Trisha sat in the Cab silently sobbing to herself.She felt so bad for what she was doing to AJ, she hated the idea of leaving him like that or doing what she did to him, but she was just so confused and didn't know how she would explain the letter to him or the feelings she felt toward Brian.In her heart she knew she loved AJ but now all the feelings from her past relationship flooded her mind.

“Miss are you going to be ok?”The cab driver asked.

“Yeah, ill be fine!”she said almost in a whisper.

“Ok well here we are!”

“How much do I owe you?”she asked as she dug through her purse.

“Nothing, its on me”he replied

“Are you sure about that?”

“Yes, it wasn't a long drive anyway!”he said as he waved her bye and sped off.

Trisha walked into her house and through her stuff down on the couch and kicked off her shoe’s.

“EWWW”she screamed

“Nick your damn pugs are pee’n on the rug again. Get your ass out here and clean it up!”she yelled as she grabbed a wet paper towel and wiped her foot off.

“What?”he said as he walked into the living room.

“God your an idiot!!! clean up your dogs mess!!!!”she said once again

“What the hell’s your problem?”

“I have had a very bad night!!!!! and I don’t wanna talk about it!”she replied as she noticed Brian walk into the room.

She quickly walked into the kitchen and grabbed a glass of water. She grabbed the bottle of asprin and walked into her room.As soon as she sat down the door bell rang.

“I got it”Nick called out, he hoped it was Sara so he could apologize. He felt terrible after calling her those names.

“Oh it’s you!!!!!”

“Yeah it’s me!!!! is Trisha here?”Aj asked as he desperately looked around the room.

“Yeah she’s in her room”

“Ok,thanks”he replied as he noticed Brian sitting on the couch. Seeing Brian there made him feel even worse until he remembered the letter.

“Hey Aj”Brian said as he turned around.

“Don’t hey me!”He replied angrily!

“What is your problem?”

“You are!!! what the hell do you think your doing giving Trisha that letter? don’t you think you have put her through enough shit? how could you do that to me?”he asked, his blood pressure raging

“You wer'nt suppose to read that!!!”he replied not really knowing what else to say.”It’s not like I asked her to come back to me, I was just telling her how I felt.”

“Because of you, I don't think she want’s to be with me any more,You had your chance!!! and you screwed it up.”he yelled!!!!

“I love her”

“And so do I!!!!”Brian said full heatedly.

“The f*ck you do!!!!”he yelled and took a swing at Brian.

Trisha ran out of her room as she heard something hit the floor.

“What the hell is going on here?”she demanded, until she noticed Brian and AJ rolling around on the floor.She quickly go in between the two and with Nick’s help broke them apart.

“What has gotten into you?”Trisha asked looking at AJ

“Nothing!”he said not wanting to let her know he read the letter.

“Nothing, wouldn't make you fight with your best friend, I want answers now!!!!!!”she replied sternly.

“Ok then I want to know right now, do you still love Brian? because apparently he feels that way about you!”

Trisha became silent, she didn't know her exact feeling’s for Brian and she didn't want to say any thing until it was final.

“Well?”AJ asked impatiently

“I don’t know how I feel!”she said as she broke down in tears”Don’t get me wrong I do have feelings for you AJ but I don't know how to feel about Brian right now! and since you guy’s can’t get along I think it would be best if I didn't see either of you!” she replied as she ran into her room and fell helplessly on her bed. A couple minute’s later there was a knock at her door.

“Trisha can I come in?”Aj asked

“No just leave me alone!!!!”she managed to cry out, but AJ was just to stubborn, he opened the door and walked in.

“I told you to leave me alone!’

“I know, but I want to talk to you”

“Well I don’t want to talk to you!!”she snapped

“Too bad!!!”

“No AJ leave me alone”she yelled as she took her head out of her hands and looked up,her eyes were red and puffy as tears helplessly fell off her cheeks.

“Your going to listen to me if it takes forever!”he projected

“La la la la la la.... I can’t hear you”she replied with her hands on her ears.

“Listen to me damn it!!!!!”he yelled almost losing his temper.

“Nooo!”she exclaimed and got up,AJ grabbed her arm and pulled her back.

“Let go!!!”she yelled angrily,AJ just ignored her. he grabbed both arms and sat her on the bed,he got on top of her and pinned her to the down.

“AJ what the hell are you doing?”

“You are going to listen to me!!”he replied “Listen Trisha I..Love..You!! do you understand me?”

“No you don’t AJ stop saying that!”she replied

“Yes I do!!!!!! and there's nothing you can say or do to change my mind.”

Tears started to well up inside as she listen to him go on. She couldin't hold back any more and tears started to pour out.

“AJ JUST STOP IT ALREADY!!!!!!” she yelled”Are you trying to make me feel worse then I already do? because if you are your succeeding!”

“No, I want you to know how I feel about you Trisha.”

“And I want to know how you feel about me?”

“What do you mean,”how I feel about you”?”

“Do you feel the same way, I feel about you?”

“I don’t know!”she answered softly.

“I know you know Trisha, just tell me!...please”

“Please AJ just stop!!!”she said as tears ran down her cheeks.

“Why can’t you tell me?”he said as he let her up.

“Because AJ I just can’t!”

“Why are you so afraid of loving or having people close to you?”he asked “Why wont you let me close to you?”

“Because....”she paused ”I'm afraid!” she said sadly

“Afraid..why?”

“Because AJ I have been hurt to many times, and I don’t really feel like going through it again”she said as she looked away.