Saturday 20 November 2004
Hi again! *lol*
I seriously need to learn to update more haha... And I should write down my Blue
experiences and stuff too, I'm just too ermm lazy haha! Sorry ;)! Well when I
get some time and I'm like really bored or I suddenly get the urge of writing
them all down and putting them up, I will. It's not like anyone has been asking
for it so well, dun think it's that urgent *lol*
Anyway, quite some important news I have here.... I lost my job, well actually they fired me... Why? Good question!!! I don't really know myself! Our head of the shop told me that I wasn't good enuff and she gave some examples that did not make sense and weren't even true! I could prove the opposite! I think she just didn't like me or something... She didn't handle objective but subjective and that's very wrong of her! They should fire her instead of me! But well it happened now, nuffin much to do about it. I called the head office and stuff and complained bout everything, but it's not like they cared so well. Scr*w them I'm just gonna search for another, better job! Hehe...
Thing is of course... It isn't all that easy to find a new job! And no job, means no money and no money means a whole lot of sh*t. Seriously... It's running around from one place to another to get some paperwork filled in, then there is the work for searching another job and so on and on. And then there is the fact that I won't be able to travel anymore which means, no Blue... That's the hardest part *lol* I just hope I'll find a job soon so I can save up to go to their tour! Becoz that's 1 thing I don't wanna miss! specially becoz i'm meeting up with some totally wicked mates!
Did I tell you yet I'm looking for my old horse... We had to sell her about 7 years ago, but I loved her so much and I still miss her every single day! So I'm placing ads in magazines and papers and stuff, but so far no luck yet. Now some1 gave me the idea to make a site bout her and try to find her like that... To me that sounded like a good idea, so when I get some time I'm gonna do that! Hehe *lol* Not sure if it'll work, but I can only try! Nothing is impossible! Well almost nothing haha!
Btw this was my horse, Raika:
Her
description is like this :
* her name was Raika, well we called her like that, some wrote it as Rayka, she
doesn't have any papers or anything...
* she was a female horse or as the right english term, a mare
* she was about 1m60
* she was dark brown, almost black, she had 2 white feet at the back and a white
stripe on her head as you can see in the picture
* she has got a white sign on her left back like this
D2
U14
we think she was bought from a slaughterhouse and got the sign there
* when I bought her back in 1996 she was about 3 years old and we bought her
from a horse dealer. So I think she was born in the year 1993 or 1994, so by now
she must be around 10 years old
* I think we sold her in april 1997 to a woman called Miriam, she had a little
daughter and they live in Moerbeke-Waas, Belgium. I lost contact with them after
they moved and they put her in a stalbe in Olen (Antwerp) in a private western
horse riding school, sadly enuff I forgot the name...
* apperantly she had weak legs and couldn't do any jumping or her tendons would
give up on her and she'd get lame
* ermm what else could I tell, I think this is about it... I loved this horse to
bits! She was my little sweetheart! I'd do anything to get back in contact with
her! Even if it was just to see her now and then... It doesn't matter, I'd love
to know what happened to her.. So if anyone ever sees this horse PLEASE please
contact me! Or if you ever saw this horse before do tell... Even if she's dead
I'd like to know... At least I know where she is then... I really really loved
her so please help me if you happen to know anything! THANKS a lot!
Well I guess this is about all I had to tell for now... Thanks for reading! And talk soon!
Bye and take care,
Regards,
Carmen
Monday 8 November 2004
OOPS, BIG OOPS hahahaha I haven't been on here for absolutely AGES *lol* My
apologies! I've just been busy wiv my
Blue Belgium Interactive
site and stuff... I have so many things to take care off! Make stories
interacxtive, put wallpapers on the site, search for another photohost, and thne
there is the non-internet stuff! I have to reply some people by post, I have to
clean my room *lol*, etc... I can give you a full list but I won't bore you with
it!
First I wanna clear up something... This site is NOT about Lee Ryan or Blue!
It's just a site bout... Well me haha! I happen to like Blue a lot and stuff and
my fav is Lee so well that explains the layout a bit... And you can find
pictures of Blue on here and stuff, but that are all personal pics and stuff so
well... But I hope you enjoy it anyway!
When I get some time I'll post more and will make a new layout and stuff, but
right now I 1st have to take care of other things! A bit more urgent then this!
It's not like I get a lot of visitors anyway so hahaha. Why do I do it in the
1st place? *lol* Because I had the intention of updating a lot and sharing all my
experiences and stuff, but obviously it didn't go as planned hahaha, soz!
Well what's new... Ermm I met Blue the 23rd October in Holland and Lee & Duncan
the 24th as well in Holland as they stayed a day longer and the 27th I went to
Paris as well and met 'em then too, but honestly I preferred Holland! *lol* The
things that happened there, are just unforgettable, might even be one of my best
Blue experiences ever! Besides the Guilty Tour then, as some amazing things
happened there as well! Anyway , when I get some time *god knows when that is
hahaha* I'll note down all my experiences and put 'em up!
Ermmm what else was I gonna say,
owh yeah! I updated the 'My Blue
Experiences' part a lil bit, just added a few dates , nuffin interesting
haha! But in case you are interested, check it out...
And also added the pictures of my Blue meeting in holland and Paris last month,
check them out under 'Me & Blue pics'
Anyway, I'm off again! Hopefully I'll come back a
lil bit sooner this time hahaha! 28 July 2004
20 June 2004
Bye and take lots of care!!!!
Greetzzz,
Carmen
-xxXxx-
Oops again *lol* Ain't been on here for ages again... So sorry! Haha, just
been busy with work and my Blue site... I'm working on a new layout for my
Blue site but it isn't goin really well haha! Quite frustrating tho... And at
this mo the site exceeded it's data transfer so it isn't accesable , prob will
be working again in August but till then I'm very sorry for the inconvenience!
So what have I been up2, hmmmm let's think , not very much tho... I went to
London from the 9th till the 12th July, and on the 11th July , my birthday, we
went to PITP! It was good, but not really what I had expected it to be, oh
doesn't matter! My mate Jana from
Busted Belgium and
McFly Belgium took some
great pictures!!! If you wanna see the pictures she took from Blue check them
here, there are some lovely pix among
them!
Well besides goin to PITP we also went shopping *bought me some jeans and shoes*
and went to 'The London Dungeon' it was cool, but quite long tho. We also met
some wicked girl there! 2 lovely girls where we had a good laugh with! I also
met up with a girl I had met the other day on msn , she was sweet too! We all
had a good laugh. And after PITP we decided to go 'celebrity spotting' hahaha,
tho we took ages to find the other girls, we didn't see much of celebrities ,
well we did , but I didn't really kno them as they were from english shows and
stuff oops! We did meet Duncan! He was just walking down the road to the after
party, haha. He was nice , but busy on the foon so didn't bother him. We waited
hours near that club *lol* Till eventually Dunk came bk out haha, he was ermmm
bit wasted *lol* Some of you might have seen the pictures in 'The Sun' and on
other sites hahaha! Anyway , I had a great time in London! And when I get some
time I'll note the whole Blue PITP thing and meeting Dunk thing down and share
it with you all! Okay? *lol* Can't wait to go back as I abolutely love it there!
Hmmmm besides that I haven't been up to much, besides work... I'm still working
where I've worked for about 2 months now :) Which is still at the shop called
'Kruidvat Health & Beauty' I dunno with what you can compare it too , but we
sell mainly stuff for the health and beauty obviously *lol*But we also sell a
bit of stuff like candy and drinkg , clothes and special actions from time to
time like digital cameras and stuff *this is btw the shop where I bought my
digital camera! haha* I still like it there so that's good I think haha! Tho I'm
searching for a lil extra job as I always could use a bit of extra money haha,
specially when I got trips planned! Like I wanan go everywhere and meet up with
mates and stuff... And I sooo wanna go to the Blue tour!! I just hav to go ,
specially because this might be their last one ever... It's a good way to say
'goodbye' in some way... Tho I dun like to say this, but to all good stories
comes and end :(
Now about my love - life which is practically un-excisting hahaha! I think I
scare of guys or something, dunno wot I'm doin wrong! I do kno I'm starting to
get quite lonely so well... Any volunteers?? hahaha ;) Nah I'll take everything
as it comes haha! We'll see wot happens!
Okay this is it for now... Sorry for the delay! I'm goin to the cimena bit later
on... Went to the cinema on Friday to watch 'Spiderman 2' wicked it was! I'm not
really in2 Spiderman at ALL *lol* But the movies rock tho! I could have met all
the celebrities from it plus see McFly perform and even see Dunk n Sy from Blue
and stuff in London! But sadly enuff we had to go bk home the evening on the
premiere... Such a pitty! But well more luck next time right? I ain't gonna
think too much of it haha, it'll just make me depressed ;) *lol* But life isn't
all that! After all we do make part of our own life!
Anyway enuff blabbed on, I'll talk to ya all soon , I hope *lol*
Take lots of care,
Regards ,
xXx Carmen
Hi every1!
Gosh I ain't been on here for almost 2 months now man... So sorry! Just wanted
to change my layout *lol* And here it is :) Hope you like it hihi! So well, what
shall I say... Wot happened exactly the past few months *lol* I got a new job, I
like it and people are great , tho when I come bk home I'm tired of course
hahaha! I'm goin to celebrate my 19th bday in London together wiv 1 of my best
mates Jana! Thank you hun , luv ya , bless ya loads! We are goin to PITP which
is exactly on my bday *yipee* Well I'm goin to London from the 9th till the 12th
, 4 full days man! As we leave early and come bk late hehehe! Can't wait , it'll
just be wicked!
Anyway I'm jsut gonna change some pages a lil bit and then I'm off as I'm really
tired... I hope I'll have soem time soon to update , scan my Blue pics and add
'em on here and on my Blue site! Of Course hehe *lol* Hope you guys like the new
look!
Bye and take care,
xXx Carmen