Chocolate By astraplain@yahoo.com Deanna trotted back to the replicator one last time, enjoying a very different kind of morning aerobics than she was used to. Her dearest friend, Beverly Crusher had left just 30 minutes ago for a ten day medical conference on Risa. Deanna had been replicating chocolate like a madwoman ever since. Giving her final order, she lifted the large dish of Thalian chocolate mousse from the replicator and turned towards the table. A wave of pure lust sheared through her making her feel faint. Chocolate nirvana had been achieved. She placed the mousse in the center, the place of honor for the most sacred of chocolate confections. That, she would save for last. But now... She circled the table like a hawk, careful and cunning in her assessment of what lay before her. In her hand was a spoon, clutched tightly, her weapon of power. With is she would conquer this most worthy adversary. A-ha! A weakness. The place where she must begin. Chocolate chip cookies. The only item that entirely chocolate on the whole table. They must be the first to go. Laying aside her spoon, she lifted the soft chewy cookie, appreciating it's color and texture like a true connoisseur. A delicate sniff. Ah, the aroma of brown sugar and chocolate. Perfection. And now... the taste. Not taking the time to sit, she lifted the morsel to her lips, letting it graze oh-so-lightly against her sensitized flesh. A shiver caught her unawares, making her pause just a moment. But she persevered. She had a mission, a sacred calling... Ten years she had waited for this. Ten long years of denial and frustration. Countless times had she been denied, suffering again and again as she struggled against oppression. The Starfleet officers' Physical Conditioning Standard was the official name but anyone not blessed with a perfect body had other names for it. None of them repeatable within earshot of an admiral. Or the CMO. Beverly tried to be sympathetic, really she did, with her dancers legs crossed and her reed-thin body making a mockery of everything she said. What did she know of dieting, of denying herself, of exercising for hours every day and still hating the way the uniform showed every extra ounce? It didn't matter now, Deanna reminded herself, stroking the cooking against her lips for reassurance, anticipating the ecstasy that awaited her. After ten long years of having her replicator privileges restricted, rationed, measured... it was finally over. For once, the Beverly had forgotten, failing to invoke her usual "vacation orders" as she called them - putting restrictions on Deanna's chocolate replication. This time, finally, Deanna could eat all the chocolate she wanted for ten glorious days. One final caress, and the cookie was hers! She bit into the sweet, savoring the crisp surface and the softness inside. There was an explosion of flavor against her palate and she leaned back to enjoy it to the fullest. And nearly choked. In a panic she rose for her chair, snatching up a napkin and indelicately spitting the cookie into it. Shuddering with revulsion she staggered to the replicator and ordered water. After the third glass the foul taste started to go away. Desperation seized her and she turned back to the table, grabbing dishes randomly, taking the merest taste form each disk and dropping them back to the surface with a crash. It's not true! It can't be true! Tears filled her eyes as she sampled the mousse, casting it away from her as the taste fouled her palate. No! She looked around wildly, trying to convince herself that this was a nightmare, that she could wake up and escape. It was only then she noticed the message indicator light. Beverly! She listened to the brief message, anger overtaking her despair. This was too much. Instead of being denied her sacred chocolate, she was to be tortured with chocolate substitutes! The horror! Enough! She deleted the message with a savage stab at the controls then stalked over to the table, flinging dishes into the recycler none-too-accurately. All the while the anger grew inside of her. Until something snapped... Looking up she caught her reflection in the replicator panel. Facing this image of herself, she made a vow. Payback's a bitch, she decided. But then, so am I. :::end:::