“What am I going to do?”she asked her self over and over again.

“This has to be a dream!!!!” she thought then pinching her self in the arm, “Ugh!!!!!” she sighed.

Nicks eyes began to open, he glanced over at Sara, and gave her a gentle smile, he looked around, then asking” Where are we?”

“Umm.....a chapel I suppose....”she replied.

Nick noticed the upset and frustrated look on Sara's face,” What’s wrong”he asked as a surge of pain shot through his head.

“Umm...Uhh....”she stuttered.

“Well????”

“Look down”she replied starting to bite her nails.

Nick picked up the paper, as he started reading it, he shook his head in disbelief.“What the hell is this???”

“What does it look like”

“Good one Sara, you almost got me” he laughed. “Where did you get this, it looks exactly the same as a real one?”

“No Nick that is a real one!!”she said her voice shaking.

“What,....noo”

“YES Nick it is!!!!!!”

“WHAT THE HELL, .....HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN?”he shouted, springing up from the bench.”Ouch my head” he whined

“I don’t know,what are we going to do?”she asked starting to pace back and forth.”

“Ummm nothing like this has ever happened before, omg!!!!!”he panicked. “I know will call Brian”.

“Oh what’s he gonna do, he has problems of his own to deal with!”

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Trisha woke up as she felt someone beside her, as she opened her eyes she found AJ sleeping soundly next to her. She smiled, she loved the way he slept so peacefully and quiet just as a baby does. just as she started to lean up, her head began to ache, “God what did I do?” she thought. as she leaned back down, then remembering the drinking she had done the night before. AJ opened his eyes once he felt the commotion in the bed.

“Morning!” he said leaning over and kissing the top of her head.

“Morning!” she replied.”I’m gonna go get an aspirin, want one?”

“Yes please” he said covering his head with his pillow. Trisha got up and pulled the covers off, but then quickly covering her self back up.

“What the hell?” she thought. “Where are my clothes?” she asked then picking up the covers hoping Aj had on his.

“Oh my God!!!!!!! no this can’t be!” she shouted.

“What’s wrong?”

“What’s wrong, what’s wrong??? look what we just did!!!” she replied frantically.

“Ok yeah, what’s wrong with that?”

“AJ I was a VIRGIN!!!!!!!!” she screamed”I can’t believe I did that!!!!!!”

“Trisha your over reacting!!! it’s not like you weren't gonna lose it some day!”

“That’s not the point, I have values AJ, I'm not some sleazy whore that sleeps around all the time!”she said angrily.”I can’t believe how insensitive your being, I thought you were better then that!” she said as she through on some clothes and grabbed her bag.

“I’m sorry Trisha, I just don’t see the big deal.”

“You wouldn’t AJ, you wouldn’t” she said as she left the room slamming the door behind her.

Meanwhile, Brian had gotten up and went into the hotels restaurant. He quietly sat there reading the mornings paper as he sipped his orange juice.

“Hey Brian what are you doing down here all by yourself?” Kevin asked as he walked in.

“Eating, what else do you do in a place like this?”he replied. “Why aren’t you with Kat?”

“I don’t have to spend every waking moment up there”he replied.”What’s wrong? you don’t look so good”

“Nothing, just tired that’s all, I kinda wanna go back home”he said sadly.

“What? why, we just got on tour you normally like the concert scene.”

“I know and I want to, but I just wanna go home right now!”

“And disappoint all your fans?”

“I never said I was going to go home, I'm just stating that I'd much rather be off tour right now.”

“Oh, it’s Brittany isn’t it?” Kevin asked as he took a seat beside his cuz.

“No.....well I mean yeah, I don’t know I'm just so confused, I mean ever since Brittany came back I've been getting these weird feelings, and I don’t know what it means” he sighed.

“ Oh Brian, your just going through a rough time right now!, the thing with Trish, and now Brittany's back of course your still going to have feelings for her!”

“What? I never said that, I don't have feelings for her!” he said angrily.

“Brian come off it, your in denial!!!!!!”

“Whatever Kevin, how could I possibly still love her?”

“See, I never said Love, maybe you should think about this for a while and come to your senses.” he replied as he got up and left. Brian sighed and went back to reading his paper.

Later that night, everybody was waiting inside the arena as Brittany finished her last song, the crowd cheered and clapped for her as she was about to exit.

“Yo guys cheer up!!!! were about to go on, we can’t disappoint the fans, their counting on us!!!” Kevin warned. Everyone glanced over at Kevin and shrugged him off as they went to get their towels and water bottles.

“Dude!!!!!! what is everyone's problem tonight!!!!!” Kat added.

“Where the hell is AJ!!!!!!” Kevin exclaimed.

“Right here,” he shouted running in and grabbing his uniform.

Brian went over to the side of the stage and watched the crowd as they chanted “Backstreet Boys” just seeing all those people there for him made him feel even better. He then looked over at Brittany who by this time was just about to introduce the guys, Brian ran back over to the group and they got into their huddle, said a quick prayer, “Go Backstreet” they shouted then running out on stage and forming a circle as they marched to the beat of Larger Then Life.
The concert seemed to go by faster then usual and they all hurried to there bus.

“That was fun!!!!!” Sara said as she collapsed down on the couch in the girls bus.

“Yeah, thirsty?”Trisha Sighed.

“Yes, water please” Katie asked.

Trisha went to the fridge grabbed three waters and threw them at Sara, and Kat. Brittany walked in the bus and everyone became quiet.

“Uhh Hey Britt” Kat managed to speak out. The rest of the girls just sat there silently, some even glaring at her.

“Listen, I know you guys heard what happened between me and Brian, and I'm really sorry but as long as I’ll be touring with you I'd really like to get along, it will make it easier for all of us.”

“It’s all right Brittany, I’m sure there’s a good reason for what happened, and I would love to hear it but right now I'm gonna go take a shower” Trisha added as she walked by patting her on the shoulder.

“Were here for ya Britt” Sara exclaimed.

“Speak for yourself” Kat mumbled under her breath.

“So what made ya do it??? was he not good enough for ya?” Danni asked being as insensitive as usual.