The Thurber Hypothesis

 

Or

 

A Funny Thing Happened on the Way to Imladris

 

 

 

By Capella

 

 

Six

 

 

Giles put the phone down gently and let his hand rest on it for a moment as he shut his eyes and considered the details of the conversation.  He should be overjoyed for Legolas.  Miranda had been careful to spell out her caveats, but all in all the prognosis was positive; the elf stood an excellent chance of returning home by the end of the week.  Good news indeed.  If he could only quell the rising sense of despair, the almost physical pain he felt at the thought of the elf’s departure, he might be able to share in his guest’s happiness.

 

He stood for a moment just watching Legolas, letting himself  believe that the elf was temporarily unaware of his scrutiny.  As usual, Legolas had put on the headphones when Giles rose to answer the phone.  He sat now with his eyes closed, the slight rhythmic swaying of his head indicating his absorption in the music, the smile curving his lips evidence of his enjoyment.  As Giles stared in helpless fascination the CD apparently came to an end; Legolas shifted in his seat with a sigh and opened his eyes.  Turning to his host as he took the headphones off, he said simply,  It is sublime.”

 

J.S. Bach, the double violin concerto.  The elf had shown great enthusiasm for most of the works in Giles’s collection, from early plainsong to ‘70’s blues-based rock, from Andean pipe music to rich flamenco guitar, Haydn quartets to Shostakovich symphonies; but time and again he returned to Bach, loving, as he put it, ‘the clarity, the simplicity at the heart of the beauty.’

 

Giles took a deep breath and joined his guest at the table.  The detritus of the week’s activities had been pushed at one end into neat piles of books, magazines, sketches and tapes.  An upended bicycle still graced the centre of the room, and a collection of parts from old flashlights and motorised toys sat on a tray along with the meters and magnets which Willow had somehow managed to borrow from the university.  Luckily Willow herself had been available to answer some of Legolas’s more esoteric questions about the physical phenomena they had explored.  Giles considered himself to be reasonably well educated all round, but he knew his own limitations.

 

“It was Miranda,” he began, settling into the chair across from Legolas.

 

“Yes.”  The elf sat very still.

 

“She will be here by Tuesday.  It seems very likely that she will be able to help you, to send you home.”

 

There was no cry of joy, no laughter or exclamation in response to this announcement.  Legolas simply nodded, smiling a little in a solemn fashion.

 

“You must be happy,  Giles prompted.

 

“Of course.  But ‘very likely’ does not mean ‘certain,’” the elf said succinctly, his face still serious.

 

“You’re probably right to be circumspect.  However, I doubt that there will be any problems.  The process, it seems, depends very much on you and how strong a sense you have of the place and time you came from.  I told Miranda that in that respect working with an elf would make her job easier than usual.”

 

Legolas relaxed a little and his smile broadened.  “It is true that my memory is somewhat different from that of a human,” he allowed.  “If I still myself completely and bring my thoughts to a focus, every one of my senses will be filled with the forest of my home.”

 

“Indeed,” said Giles dryly, trying hard to appear positive.  “Well, we can only wait and see, but I think Miranda will get you back there.  She’s looking forward to meeting you.”

 

“And I to making the acquaintance of such a powerful sorcerer.”

 

Giles glanced round the room, imagining how empty it would look once Legolas was gone, and all the educational materials returned to their rightful places.  He was aware that he was being watched closely by his companion.

 

“Do not imagine that my joy will be untainted by regret.”  The elf’s voice was gentle.  “This time with you – and all that you are teaching me – is a great gift.”

 

“I think I’m learning more than I’m teaching,” Giles replied.  It was so true.  His apt, intelligent pupil was every teacher’s dream, leading him to see his own knowledge in a new light and divulging all sorts of fascinating detail about the real Middle Earth in the process.  If he could only write a book of all that Legolas had told him, what a revelation it would be to Tolkien fans everywhere!  If there were no copyright issues to be considered . . .  it would seem criminally selfish to keep the information to himself, even if he would have to pass it off as fiction.  Perhaps when all this was over he would have a serious talk with Willow about the inherent possibilities of the internet.

 

“If you have the stomach for it, I would dearly like to continue with this.”  Legolas interrupted his daydream, indicating the encyclopaedia that lay open to show an exploded diagram of a helicopter.  “The fact that I may only have three more days here lends a certain urgency to my studies.”

 

The elf’s eagerness was enough to break his heart; he couldn’t stop his face betraying his dismay.

 

“What is wrong?  Do not fear - I have no intention of unleashing the terrors of your technology on my own unready world,” said Legolas. “Although I shall not be able to resist conducting my own investigations to see if the same natural laws are at work in both universes, I give you my word that I shall do so in absolute secrecy.”

 

“It’s not that,” Giles fought back the urge to lean across the table and lay a hand on the elf’s arm.  “Legolas, there is something you must understand about your return home.  You will not -” he sighed, then began again.  “In order to get you back safely, Miranda will have to return you to the exact time and place that you came from.  It will be a temporal shift, as well as a spatial one.” 

 

“But my memory . . .?” 

 

“As far as you are concerned, this time will not have existed at all.  You will remember nothing, since there will be nothing for you to remember.”

 

The elf was silent for a long while.  His face showed no disappointment, just an unfathomable blankness.  At last he asked quietly, “And you?”

 

“There will be no change to our reality here.  I assure you, I shall remember everything.”

 

Again there was silence while Giles searched for something appropriate to say.  He was a complete fool not to have realised from the start that this was how it would be.  And quite right too, in the grand cosmic scheme of things.  The only cause for surprise was the fact that he’d be able to hang onto his own memories of this whole astonishing encounter.

 

Legolas blinked once and smiled gravely at him.  “It is no doubt for the best,” he said softly.  He slid the encyclopaedia across the table and stared down at it for a moment before lifting his head and meeting Giles’s eyes again.  “In any case, I have no wish to discontinue our arrangement,” he went on.  “I shall simply enjoy the knowledge for its own sake; and you shall remember for both of us.”

 

Something about the way the elf said this made the blood rush to Giles’s head.  He didn’t trust himself to comment in response.  Oh, he would remember alright.  He avoided looking at Legolas as he reached for the pencil and notepad.   Clearing his throat discreetly he willed himself to calm down, and prepared to launch back into the technological miracle of flight.

 

The afternoon passed pleasurably, with the conversation soon flowing freely once again.  From the principle of the aerofoil and the jet engine they moved on to twentieth century human history and a lengthy discussion of power politics in post-war Gondor.  They listened to some mesmerising Moroccan music and finally watched a video about the works of Michelangelo. 

 

It proved to be an interesting choice.

 

“The sculptures are remarkable,” said Legolas thoughtfully.  “Such energy in the stone, and such sensuality too – I do not believe that I have seen its like, and nor shall I again.  Tell me, was Michelangelo a lover of men?”

 

Giles spluttered in his tea.  “Yes, indeed.  It is documented fact, although not all television programmes would choose to mention it.”

 

“Why not?  How can one understand the artist without some knowledge of his personal passions?”  The elf narrowed his eyes.  “Is such love deemed unacceptable in your society?”

 

Of all the possible subjects for discussion, this would be the last one he would choose.  “Yes and no,” he said.  “Things have changed for the better and such prejudice is widely challenged, but there are still plenty of people who firmly believe that same sex relationships of an, um, intimate nature, are quite wrong.” 

 

“Then you are not so very different from the men of my world,” Legolas replied, evenly.

 

“And elves?”  The question had to be asked.  He tried to keep his tone of voice neutral, that of the calmly interested scholar.

 

“We celebrate love in all its forms.  My people are more concerned with self discipline and fidelity than with the actual choice of partner.”  There seemed to be a trace of rueful sadness behind the elf’s words. 

 

Luckily, Legolas did not seem keen to pursue the topic further.  As if by agreement, they moved swiftly on to a comparison of the human Renaissance period and the elven Second Age. 

 

Later that evening they stood together in the kitchen, continuing the conversation while they prepared a meal.  Legolas worked swiftly, the kitchen knife flashing rather alarmingly in his hand as he nimbly peeled and diced a pan of carrots.  Giles, scrubbing potatoes at the sink, watched from the corner of his eye and thought of Buffy’s natural flair with weapons of all descriptions.  It was a great shame that Legolas was not free to patrol with her.  She would have learned from him, and had a rare opportunity to share the burden of her calling.  Of course, her loss was Giles’s gain.

 

It seemed that Legolas’s thoughts were also straying.  “It is an intriguing situation, is it not?”  He paused in his work and held the knife up before him, twirling it rapidly between his palms to catch the light.  “Whatever deeds I may commit here, when I return to my own world it will be as if I have done nothing.  There will be no memory, no satisfaction, no remorse.  It poses an interesting moral question, to my mind.”

 

“Which is?”  With some difficulty, Giles took his eyes from the spinning blade in order to pay attention to the elf’s odd expression.

 

“Supposing I were to commit some act, some misdeed – a murder, for instance.  Upon returning to my world, would I be guilty of the crime, or not?” 

 

Legolas was now flicking the knife in a figure of eight pattern by some rapid trick of his fingers.  His eyes never left the blade as he spoke and Giles found it impossible not to follow suit.  He wondered briefly how many years of practice it had taken for the elf to develop such agility.

 

“You would be guilty, but you would not know it,” he said.  “You would live out your days as an innocent man – elf – and there would be nobody to tell you differently.  The only question, I suppose, is whether your gods would know what you had done, whether they would judge you.”

 

“My gods!”  Legolas threw the knife, spinning, into the air, caught it deftly and set it down on the chopping board before turning to Giles.  His face was serious, and in his eyes there was something ancient and sorrowful.  “My gods have already judged me, I fear.”

 

Giles regarded him speechlessly for a moment.  This was something he had never thought to see: a glimpse of the true emotional depths beneath the elf’s smoothly composed exterior.  His spine started to prickle as he wondered what further mysteries the elf was concealing  What terrible thing had he done to lead to such bitterness?  There was no way he could ask, and any words of comfort he could come up with would only seem trite. 

 

He opted for levity.  “Well, I sincerely hope that it is Spike you are planning to do away with.  I cannot imagine that the gods of any universe would hold that against you.”

 

To his relief, his comment drew a laugh from Legolas.  “Do not worry, Rupert.  I am not intending to kill anyone, not even Spike, although the idea is strangely tempting.  It was merely a hypothetical question and  I did not mean to alarm you.”

 

“You didn’t alarm me,” Giles lied quickly.  “I could hardly have taken you seriously.” 

 

It was easy to say the words, but he knew quite well that he would be awake half the night seeing that haunted look in the elf’s eyes.  He would give a great deal to know what lay behind it.  If only he could ask Legolas directly what had happened to cause him such pain.  If only they had more time. 

 

 

 

To be continued…

 

 

 

 

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