wow! well, my old page died, so i have to make a new one. I don't know know why, but it won't bring up the thing that launches it (that's the technical term, really). so, i guess it's a good thing, cause all those damn colours were starting to get to me. well, not really, but i want to make a really boring, "understated" page =/ ah well, whatever =) i guess that's it for now, k, see you later friends! ;)
well, i'm sick. so, i have nothing better to do than to update my site =) but, that's okay too, cause i've been meaning to. laadeedaa... well, my life's peachy, i guess. i have to have 2 exams on wednesday (it's sunday), and i'm really hoping i can get to classes tomarrow, otherwise i'll be lost. innit that fun? blech!ah well. hmm, well, yesturday i kept seeing this ridiculous limp bizkit video. it was simply titled "break stuff," and showcased every dawson's creek reject yelling crap at the camera like they were rock stars. it made me laugh. who cares if it is "all about he said/she said bullshit, blah blah blah..." i really don't care. they had jonathan davis in it--a guy i used to like before korn sold out--& i realized why it is i don't really like korn anymore--i took shit for liking them years ago, hearing the phrase "huh huh, i like korn too; with peas and carrots, huh huh..." and now these same people are pissed at me cause i don't think they're cool anymore. well, i still like them in theory, but honestly, they're boring now. there has to be a time when you finally say, "you know what? no one person can create this much testosterone, and i'm bored of being so interesting." sort of like metallica. well, i guess people just like what they like, but i think it's really funny how people can get so wrapped up in stuff they find in the bandwagon.
Well, so my plans to move to the amazing Santa Cruz are coming into play. wow, that sounded like a comic strip narrator.... well, apartment shopping starts on thursday, since it's my day off... and i'm gonna drive... also am going to meet with a counselor about classes @ Cabrillo, since my Reedley classes are named totally different names.... oh, so annoying... also have to have some student loan papers filled out.... AND am meeting mike. neat!!! I'm hoping to find a good apartment, but then it's only the first day looking, so at most i'm hoping to get an idea of where we want to live. Anyway, the Simpsons are on now, so la dee daa!!!
Life is exhausting!!! i visited Cabrillo College yesturday, and figured out all that stuff, and then went to Santa Cruz to find apartments. we ended up looking at like... one.... and decided that we'd prefer to live downtown. So, hopefully no hippies will try to kill us. But it's way cheaper to live downtown, plus it's right in the middle of everything. i do love that town though. the fresno area sucks, i mean, fresno itself is so-so, but to live in a little derivative town next to it is worse. man, i don't know, very boring. anyways, so hopefully it will be good...... ?
Wow! i neglected this site! oh well, so yeah.... well, i'm moving to soquel. emily is now out of the picture, i'll just claim artistic differences, cause it sounds better. anyway, so now i'm gonna rent a room in a house with a really cool lady & some guy who she said is never home. i've made a couple more friends there, and life is looking good. :) i'm happy!!!
I said at last entry I'd neglected this site. Now, 2 years later, I mean it, but I don't care, since no one reads it anyways. But hey, I know it's out there, so I'll type.
SUMMER WRAP UP
My college starts up on Thursday, more stress awaits me, but at least I can pay off some of my bills with the financial aid I'm getting, since I've been working minimal hours with a Santa Cruz rent to pay.
It's all been worth it though, however. This summer has been quite good. I've had a series of nights like last night, which is good, since it gives me some stories to tell at parties :)
Last night I drove to Redwood City to meet up with a friend to go to a Morrissey concert in Berkeley, but she had gotten drunk the night before, ate something funky, and had been puking the entire hour it took me to drive there. So the concert started at 6, we didn't take off till 6:20, then got stuck in traffic and didn't make it to Berkeley till abour 8:30. So, we skipped the concert and went shopping in filthy, filthy downtown Berkeley (ewww, the bathrooms.....) But I did get 5 Cds for $15 at a cool CD shop. Still paying for CDs in this MP3 universe? That's right BMG, Napster didn't ruin the industry, despite the rhetoric, as many other mopy students were browsing thrugh CD racks alongside me. Nostalgia! Got Toadies, INXS, Rembrandts, P.J. Harvey, and Soul Asylum. Wow, mid-90s (and some 80s) goodness! Fun stuff.
Then went back to Redwood City, watched Showgirls with she and Stephen (who I've known for about 5 years, who is living with her now and working in San Fran) and made fun of it, then I didn't wanna crash there (the house is FREEZING!), so I took off about 3am and got back to my warm, happy bed in S.C. about 4. Good stuff!
Today I've got diddly nothing to do but sit on my ass, since I cancelled work figuring I'd be in post-concert exhaustion/euphoria today, so now I'm gonna go buy vitamins (pierced my navel Thursday, gotta feed it some yummies). Sometimes I look at the act of eating and taking vitamins as an interesting way of administering fuel into a car-like body, as it is not self-sufficient no matter how much you want it to be self-reliant, and one must take in outside sources to continue living/being healty. Interesting, not a "Gothic" principle at all, so very strange.... oh well, I'm thinking a bit too much about it I suppose, and thinking gives you wrinkles ;) Toodles for now, maybe I'll write more later, maybe I won't. No one's reading this anyways, so I'm talking to myself. Curious curious....
Lately I've had an interesting sort of necrophelia with the past, in love with silent films. I've bought the biography of Buster Keaton on my bed, and a managerie of Lillian Gish photos on my computer's desktop. I don't know what this could possibly mean, it probably has something to do with my childhood, but who knows? I don't really care, I'm just into it at this moment and suppose it'll keep going till I get bored. Why fight it? It's midterm season at UCSC, and I'm studying way too much. But I guess it's payback for all my procrastination, though I'm not the worst procrastinator I know. So... I guess I should stop procrastinating now by writing crap out on a computer, right? lol......
Interesting life... it's a 3-day weekend, and I actually begin to do my homework early only to realize I have very little due this week... odd, since this is a rare occasion that I'm not procrastinating! Fun Fun! I love school right now, it's really getting interesting... my friends are very interesting... I love my friends... dude, I'm gushing... that's enough of that!! Gee!!!
Still working at the costume shop, still going to UCSC... most interesting classes are Film Theory and Fiction Writing, love fiction writing... getting stuff done, loving it all... lalala... saw Daredevil yesturday in Fresno (yes, we drove all the way to Fresno (3-4hr drive) to see a movie. It was worth it to see it at Edwards Cinema. Good stuff, weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!