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Last Updated: 8/8/2003
6 weeks
I had my first ultrasound on Tuesday August 5th 2003 and I was measuring at exactly 6 weeks along.  I saw the little heartbeating perfectly clear, that was a reassuring sign.  I haven't been told my exact due date yet, but it's sometime in March.
8/5/2003:
8/9/2003:
Today I woke up and started spotting.  I'm so scared for the baby.  I can't believe this could be happening again.
8/11/2003:
Today they brought me in  for an emergancy visit.  I saw a very nice doctor.  She preformed an ultrasound and confirmed my worse fears, no heartbeat.  My second loss.  Derek's mom was with me and took very good care of me.  I can't belive it.
8/21/2003:
It's been 10 days since we found out our baby had no heartbeat. It has been a very difficult experiance.  Tuesday 8/12/03 I spent in the Emergancy Room.  That sucked.  I'm in shock and I can't belive it.
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