“It just wasn’t very
pleasant, that’s all. My Sire was a right mean bastard when he wanted to be,
but never with me. With Dru yes, but not with me, but he was then. That’s when
I knew he was completely different. I was thrilled at his return. I’d long
thought him dead, I was looking forward to having him back. Then he started
taking Dru away and using her... and... and I knew he wasn’t the same, and that
it wouldn’t ever be the same again.”
“How was he different
though?” He wouldn’t repeat what had been done to him, not to her, not to
anyone, not even to himself. He chose not to think about it.
“For starters, my Sire
wouldn’t have let me roll around, he would’ve fixed me.”
Angel woke up slowly and
listened to his childer talk. He knew what Spike was avoiding because they were
the same memories that woke Angel up at night. Spike was also right. He would
have, should have put his childe’s health ahead of his obsession. He had failed
his William in the worst ways. Then he degraded him with the fledglings,
numerous times. He knew he hurt Spike deeply and before last night, he thought
that he could never make it up to his childe.
“Fixed you?”
“Dru was sick and his
blood made her well. If he had been my Sire he would’ve offered me his blood or
found another spell to restore me. He would’ve gotten me out of a town with a
dangerous Slayer.”
“Why?”
“Cause I am his
favorite, or I WAS his favorite childe. That’s why.” Silence filled the room for
a time and Angel continued his silence. “Slayer?”
“What?”
“Why did you do that in
the kitchen?”
“Because. I don’t know.
It just felt right.” More silence. “Why did you push me away?”
“Because you’re Angel’s.
You love him and you were using me cause he wasn’t here. Dru used me and I let
her, but it hurt me and I won’t do that again.”
“That was never the case
Spike.”
“What are you saying?”
“I don’t love you like I
love Angel. I love you differently, but I do love you Spike.”
“Yeah as a brother.”
“No, as a lover.” She
pulled Spike’s face toward hers and her tongue demanded entry. She slipped her
hand down his lean body and began stroking him to hardness. She gasped as she
felt his fingers slide into her aching body.
He found her wet as his
fingers slipped inside her. He probed her passage, rubbing and squeezing her
clit before thrusting his fingers deeper. “Spike...” she hissed. “Now Spike,
please...” She was begging and he didn’t need to hear her anymore. His hands
slid to her hips and he helped her as she rolled on top of him and guided him
inside her. She put her hands on his shoulders and started thrusting down onto
him, slamming her body into his, pushing him deeper every time.
He watched as his
childer made love, he could smell them. He watched as Spike’s hands pinch her
nipples, his tongue flicking out as well. He pumped his own cock before he
slipped his hand in between his childer. The feeling of his hand shocked them
and they stopped and looked at him. They looked guilty, as if they’d forgotten
he was there. He gently rubbed the base of Spike’s cock and then squeezed
Buffy’s nub. The two continued slamming into each other as Angel touched what
he could.
She’d never know three
hands on her body before. Knowing it was Spike and Angel made her that much
wetter for them and she pounded onto Spike, wanting desperately for him to be
deeper.
Spike felt his Sire’s
hand slip underneath his ass as he pushed Spike towards Buffy, driving him
deeper. He felt his release coming and he growled as the demon came out to play
and he delighted in finding Buffy’s yellow eyes staring down at him. He tore
into her breast while Angel bit into the other and Buffy growled and hissed
above them as she exploded after Spike had.
Their release came and
Buffy cupped her lover’s heads as they suckled her breasts like two babies. She
purred as they drank of her and they answer her with their own purring. While
he drank, Buffy slid her hand down Angel’s body to find his hard length
throbbing, needing release. She leaned over and kissed his shoulders while
pumping him. He was already so close, she had no idea he got off on watching,
she wondered if he’d always. She wet kissed him on the back of the neck as he
suckled her nipple and she pumped away on him. Soon she felt Spike’s hand over
hers and together they brought on their Sire’s release. Buffy sunk her fangs
into the back of his neck savagely and he exploded in their hands, shooting his
cum over himself and her side.
She drank hungrily, as
he drank his own blood back. She started feeling weak and fell limp. Angel’s
arms encircled her and pulled her between them once more. “Buffy?” He asked.
“Are you okay?”
“Better than. God if I’d
known how much better it could be I wouldn’t have waited.”
“It’s true love, the
mind blowing sex is one of the things that makes immortal life worth living.”
“And you went a hundred
years without Angel... god I can’t imagine.”
“You made up for it in
spades Buffy.”
“Yeah right. Not the
first time anyway I had no clue what I was doing.”
“After a hundred years
Buffy? It was all I could to hold off from coming all over you before you were
even naked.” The three laughed. “But what I meant was are you really okay? I
mean, surely you have questions.”
“Questions? I don’t
think so, unless ‘can we do it again’ is a question I need to ask.” Her two
lovers chuckled.
“I meant about the kiss
between Spike and I, and what you saw yesterday.”
“What I saw yesterday?
Oh, you must be referring to you fucking Spike’s brains out. Yeah, what’s up
with that?” She asked sarcastically. “Course I know two things that were rather
‘up.’ Don’t I?” She was laying on her back, with their hands and legs wrapped
around her. She felt home. “Course I’m just a big ho now. No, I’m worse, I’m a
pervert ho.”
“Why do you say that
Slayer?”
“Cause I walked in here
and watched. And of course I’m just a ho, isn’t that what I called Dru?” She
asked Spike. “When you told me you wanted to save the world and get Dru back
from Angel, I said she’s just a big ho, right?”
“Yes, but she was. Dru
would fuck anything that moved. Chaos demons included, she didn’t know the
difference, a dick was a dick, she had no taste.” Spike explained.
“Why did you stay with
her if she did that?”
“Cause love makes you do
the wacky.” Angel answered with a giggled.
“That’s true. And I will
never forget your face when I said that the first time. Wasn’t it after Spike’s
little kill-the-slayer party at the school?”
“I don’t remember when.
I think so.”
“It was when you admitted
you were jealous of Xander.”
“He loves you Buffy.”
“What?”
“You don’t know Slayer?”
“KNOW WHAT GUYS?”
“That Xander’s in love
with you.” Angel said.
“Since when?”
“Since forever, you
never knew?”
“Cor Slayer, even I
could see that. The first time I saw you I knew, duh, it’s so obvious.”
“God, I’m so stupid.
That explains a lot.”
“Like what?”
“Like when he asked me
to Spring Fling and I told him I didn’t see him that way. He got so upset and
was like ‘I guess a guy’s gotta be undead to get your attention.’ But then when
I danced with him he wasn’t interested.”
“First off, you didn’t
dance with him, you mated with him and he knew you were using him to piss me
off.”
“I didn’t mate with him,
and it did work. You were so jealous. It made me feel happy.”
“Yeah... sure.”
“Poor Soulboy and his
broken ego.”
“Shut up Spike.” Angel
said.
“Do you two always
bicker this much?”
“We either do one of two
things, argue or shag. For the past few years we’ve been arguing.” Spike
explained.
“Well I’m hungry. Let’s
go downstairs.” She hopped up and went downstairs totally nude.
The two vampires
remained in bed for a few minutes. “Spike?”
“What?”
“I heard you talking to
Buffy before. I was awake.”
“I know.” Spike looked
over at his Sire and smiled.
“I’m sorry.”
“Sorry for what?”
“For disappointing you,
for hurting you, for everything I did.”
“Don’t sweat it mate.”
Spike went to get up but Angel pushed him back down on the bed.
“I DO sweat it. I wake
up sweating when I dream about what I did, and what I let happen to you
William.” He called him William! It sounded so nice. “I should have helped you,
I should have left town with you and Dru and gotten you well. I failed you and
I’m sorry Will. You are my favorite and I should have shown you that. Maybe the
soul did change my demon as the demon changed my soul. I’m sorry you felt the
need to go to Buffy to stop me and I’m glad you did. I don’t blame you for what
you did.”
“I don’t blame you
either Angelus.” Spike turned toward his Sire and caressed his face. “It wasn’t
your fault. It was those damn gypsies and their bloody curses. Things were just
fine before them, them and the bitch.”
“Huh?”
“You’da never gone to
Rumania if she hadn’t called for you. You’da never left us, not for anything,
except her, her stupid jealousy over us.”
“She wasn’t jealous over
Dru, it was my connection to you, it was my love for you. It was unnatural and
she knew it.”
“You loved me? You never
told me.”
Angel put his hands to
Spike’s face and held his gaze. “I didn’t have to, I thought you knew Will. I
loved you then and I... I love you now.”
“You love me?”
“Of course, you don’t
just stop loving your favorite childe, not souls, not time, not anything can
stop that.”
“But I’m not your
favorite anymore.”
“Like hell you aren’t!
What makes you say that?”
“Buffy.”
“She’s different. She
may be my blood childe, but I never claim her as a ‘childe.’ She won’t ever
prove herself, or learn from me, or any of the things that made me call you to
my room that day.” Angel ran his fingers over Spike’s neck. “Do you remember
that day William?”
“How could I ever
forget? As long as I’m walkin’ around I’ll remember.” He ran his hand down his
Sire’s arm and rested it on his hip. Angel did the same and Spike felt his cock
twitch. “I was so scared when you never came back. You said a week and we
waited and waited and waited. Dru said you were gone, she felt it inside and
whined about it for weeks. I didn’t believe her, I couldn’t, but after a few
months you never came back. We went there to look for you and found her and she
said you died. She laughed at me and told me she killed you cause you were
disobedient.”
“Oh Will...”
“I didn’t want to
believe her, I couldn’t.”
Spike was crying. He had
never realized or thought about how much it must have hurt William. “I couldn’t
believer her. Dru said she was right, that you were gone, but I thought I would
feel it, and I didn’t. I knew you were somewhere. I started looking for you but
couldn’t. When I heard about the Master rising in Sunnydale I started talkin’.
There was a big to do around the community, everyone wanted to be there to
help, but some were scared. There were rumors that the Slayer had help from a
traitor. I overheard someone say they thought it was Angelus, that Angelus had
killed Darla and was helping the Slayer. It was horrible. All those years
searching and being defeated and then to find you helping a slayer? Dru got
trampled by a mob in Prague and I had to come to find you to save her, I knew
you wouldn’t turn your back on her, but you did. You turned on all of us. When
I got to town I asked around and they said it was definitely Angelus with the
Slayer. I don’t remember who said ‘soul’ first, but someone did. I missed you
so much Angelus, I was lost without you.”
“I’m so sorry William. I
thought about going back to you, but my own Sire kicked me out. And you were
just a reminder of the horrible things I did. I couldn’t, I tried, I stood
outside our house, but I just kept walking. I’m sorry. I didn’t wanna desert
you, but there was no other way. When I heard Buffy talking about you I wanted
to find you, but I knew you’d be different. We’d been separated too long.”
“You lied to me, you
played me.”
“I tried. I couldn’t.
You know me too well. We were on opposite sides.”
“You were in love with
the Slayer.”
“And you were trying to
kill her.” Angel pulled Spike closer to him. “We couldn’t be friends.”
“I was so happy when you
came back to us, but you weren’t the same.”
“I’m sorry.”
“I know.”
“I asked you to take care
of Buffy and you did.”
“I fell in love with
her.”
“She’s hard not to fall
in love with. We just love her for different reasons.”
“I was mad when you
turned her, when I knew, maybe more so because I knew she’d take my place.”
“That will never happen
William. That COULD never happen. I love you my William.”
“I love you Angelus.”
Angel pressed his lips to his childe briefly.
“I’m hungry.”
“Me too.” Spike said.
“Let’s go downstairs.”
Angel got up and took the same path Buffy had.
“Sire?”
“Yes my Childe?”
“I’m glad we talked. I’m
glad you’re back. I’ve missed you.” Before Angel knew it, Spike was hugging him
and as soon as it happened, it stopped. “Now let’s stop this nancy boy stuff,
I’m William the fucking Bloody. I’m a big bag ass vampire.”
“You’ve got a nice ass,
I’ll give you that.” Angel said, following his childe downstairs.
“I’ll give you something
you bloody ponce.”
“Like hell you will
blondie.”
“You owe me a computer
wanker.”
“You said you didn’t
want it.”
“I won it.”
“I let you.”
“I hate you.”
“No you don’t.” Angel
said smiling as they joined Buffy downstairs.
~El Fin~
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