10.13.00
I miss some of the old things so much right now. I'm in a bad depressed mood. My eyes hurt, and I can't focus them on anything, it seems. No clue why though. I'm so afraid of not being able to feel anything at all.
10.15.00
I had to ride in a car for 6 hours, to see a bridge. It's only open to pedestrians (the walky type people) one day a year. guess what? that day is next Saturday! HA HAHA! now THATS funny!
Tommorow should be better. It will be. It should be.
10.29.00
I'm going to a Samhain ritual with a local pagan group. It should be fun. I wonder what it will be like. I'm a little bit nervous about going. It's going to be the first time I've attended a ritual.