Title: "My First Love"
Author: Nola Darling
Email: NolaDarling23@hotmail.com
Rating: NC-17
Category: M&L
Summary: Post "Destiny"; M&L goodbye
Disclaimer: WB n crew

"My First Love" by: Faith Evans

To fall in love is something that my heart was dreaming of
And then there came the day when I found you
The heaven came to earth and you were my angel,
I fell in love with you, no one but you
And suddenly I saw the change that came into your eyes
I feel you were afraid to tell me why
I thought this thing called love would be forever,
I thought our love was true
And now the pain of losing you

If you never know just what you mean,
You are my first love
If you never know,
You're everything
You are my first love

Tell me how a thing that brings such joy can bring such pain
And how could something so wrong seem so right
We never had the chance to make it get better
We never said goodbye
I never wanna feel the pain of losing love again,
Cause love just has a way of breaking down,
Next time I'm gonna pray that this will be better
The second time around,
So here's to love that's lost and found

I won't cry, no, I won't break down
Even though inside it hurts so bad
Next time I will make love last
Though you will always have a place in my heart

My first love,
No one could ever take you place, no, no

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It was a long walk home for Liz. She couldn't cry, she was too out of it. The pain was too great. It probably hadn't hit her yet. That her first and only love was leaving her. And there really wasn't much she could do or say about it. She arrived at the Crashdown still in a daze. Her dad was asking her if she could fill in for one of the waitresses who had went home sick. He had asked her about three times before what her father was saying registered in her mind. And she agreed. I mean there was no use in her sitting up in her room sulking in her misery. But first she had to call Maria & Alex and tell them what had happened. She called Maria first and then Alex. As she hung up with Alex she preceded to put on her work uniform and try to make some use out of the rest of the day and evening.

Time seemed to just float on. Liz just kinda went with the flow. Not really aware of her surroundings she kinda tuned everything out. As the evening went on Liz's dad asked her to close up so that he and Mrs. Parker could go out to dinner and maybe some dancing. Being she had nothing else to do but sulk, she once again agreed.

Liz locked the door to the Crashdown after the last customer exited. She was all too familiar with the responsibilities of closing up for the night. And she started to do just that. Liz went to the back of the Crashdown to take out he garbage. She opened the door and there he stood, as if he knew she would be coming out at that exact moment. They were both unbelievably pale and Max looked as if he had been crying. But looking at Liz's eyes he could see that she hadn't been. But he knew that that didn't mean she wasn't hurting too. He figured the whole thing really hadn't registered yet. "Here, let me get that for you", he said taking the trash out of her hand and bringing it to the dumpster while she still stood in the door in a daze. He went back to the door which was still open (thinking that meant that she was welcoming him in) and found Liz sitting on the couch. He walked over and kneeled in front of her. He was really at a lost for words.

She was at the cave when everything went down so he really didn't need to explain what was happening. He lowered his head and placed his hands on her knees and started to say something when she put her finger to his lips to shush him. Max looked up and as if they were one, one single tear slipped down each of their face simultaneously. Liz felt no anger. She knew how Max felt about her, but she also knew what Max had to do. And she did not want Max to leave thinking she was angry. She wanted to show him that she did not blame him for what was happening and instill in his head that he was her first love and he would always have a special place in her heart. No matter where they were.

"Max make love to me"
"Liz I don't wanna hurt you, I can't hurt you anymore than I already have, I'd die"
"Max you wouldn't be hurting me. I know and I understand. But I need to feel you inside me. It's only natural that since you are my first love you should be the first to make love to me"
Max looked around with uncertainty
"Here?"
"Yes, here. Why is something wrong?"
"Well, I just meant I figured you would have wanted your first time to be someplace special".
"How much more special can this get? I don't care where we are. You're my love and it's gonna be with you, that's more special than anything."

That was all Max needed to hear. He would go out of his way to make sure Liz's first time was never-ending and full of every fantasy he had ever dreamed of. Max reached up and pulled Liz's headband off her head and tossed it aside. Then he pulled the scrunchy off her ponytail to let her beautiful brown mane lay on her shoulders. "Liz I need to see you, I need to taste you, I need to feel you".
"Ditto", Liz said
"Are you sure?"
Liz leaned over and unbuttoned Max's shirt and placed a lite kiss on chest. He took that as a yes. The lite sweet kisses Liz placed on Max's chest were driving him insane. He knew if this continued he would not be alert enuff to do all things he wanted to do to her. With that thought he gently raised her chin to capture her lips with his. He licked at her lips as if they were candy. Actually they did taste like candy. As he unbuttoned her uniform and kissed her neck and chest he could still taste the sweetness of her skin. Max never understood how just her skin any where on her body could be so sweet. Did she bathe with strawberries or rub taffy all over her body? These thoughts lingered in his mind as he went further downtown, still unbuttoning her dress. He came to her firm breast. Her nipples immediately stood at attention just from his glaze. He silently thanked Victoria or Bali or whoever for inventing bras that hooked in the front. With one flip of his finger it was loose and her perky breast came free and he looked at them in awe. Liz's moans were getting deeper by the second. He could tell from a very distinct growl from her lips that he was spending too much time looking. Liz finally took it upon herself and grabbed Max's head and pushed it to her breast. He sucked and nipped at her breast still tasting the same sweetness he had experienced further north on her neck and lips. Max could feel Liz getting anxious. He knew she needed more. He then pulled her uniform all the way off and gently pushed her back on the couch still in a sitting position. He hooked his fingers in the sides of her satin panties and she slowly lifted a bit to let him pull them all the way off. Max again looked at her in awe. She was definitely eye candy to him. And the glaze of pure lust and passion and mixed with the utmost amount of love he saw in her beautiful brown eyes told him that she was good and ready for what ever he had planned.

Taking the look in her eyes as his queue he settled himself in between her thighs and put his arms under them resting his elbows on the couch gripping her waist and slowly went down to find his pearl. The very glance that Liz had of Max between her legs was enuff to make her body explode from the inside out. As Max continued to caress his face in the deepest parts of her valley Liz dug her heels into his back. Max licked and sucked at her pearl and felt her fire. It was like fire, she was so hot and wet it amazed him. He couldn't stop. He continued his exploration of her with his tongue until she exploded 3 more times. He still didn't wanna stop, but Liz gripped his shoulders and urged him up.

Needing to taste him and please him the way he had her, Liz got down on her knees and pushed Max back on the floor and went straight for his jeans. He tried to help but she pushed his hands back and gave him a look that meant lay back and let me do this. When she finally removed his jeans and boxers he was completely bare and open to her. She laid on him and licked at his lips swirling her tongue around the inside of his mouth. The taste of herself in his mouth made her lower lips quiver with warmth. She then traveled south to the jones in his bones and it greeted her with a sweet silky liquid at the tip. Max's eyes were closed in pure ecstasy. Just her to touch and look at him he thought was gonna make this short. And he didn't want that. He looked up at her and she knew his concern. So she lowered he moist soft lips over him and took him completely and fully into her mouth. This was way too much for Max and he almost spilled his seed right then and there. She pulled back and he raised up and turned her over so he was on top.

Max leaned down and captured her mouth with his. He licked and bit at her sweet mouth like a puppy lapping up milk. He then reached down and spreaded her thighs preparing her for his insertion. Liz thought that Max was moving way to slow for her. I mean she could see the concern for her in his eyes and she loved him for being so worried about hurting her. But she wanted him and she wanted him now. So she reached for his jones and guided him to her valley. Max thought it was all over the first contact he had with her slit. But it was the wetness and heat from her. He was relieved. He definitely didn't want to pull a Jason Biggs (a la American Pie) when he could see in her eyes how bad she needed him. Max realized he was thinking way too much when Liz grabbed his ass and pushed him into her. She cried out as he thrusted into her, and she thought her heart would melt from the look of worry in Max's eyes. But he leaned down to her and she cupped his face and assured him. "Baby it's ok, I'm fine, please don't worry and PLEASE don't stop!" Max then pulled Liz's knee up and put her leg on his shoulder so that he could go deeper inside her. "Oh God, Max, baby, don't stop, harder" Liz grabbed his ass (again) and urged him. "Jesus, Liz you feel so good" Max said as he pumped her full of him harder and faster. Liz tilted her body to the side to give Max even more access (if that was even possible) so that all of his jones was buried deep in her, and his balls slapped up against her wet snatch. Max was surprised he even lasted this long. She was sooo tite and felt so good he thought he say stars. He could feel the titeness in his balls and knew it was almost that time. Liz had already been stroking her clit and grabbed Max's shoulders and pulled him down as she came and with the last echo of their bodies slapping together Max spilt his seed into her. Filling her with every drop. He fell down on her chest and she stroked his head as they both tried to gather themselves from the feelings that had struck them. They dozed off still connected lying in a pool of their love. Liz opened her eyes first and breathed in the scent of her love as he proceeded to pull out of her and rise. Max pulled her up and they dressed each other. Max pulled Liz's hair back and put the scrunchy back on her and her headband. They walked to the back door holding hands and he put his hands on each side of her face forming a connection and whispered "you will always have a place in my heart, and no one could ever fill that". He kissed her gently and they both mouthed 'I Love You' simultaneously. He walked out the door and she closed it and turned around and finished closing up for the night.

THE END!!!!