Kelsey: yeslek25@hotmail.com.

One night I awoke in the middle of the night,
Thinking thoughts of you.
It hurt me so much to think such things,
Because I knew that I could tell no one but you.

Sometimes, I dream in the In-Between,
And dream you’re here with me.
We dance on clouds of endless white,
As we laugh so merrily.

But in the day I feel it too,
I feel my heart compress,
I feel it break and tear and crack,
And it makes a bloody mess.

Sometimes I feel my body ache,
Become stiff at the joints,
I cry because it’s my heart you take,
And of that there’s no mistake.

One night I awoke in the middle of the night,
Thinking thoughts of you.
It hurt me so much to think such things,
Because I knew that I could tell no one but you.

* Now And Again *

Now and again,
When I look up at the stars,
I expect to see you,
Smiling down at me.

When nothing appears,
My eyes cloud over,
My body shakes,
And tears come freely.

I tell myself your gone,
I tell myself you don’t exist any more,
Unfortunately...
I’m afraid it’s just not true.

You live on,
I know you do,
Somewhere in the heavens,
Somewhere past the moon.

Like a bright star you shine,
Your light comforting to me,
Wrapping tightly around me,
Unwilling to let go.

Sometimes I think I can see you,
In the pale light of the Mystic Moon,
Your silhouette shining beyond gold,
Sparkling beyond diamond.

Now and again,
When I look up at the stars,
I expect to see you,
Smiling down at me.

***********

* I Thought *

I thought....

I thought I saw you one morning,
Standing there in the sunlight,
A happy smile on your face,
Your mood a cheery demeanour.

I thought I saw you one afternoon,
Sitting beneath a tree,
Reading your favourite book,
One you wrote about me.

I thought I saw you one evening,
Sitting at my window,
Staring up at the stars,
Mimicking nights you had spent with me.

I thought....

I thought I saw you one morning,
Standing there in the sunlight,
A happy smile on your face,
Your mood a cheery demeanour.

***********

* Wings *

On wings of gold and silver I dream of you,
Lighting through memories like shifting pages....
Pages of a book we never finished.

-Kelsey '01

Brit: anglegirl__2000@hotmail.com

Your gone, at age 15. 14 lives destroyed during the night, for your master you did fight against your will with all your might. You chased your dragon through the night and day, to catch him and slay him and in return with your lives you did pay. Though your efforts strong and true only failed you as you saw your dragon take flight alive, well and out of site. The heavens called to you and you did go into that arms of angles you did go. Out dragon slayers that fought so hard and gave their life’s in vein. watch over us from the heavens with your sword we pray.
Pray for us as we do you and lead us to the heavens we rely on you. Rest in peace our dragon slayers one and all protect us and save us to all evils that might befall.
We thank you all for your efforts and my you rest in peace for at 15 we will carry you in our hearts as you have touched us all.
-Brit '01

"Poor Children" By Nekomusume: saturn_942@hotmail.com

Poor children
Who died at 15,
Never expierenced
The fire of love,
The passion of lifelong friends,
Whose only dedication was to
The boy whom they loved
And he wouldn't love in return
Poor children
Who hardly felt the rain
And will never grow old,
They never knew life,
They never grew on,
They couldn't escape,
The cruel fate,
Of which they tried to change.
Poor children.....
Poor boys......
Poor teenagers.....
Who never became men.
Poor children....
Nekomusume '01

Main Idea for this poem came from Luv2wav@aol.com, yet it has been fitted for the supject of the slayers.

My Garden of Prayers for the Children
A place where they can come and be safe
No fears. No worries
Where they can be free from violence
Where they can be free from abuse
Where there is nothing but love
Nothing but Love for our Children
In my Garden of Prayers

What has this world come to where our children
have to be afraid to wake in the mor n?
The imagination is supposed to be where they go
to get their life.
A safe haven, where abused children can
escape their cruel reality for a while.
But in the world we live in today,
they have to be afraid for so many many reasons.
Why have we let it get so out of hand?
What can we do to end this?
We need to figure out what has went wrong,
and make it right.
Make it right before their fears become reality.
Luv2wav@aol.com '99. Editing by Kat '01

Jessica: psychotic_j@hotmail.com

You made me laugh, you made me cry
Why did you have to die
When you left you were fifteen
You weren't a boy, but hardly a teen
You were slaughtered
At the mercy of a boy
A boy you didn't love
Yet didn't hate
Didn't know
For the gone
Migel
The first to go
The rest would soon follow
Chesta
So sweet
Viole
So strong
Gatti
So handsome
Guimel
So brave
And the rest
All dead
All followers
All loved 

You died to live forever
Hidden among the clouds and the stars
You watch down on us
Watch us laugh and love
Suffer and cry
Be born and die
You watch us
Be our angels in the sky
Hidden among the clouds and the stars
Where you went
When you died to live forever
Jessica '01

Kelley: kuroikat@hotmail.com

Myth or real.
What’s the big deal?
You are but art,
But part of our heart.
Breathe your last breath
and forever will pass.
Cartoons could never die.
But we saw you pass away with our own eyes.
Young and beautiful,
That’s all we cared.
But what was really inside there?
Were you scared?
Torn and bare?
Made purely of fear?
We may never know,
You were just add on’s for the show.
So as we sit and watch you die,
Somewhere inside we slowly cry.
Till the day you’re nothing but a memory
A funny teenage craze of insanity.
You will stay in our hearts for sure.
Because you were art, so very pure.
Kelley ‘01

Lia: Lia_and_Trowa@hotmail.com

Yay! A song! Here are the lyrics and to listen to the song ......just click listen to song! Enjoy.....just pretend the "Light" they are talking about is the light pillar from the Phantom Moon ^_~ enjoy.
Composed by:Micheal Lloyd and Debby Lytton Lloyd *Longer Version. THe song is the shorter Version*

Show me the Light

I’m out here on my own,
To face the day alone.
I need your love, to help me through the night.
Lost out in the cold, I want someone to hold.
I feel you’re near,
Though you’re out of sight!
And even though we’re far apart,
I search the moon lit sky.
And make a wish to be home with you,
Can’t you Hear me cry?
Hear me cry!
Show me the light, Someone to lead and guide me.Listen to short version
Show me the light, A love to stand beside me.
Show me the light, when I feel the dark.
Ray of sunshine!
A rainbows art!
Show me the light….
I’m reaching for a star,
Wondering where you are.
Where is the love?
Searching for me too?
Beyond the mountaintop,
The dream will never stop.
Give me a sign I’m running out of time.
And I know someone is on their knees, praying for me now!
Wont you come and hear my pleas
Save me….
Save me some how!
Show me the light, Someone to lead and guide me.
Show me the light, A love to stand beside me.
Show me the light, when I fear the dark!
Ray of sunshine!
A rainbows art!
Show me the light….

Another song, by Celine Dion.

FLY

Fly, fly little wing
Fly beyond imagining
The softest cloud, the whitest dove
Upon the wind of heaven's love
Past the planets and the stars
Leave this lonely world of ours
Escape the sorrow and the pain
And fly again

Fly, fly precious one
Your endless journey has begun
Take your gentle happiness
Far too beautiful for this
Cross over to the other shore
There is peace forever more
But hold this memory bittersweet
Until we meet

Fly, fly do not fear
Don't waste a breath, don't shed a tear
Your heart is pure, your soul is free
Be on your way, don't wait for me
Above the universe you'll climb
On beyond the hands of time
The moon will rise, the sun will set
But I won't forget

Fly, fly little wing
Fly where only angels sing
Fly away, the time is right
Do now, find the light

A song dedicated to Dilandau, by Cyndi Lauper.

TRUE COLOURS

You with the sad eyes
Don't be discouraged
Oh i realize
It's hard to take courage
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
And the darkness inside you
Can make you feel so small

But i see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And thats why i love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a Rainbow

Show me a smile then,
Don't be unhappy, can't remember
When i last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know i'll be there

And i see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And thats why i love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a Rainbow

More to come..........