Title: My Life With and With Out Max
Part: 1
Author: Ashley
Email: Fireryangel@aol.com
Disclaimer: You think I would be writing this if I was connected to Roswell?
Summary: Future Fic about Max and Liz, Liz's POV
Category: Max/Liz
Rating: PG-13

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Looking back on my life, there will always be someone that I will remember. I know that I will remember him because he is the father of my first child. His name is Max Evans, and he will always hold a place in my heart.

Everything started back in 1999. It was September. I can remember that day very clearly. I was a sophomore at West Roswell High. It was an usually day for me. I was working at my parent's restaurant, The Crashdown Café.

While working that day, my best friend Maria DeLuca was waiting on a table with two men at the table. They looked really mean. After awhile they were arguing over money, and one thing led to another and a gun went off. I was shot.

Max was there with his best friend Michael Guerin. Max ran up to me and put his hand over my wound. Somehow he healed me. At that point in my life, I had no idea that my life would change forever.

After that, he told me he was an alien. I didn't believe him at first, but he was telling the truth. And knowing me, I looked for logic, and there was a lot of it in his story.

I still was not sure so one day I pulled him out of wrestling practice and he proved it to me. I don't know why, but seeing Max and a somewhat tight West Roswell gym shirt and gray sweat pants, is somewhat sexy. He made a sculpture change right before my eyes. At that point I knew he was telling the truth.

After a few months, we got together. We spent every waking hour together. Sometimes he even spent the night out on my balcony with me. Our parents never found out. We were happy about that. If they knew, I don't know what they would have done.

After about a month, Tess came to town with Nasedo. Tess was also an alien. Nasedo is and alien also. According to her, she was Max's DESTINY. After that, the FBI's special unit, upheld by Agent Pierce captured Max. They did many bad things to him. I don't know how, but I felt some things that were happening to him. All that was happening him, I knew it was tearing him apart.

But Nasedo, Tess, Michael and Max's sister Isabel got him out. I was so happy to see him. We spent more time with each other. Even though it was only a few hours, we had a connection that nothing could break. But they all figured out how to use the orbs to communicate with their home planet. They connected with Max and Iz's mom. She told them that Max and Tess were really meant to be and so were Michael and Isabel. But now you can tell that something changed, and now it is not like that. But I don't care to go into details. It hurts too much because Max left me for Tess.

Ok, after about a year and a half, Max and Tess broke up. Max also came back to me. I tell you I was happy. But I know that Max was happy also, but I also felt like a rebound relationship. But believe me, it was far from it.

So, Max asked me out. I said yes. We were dating again for about 3 months before everything happened. After one of our dates, we went back to his house. No one was there because Iz was out of town for the weekend, and his parents were at a convention in Santa Fe.

We were kissing. But not just making out types of kissing. We had these kisses that were just different. I don't know how to explain it. It was just that we had something special going on. So out of the blue, I asked his a question. I asked him if he would make love to me. Like I said, I don't know where it came from but I wanted it to happen. And from what happened, he did too.

He knew just how to touch me. He knew all the right places. It felt so good to have him touch me. I wish he could still touch me like that. But I know that it will never happen. The way that he touched me was so sweet and gentle. He was…perfect.

He let me do anything to him also. So I did what I wanted. I don't really want to go into detail because it is too personal. But I know what I did, and so does he. So I know that it would never be forgotten. At that point, we both knew that there was no turning back. Even though we had not really done anything too drastic, we both did not want to turn back.

Like I said before. I don't want to go into detail. This information it too personal for anyone but Max and me. I was so scared to do this. But I know that since I was with Max, it would be ok. But I was mostly scared because he was different.

He even asked me if I wanted to do this. I said yes. I have never regretted saying yes. I loved him too much to say no, and I really did want this. I also knew that if I didn't want to do anything, I knew that he would be ok with him. He did not want to hurt or harm me in anyway.

I was pretty sure that nothing would come off that night. I mean I was on the pill, and I know that it is not 100% effective, but it is pretty close. But, something did become of that night. That was when we conceived little Isabel. I would name her after Max's sister.

Once that night was over, I went home about four in the morning. Max insisted on taking me home. I had not one complaint. I was too tired anyway to walk, and I didn't have my car. We held hands all the way to my house. When we got there, we had one last kiss. It was a deep passionate kiss, which would symbolize my love for him in the long run.

I never realized that I was late. I never really had a normal cycle so I ignored it. I was also under a lot of stress from my parents and studying for finals, and getting ready for graduation.

Then I started having morning sickness, and I knew something was up. I was too embarrassed to go to the drug store, so I got Maria to do it for me. When she got back, I tool the test and I found out I was pregnant.

I called Max and told him I needed to him. He said that he would come and pick me up. I said ok. And when he came and got me, we went to a little restaurant outside of Roswell. I was hungry and I didn't want to be on Roswell. I don't know why, but I just didn't.

While there, I told him. He asked me if I was sure and I nodded my head. He was more scared then I was. I told him that I wanted to keep the baby also.

A week or so passed and we spent every waking hour together. Not that we didn't already, it was just different. We would also take turns spending the night at each other's houses.

Finals were over and graduation was in three days. That day Max came over my house, and proposed to me. I said yes. I was so happy. We had made plans, and we would be married after the baby was born.

Then news came. Max, Isabel, and Michael found a way to go home. Isabel and Michael wanted to go, but Max had doubts. I told him he should go. I would be ok. I wanted him to go because he had been searching his whole life for something like this.

What I did not know at that time was that I would not see Max for ever ten years. Then he came back. I was so happy. But one thing was wrong. I had gotten married. I didn't know when Max would return, so I got on with my life. I wasn't even sure if he would come back at all.

So, like I said, I had gotten married to Justin Valenti. He was a doctor, and he was a cousin of Kyle, Liz's old boyfriend. They had a son together, Michael. He was 5 month. Isabel was 9 ½. She looked liked me, abut she had Max's eyes, and ears. She was so adorable. Every time I looked at her, I wished Max would come back. And he finally did.

Max and myself got caught up on what has happened over the past ten years. He told me that his planet which was enslaved by another race of Aliens. When Max went back, he started to fight. His race had won finally drove out the other race. Then he came back.

I told him about myself. How I couldn't wait for him any longer. How I got married. Everything.

Max, stayed at my house. One day while talking, Michael needed feeding. Since he was not yet old enough for formula, I was still breast feeding him. While feeding him, Max sat in awe. I knew what he was thinking. I knew that he wished he could have been here while Isabel grew up. He was also a little jealous. He wished that it could be him where Michael was. With that thought, I remembered the 1st and only time we made love.

After about 2 weeks, Max left without a trace. I was to never hear from him again.

~End~