Her Hands Could Not Have Guessed

She was working the night
in her hands like dough
through her fingers,
the only way to negotiate
the boredom of endless counters
and tables to be wiped, the steady
flow of faces under artificial light.
Many were gaunt and haunted.
Maybe they sought solace
in her white hands pouring coffee.

His muscles rippling, sore from
his eight hours, he recognized her
from the undersides of his dreams.
How could this woman seem beautiful?
He was beautiful and knew it.
He could have anyone; he didn't need to stoop,
yet here she was, fat, in a huge blue skirt,
rolling with sweat, her mind half-present
and still she inspired his body to jump from him.
He sat down to order and worship her,
his eyes on her hands, her only part left slender.

Her hands had a mind of their own.
They didn't know whether to kill her
or leave her alone. They resented the work
she forced, being cut and burned, never
earning the desire they deserved,
never being loved the way they should be loved.
Her hands could not have guessed
how many nights how many worn-thin, weary men
stayed awake only to gaze at lithe fingers
like dancers pirouette through paces
bringing biscuits, ham, eggs.
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